MAZOYA (I'm Not Me)
THE MAZOYA 18
Zoya thought carefully about what she was going to do. There's no way she's out of Yaya's body. After all, Zoya herself doesn't know how to get out of Yaya's body.
"I'm dead." murmured Zoya.
Zoya slowly descends from the small-sized mattress that is now her bed. "It's a little Yaya's mattress. Hard again." complained Zoya looked at the cashier who felt very sick to her body.
With a slow step, Zoya brought herself closer to the glass. "Damn, why do I have to be trapped in this body." he said while grieving.
"If only I could choose, I would choose to enter the body of a beautiful and famous artist." - Zoya.
Zoya repeatedly breathed a long breath looking at her present appearance from the reflection of the mirror. "Will I be able to live my day as Yaya."
The door opened from outside. "Dear, this is your breakfast."
Bu Murni carries a tray on which there is rice that has been left out of vegetables and side dishes, and a glass of white milk in a large glass.
Zoya again gulped her saliva violently, each time Pure Bu brought food for her. "I swear, this is my food for two days Yaya. And elo only once ate. It's worth an elephant's body." Zoya's mind.
"You just sit here. Let the mother feed you." Murni said, helping Zoya sit in a single seat.
Pure Ma'am took another chair, preparing to feed Zoya. "Nake?" ask Murni.
Zoya nodded. Because pure ma'am cuisine is delicious. "You spend it, let it heal quickly."
"It's too much mom."
"Let's open again. Aaa... Come on, open your mouth." forcibly Pure ma'am still wants to feed Zoya, even though Zoya has already shook her head.
"It's mom, Yaya's full." refused Zoya.
"God baby. You usually end up. Come on, let's have a bribe." Force Pure Mom.
"Mom,,,, Yaya is full." exclaimed Zoya raising her tone.
Pure Ma'am until she was shocked. This was the first time Yaya had spoken like that to her. "Alright, drink some milk first. This." Mum Pure gave Zoya a glass of milk.
Zoya refused. Zoya does not like white milk. "Yes full."
"A little bit." force Pure ma'am.
"Mom, Yaya doesn't like white milk. Please understand." reject Zoya firmly. Just smell it, Zoya wants to puke. Especially to drink it.
Pure Ma smiled stiffly. "All right, you just take a break. I'm out first."
Zoya knew, there was a sense of disappointment depicted on the look of Pure Bu's face. But indeed Zoya will not be able to spend that much food, and drink the white milk. "Gue isn't Yaya, where the food runs out" Zoya murmured.
Bu Murni felt that Yaya was very different. From the sight of his eyes, the way he spoke, even his manner. "He's like he's not Yaya." Inner Pure Ma'am.
Ms. Pure followed the husband who was guarding the store in front of the house. "What's wrong mom?" ask Mr. Endri while tidying up the merchandise in his place.
"Sir, why do you feel that Yaya has changed" said Ms. Pure.
"The doctor will be here soon. Maybe later he can tell us."
Mr. Endri himself also felt if there was a change in the princess. Yaya is usually spoiled for himself as well as his wife.
Yaya will speak, if they ask him to speak first. Otherwise, Yaya would have chosen silence. "May Yaya be fine sir."
"May ma'am." said Mr. Endri worried.
Inside the room, Zoya feels bored. But his body could not yet be forced to walk for too long and far.
"Bringing Yaya's body is like holding a sack of rice." Zoya lamented, sitting on the edge of the bed.
Zoya's gaze scanned all the corners of the room. There are several photos of Yaya in school uniform. Starting from SD, SMP, SMA, to college.
On average, Yaya took pictures alone holding a medal and a trophy. If you do not take pictures yourself, Yaya took pictures with her parents.
"Didn't she have any friends." - Zoya's great-grandson.
Zoya stands up, walking towards the small table where there is a photo of Yaya. "Here, her body was not as big as gaban." said Zoya, looking at a photo of Yaya in a red white uniform.
On the table, there was a book neatly stacked. Curious, Zoya opens Yaya's closet. "Rapi too." - her great-grandson, seeing Yaya's clothes in the closet.
Zoya looked back at Yaya's body from the mirror reflection. "Ckk,,, I could have died young of obesity." - Zoya.
"If only I had a way out of this body, and into my body. I will." murmured Zoya.
Without Zoya knowing, if the state of his body suffered severe injuries in some parts of his limbs.
"Mama." inwardly Zoya, recalled the mother who always loved her.
Ceklek. It appeared that both of Yaya's parents and a young man wearing a white coat came inside. "Yes, here, the doctor wants to check on you" said Mr. Endri.
"Sorry, Yaya, the doctor who usually comes can't come. He is now abroad. And I replaced him." he explained kindly.
Zoya just kept quiet. And that's what Zoya is like every day to people she doesn't know. Sitting on the edge of the bed without saying anything.
Mrs Pure and Mr. Endri looked at each other. But both are silent. They both suspect that Yaya's current attitude is the effect of Yaya's body sleeping too long.
"How's doc?" ask Mr. Endri after the doctor finished examining Yaya.
The doctor smiled. "Good, all good. There's nothing to worry about." explained the doctor.
"Hopefully get well soon" said the doctor, who only got a nod from Zoya.
"Dear, just a second. We deliver the doctor first." said Pure to Zoya.
"What's up, ma'am?" ask the doctor, after they are outside Yaya's room. The doctor felt that the two were saving something to ask him.
"Sir, we feel our daughter has changed a lot." said Ms. Pure.
"Right sir, Yaya wasn't like that. In the past, he was gentle and friendly. But right now, he's very cold and quiet" explained Mr. Endri.
"Sorry sir, ma'am. But, all the limbs of Mbak Yaya are pretty good and good. There's nothing to worry about. It was likely, a change in Yaya's attitude or nature because he had just opened both of his eyes. And maybe he needs to adapt." explained the doctor, guessing.
Still in the room, Zoya looked straight ahead. "Milly. Reiner's. I'm not going to let you go. Traitors." growled Zoya.
But, again Yaya's body will be the biggest barrier. "Gue must diet." Zoya scolds Yaya's body.
