
After that, me and my daughter went home
"i'm home"
"it's Ren's home" said Neneku with a smile
"hmm yes grandma"
"weren't you hungry?"
"i didn't take shelter with my friend in the park near the school"
"thank God"
"then I want to go to the room first, Grandma"
"hmm please, don't forget to take a shower"
"hmm sure"
I rushed, but suddenly my enemy came
"ahhhh Reno just so happened to be able to lift this little table over there"
"sorry I'm busy"
"heehhhh even though it's raining rain with your girlfriend hhehehe"
my face flushed instantly and
"auntie told me she's not my boyfriend" I said, upset with my aunt
"haha sorry sorry, oh so how about you help auntie lift this table, auntie will stop teasing you"
"not at most just nonsense"
"neehhhh sells you very expensive, then aunt will make a letter to your friend, that you already have a boyfriend"
"aahhhh yes yes I help"
"hahaha hmmm good"
"stop teasing me bi"
"ahaha yes sorry"
I helped my aunt lift the table, at first........
but I was finally told to clean up the whole house, it was so annoying.........
"it's over, there's no running"
"ah, of course, thank you for the sound that aunt loves me" he said, hugging me
"ahh after biii, I want to go to the room"
"ahhhh when you used to love being hugged by aunty"
"that was then, now that I've grown up bi"
"hehhh when auntie wishes you to stay as you were "
"no, impossible, yes it's impossible" "I want to go to the room first"
"okeshhh, thank you"
I went to my room to put my bag....
"auntie prepare hot water for you to take a bath yaaaa" cried my aunt
"yahoo"
"haahhhhhh is very tiring......but...today is quite pleasant......Will tomorrow be like this again huh?????..............................w..why is tomorrow going to be like this again????......
ah I'd better write it in my diary"
today, as always I am I am always greeted with warmth in my surroundings
and as usual I lived it happily, but today was a little different
because for the first time, I went home with a woman.
he was soft like foam and plain like calm water.
when I came home with her I felt so happy
although he was nervous, but maybe
that's part of my happiness too.
and today when I went home with him and again.
for the first time I saw her smile so beautifully
like there was happiness in her
and tomorrow, we plan on going home together again but I'm worried
tomorrow can't be like Harini.
as I write in my diary, my aunt calls me
"Rennn, the water is warm, take a quick shower"
"yes bii"
I rushed down to take a bath, and as usual after taking a bath I ate with my aunt and my neneku
"whoaaa as usual aunt's cooking looks really good"
"of course, besides, how is today's repetition difficult?"
"hmmm not too si, because the problem is almost the same as the smester 1 repetition"
"hmmm great"
"well, then, have a good meal"
dinner was over and I went to my room
"good"
"don't stay up" said Neneku"
"of course, thanks grandma"
when I arrived in my room I suddenly remembered..........
"wetting"
I rushed down again
"biiii..bibiiii.." terriaku while running from the room.
"why rennn"
"i forgot to turn on the lights at home"
"ah I guess what the fuck, just calm aunty turn it on"
"really?"
"yes, aunty was told by your father to check the house so be calm"
"haahhhhh" I said in my heart as I sighed
I also went back to the room
"so careless of me, to forget to turn on the lights, aaaaaaaa I why today, because of the princess? ah no no no, no way" I said in my heart
"i'd better study for tomorrow"
I learned to forget the time, and as always......
"what time is this? ahtur....jam 12:09..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I must sleep if not tomorrow can be bad luck again"
I rushed to sleep because I was afraid that tomorrow I would not be able to come to school on time
"haaahhh I stay up again......
why do I keep thinking about the princess, aaaaaahhhhhhhh realize reno you have to sleep, it's late at night............"
"butiii....whether why.....I can't sleep...calm, calm down, take your breath renoooo calm your heart..
close your eyes.....................then count the numbers.....1...........2...........4.....5................5.....2.....6......4...............
unknowingly, while I was counting I fell asleep that night.....
when I opened my eyes suddenly I was at the park with the princess, but at that time I saw the princess a little bit something strange about her
"reno's whey."
"hmmhhh why put"
"should I just mat* yes"
"haahhhh" I was surprised to hear the Princess speak like that, because in my mind the Princess could not speak like this
"just let ren"
"t-t-wait, you why Put"
"i had expected everyone to reject me in this world" said the princess as she shed her tears
"your daughter is why" I said in a panic because today's princess is very strange
"Reno, I hope we never meet" he said as he approached the side of the highway.
"You want to do something, it's dangerous there"
"no, it's a very safe path, at least for me right now"
"Daughter today is so strange, he why? did I make a mistake, no no, maybe something else, but other than that
why is he so strange today" I said in a troubled heart of panic and worry at the time
"Put.........." when I haven't finished calling..........
He jumped onto the highway, along with the passing car................
I was shocked and could not believe it, right before my eyes.
he ended his life...whether what I was thinking at that time, my mind was empty, I just stared at the body of the Princess covered in Dar*h from the tip of her hair to the tip of her head.
and all I heard was the sound of a very loud car horn and the cries of people around who were talking to each other, I fell silent...........
"lie, this must be a lie, you can't be that Put" I said as tears flowed and disappointment was very heavy
"hey Put, you promised that today we will go home together, that yesterday you were very excited...........but why did you go Put today
it's a lie, daughter, tell me it's a lie.." said I who continued to whine in front of the Princess' body that was lying on the street with wounds all over her body.
but in the middle of my crying arrived, the Princess' mother slapped me and said
"it's all your fault, ever since you came into my son's life, he's been getting hit hard"
I was so desperate.
"if only you had not met the Princess perhaps.......
"that's the put, so you're doing this because of my fault" I said in my heart, and at that moment honestly my heart was very broken
"the color I hate to see you..I will make you feel what my son feels" said the Princess' mother who looked at me with an angry look and.........suddenly he pulled out a small knife from his pocket......
he ran towards me............
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......................hah..............................hah, just a dream"
huh, what dream is that
my body broke out in cold sweat, my eyes glared and panicked at the strange dream
"luckily just a dream....hah.........hah..............hah" I said while panicking.
then I re-imagined the dream
"what is this, what is really happening to me" as I imagined the dream suddenly..............