
"then why did you marry me? " tanya hana with a voice that still shakes
"i married you at the request of the fatma, I once told you about the fatma wanting me to marry a teenager who had no experience "
"then that perenpuan? "
Hana turned to the bagas asking for an explanation
"he's my wife, my 2nd wife.
She used to be my first love, we had a love affair, but she was in a match with her father's male choice until the end of her we had to separate , for the reason that I will not be able to support him in a poor state
Long time I was alone ahir her at the age of 28 I married fatma, a simple woman who I want to live hard life .
half a year married fatma pregnant, but because of my circumstances that do not have a job, fatma helped me work as a scrub washer add income to eat a day, to make fatma miscarriage
After one month of fatma to the cluster, he was offered a job by his friends, became a staff at an overseas company with a salary of 15 million per month.
Without asking for my blessing, Fatma signed her contract
Until nightfall, he told of his departure abroad
Before her I whistled loudly forbidding her, yet she remained steadfast with her stance. He said it would change the fate of both of us
I asked Fatma to join her work, but her friend said that there were no more job openings
I can only give up the fatma of the woman who always accompanied me even though in a difficult situation
A few months of fatma abroad he sent me 15 million of his talk money, I used that money to build some milling in some places.
But a year ago I met a woman I used to love so much, she was my first love
Coincidentally we met at his sodas wedding, he told a long story at that time, telling me that he had been widowed for 2 months.
At first he asked me for a job, but I felt sorry for him. I gave him 4 million conversations without him working for me
I'm a normal guy, every time I meet him there's a different desire, until one day I ask him to marry me and he wants her
We married siri in the village next door without a fatma permit, no one knows from my family also the fatma family, only my mother and ningrum family know
Fatma would be angry if she knew my marriage with ningrum let alone this year we established a household
I deliberately married you so that fatma knew I only loved her, married with her permission
At first I will deliver you to your parents because I feel I have been lied to on the first night by you ,
But ningrum forbade me, and told me to keep making you my wife "
Bagas told him everything about it, now he doesn't care about crying or screaming
"then take me to my parents "
Hana
"that's impossible howa, you've been bound by a promise to be my wife for 3 years, you forgot? "
Bagas dismissed hana's request
" i'm pregnant "
Hana
"What ?"
Bagas was shocked by Hana's words
"yes, I'm pregnant "
Hana clearly
"that can't be "
Bagas seemed to not believe his words
"this "
Hana thrust a small white object resembling a lidi but slightly larger, the length of which is approximately one finger
"what is this "
Ask the bagas pura, even though he already knows if it's a test that shows a line 2 positive signs of pregnancy
"that's the test when I checked into the midwife "
Hannah
"so before marrying me you were already pregnant ? "
Ask bagas, his eyes glared at hana
"mr, " answered hana
" you're sure it's the child in your womb my flesh?
Even before sleeping with me you've slept with another man "
Bagas pointed at hana's stomach with a high tone of voice
Hana was just speechless unable to answer, because she herself did not know whose child was in her womb
Whether it's dawn or bagas
"i don't want to know, the child can't be born, just drop it "
Said the bagas firmly by walking away leaving hana , heard his motor speeding quickly until not heard anymore
***
Bagas did not confuse the question that ningrum raised
Bagas pulled the part of the ningrum's leg that sat next to his, slipping his face over the ningrum thigh
"you did not forget the mas, came to kayak abis berantem, he said he wanted to go home "tanya ningrum
"don't nanya first darling, dizzy head mas. I want to go here first "
Bagas still smuggles his face
It felt calm if he was on the ningrum side
Ningrum massaging the head of the back of the bagas, making the bagas fall asleep . Karna did not want to wake her ningrum shifted the bagas head slowly onto the pillow without changing the position of her body
****
Hana was crying softly, not expecting her husband to say that ', now the rice has become porridge
If other people will be so happy with the presence of his baby, different from hana who instead becomes sad with the presence of his baby
It's almost midnight bagas not also coming home, hana who is anxious can only wait for him in the front seat of the tv
His moist eyes make the hana quickly sleepy, because it is not strong to resist sleepiness hana also go to the room to rest
(just drive away, just drive away)
Some people in the village cheered in front of her mother's house
(hana, I don't want to see you, go there)
Even her own mother kicked her out
(Based on shameless child )
His father made fun of him
Hana was driven out in the wine by the people of the village
With his stomach bulging hana walk down the river , his legs slipping stone can be toppled into the turbid river
Hana screams for help but no one helps her, even the people who see her laugh at her
Hana was carried away by a very heavy river current, in front of her was seen a large stone rock and arrived
Dugg!
Hana head hit the edge of the bed made of teak wood
"awwwws... Sick "
Hana
His hand touched his head which hit the edge of the bed
Hana opened her eyes, realizing that she was dreaming, the hand that rubbed her head now switched to rubbing her stomach, invites her flat stomach to talk
"son.. Sorry for my dissatisfaction with your presence,
I really want to be happy like a lot of people
But son...
It's different, I've tied the knot with my wedding
Sorry, I son... I don't think I can defend you"
A clear thread flowed down her cheeks, wetting the pillow that was still on her sleep
Hana closed her eyes, re-imagining her husband's words
"i don't want to know, the child can't be born, just drop it "
Those words just keep haunting hana's mind .
Hana went back to sleep, until the morning had not yet woken up
His eyes that all day yesterday kept crying made him tired, until he fell asleep very soundly
In the morning, Bagas went home to change his clothes.
Hana house looks still quiet, the lights are still on, all the curtains are still closed
Bagas went into the house that happened to be not in the key, he went to the room where there was hana there
Chequek!
Bagas opened the door of the room, making Hannah wake up from her sleep
"gold just came home "
Hana immediately greeted her husband with a voice that was still hoarse, her eyes were still swollen due to the night she cried for too long
"hemmmm "
Bagas hanay cleared his throat answering hana's question
Hana immediately approached her husband who was choosing clothes in the closet
"mas, I'm sorry "
Hana hugs the leg of the bagas
"just don't act like this "