Masya Diary

heartache and disappointment

"during what else they made.why Hans invited me here to show his affection to Sofia" Masya murmured in his heart

Masya was forced to step up to meet Hans and Sofia he also wanted to know what purpose Hans asked her to meet at the cafe

The sound of their laughter stopped as Masya approached them Sofia looked down on Masya while once sharing her cynical smile

"I'm sorry I'm late" said Masya, who sat in front of Hans and Sofia

"Em no problem" Hans said as he twisted his coffee cup while Sofia stared at Masya's hatred

"You really invited Masha here hans" he said, pretending to be happy for Hans to look at Sofia at a glance

"Why don't you like it isn't you telling me to come" Hans asked flatly making Sofia shake her head quickly while Masya just silently watched the two people in front of her

"So it wasn't Hans who wanted me to Dateng but because of Sofia's orders" Masya's inner being shocked

"Ah not that, I was just surprised that it turns out you realize my request" said Sofia smilingly showing that she is the most important for hans

"I want you guys to get better" said Hans to make Sofia surprised while Masya sat back and played his HP

"Come on Hans" asked Sofia again

"Yes among you should apologize I just don't want you guys to fight constantly ,fi you are my best friend while Masha is her..." Glancing at the indifferent Masya but actually in Masya's heart he also wanted to know

"What" asked sofia curiously

"She's my cousin, so you have to get along" he said, then made Masha stunned to hear it

"Yes indeed I only considered his cousin in front of the sofia, but why heard it so sick what really he mengagep me rich it" said Masya sad

Sofia began to stretch out her hand with a sad look

"Well, I'm sorry about you this afternoon, do you want to excuse me?" Sofia looked at Masya while extending her hand

With a heavy heart Masya shook Sofia's hand

"Yes ka I'm also sorry to like rough with Lo" said Masya smiled forced Sofia smiled and hugged Masya

"Thank you" said Sofia glad Masya just nodded

"iuchhh, kalo not because Hans reluctantly I apologize disgusting" he said in his heart

Sofia began to tell again about her activities this afternoon to Hans Sofia and invited Hans to be her duet friend at the bonfire event later so fun to chat, he said, they forget that Masya is sitting in front of them, because bored Masha cleared her throat to make them see Masya

"You want to drink a message" said Hans glanced at Masya who was only answered with a ring

"Oh yes Hans tomorrow come home from here can yes I stay at your house because mami same Dedy out of the country you know myself I'm most afraid at home alone can ya" sofia said, holding Hans' hand

"hah nginep how I'm already married where maybe put another woman into the house yes even though Sofia my best friend but that's the same as hurting the people, later if you know how"batin Hans confused

Hans glanced at Masya for approval while Masya himself just looked flat as if he did not care, because Masya knew that even though he prohibited there was no right to protest while he thought he was also hitchhiking at Hans' house when in fact he really wanted to ban it

"how long" asked Hans flatly glanced at Sofia for a moment

"em 2 or 3 daily because Dedy is only a short time there, can ya Hans" Sofia whined

"Em..lah well it's up to you" said Hans then make pain in the heart of the community, Sofia was hugging Hans' arm

"It's true it's not my right to ban it" Masya said in his heart

"Thank you Hans, you are my best friend" he said with a friendly smile, returning his smile

"no papa, I'm staying at Hans' house" asked Sofia, looking at Masya with her charms

"yes papa, I have no right to forbid Lo to stay at Hans's house" Masya said, making Hans feel guilty

"okay still yes" he said, only in reply with a smile by Masya

As if it was enough with the scenery in front of him, Masya got up from his seat

"Okay if I go first there is still business" said Masya stepped away without listening to the answer of the two

While Sofia is very happy to have made Masya upset and disappointed because Hans is more concerned with her, he said,while Hans himself felt guilty for his actions but how else he had to pretend in front of Sofia because he did not want to disappoint her

Masya stepped down the path of her chaotic mind,wanting to escape from the reality that is so bitter, his hope of opening his heart to others must end painfully if time can be turned around, it feels like he switched places with his brother at the time of the accident,no matter he died the important thing was not to feel this much pain, he sat pensively in the long chair his eyes were empty his mind was reluctant to make him return to real life which only made him feel sad and hurt

The sound of crying broke Masya's daydream, he stood looking around him Masya approached the source of the sound that turned out to be behind a large tree as Masya approached he was surprised to find diamond was squatting crying while hugging his knee

"Lo why tan?" Asked Masya curious diamond brushed off Masya's hand from his shoulder then he stood up about to leave Masya was in a hurry to prevent him from leaving

"Wait for Tan Lo why is there anything that hurts Lo" Masya grasped diamond's hand, and stopped and turned to look cynically at Masya

"Lao wants to know who hurts me" said Intan while wiping away the rest of his tears Masya just nodded

"What hurts me is Lo! Lo who had taken Rendy from me Lo who had broken my relationship with Rendy and now Rendy away from me it's all because of Lo sya" he said emotions pointed towards society

"o Allah what else this ordeal is" cried Masha in his heart he approached diamond to give an explanation maybe this time he should be sincere again

"Intan Lo also misunderstand me as Rendy there is no relationship whatsoever" said Masya assured instant look at Masya emotion

"Lo is a liar, Lo is the same as Rendy, and Lo traps Rendy to be the same as Lo" yells then cry as a friend Masya felt guilty towards diamond she hugged diamond to calm her even though diamond continues to rebel but she did not care this all misunderstood she had to finish it

After the quiet diamond Masya took her sitting on a long chair

"And earlier I'm sorry if I'm sick with you.but I'm serious Tan, I am am Rendy there's nothing to do, it's really me being the same rendy, I'm not really,but just so you know I just help him to make Lo jealous no more " said Masya explained even though his speech was a lie but he had to sacrifice so that diamond could turn back the same Rendy he did not want to be selfish how he had become the third person among them

"sorry I am Ren" Inner Masya was saddened because all the time she had to let go of Rendy again

Intan took a quick look at Masya then nodded

"Gue did not lie tan, actually Rendy was jealous of Lo same rohman, actually,Lo inget right when we gathered this afternoon Rendy went so just saw Lo same Rohman about njekbak Rendy I did not do anything for it" Masya tried to convince diamond to turn to look at Masya and smile

"So you mean actually Rendy still love me, so she sentin me because she hurt me often see the same rohman" said intan berbinar masya nodded

"Yes more or less so" said Masya

"So Rendy so it's the same Lo tuh just so in the impingement let me be jealous that way" said Intan make Masya stunned

Yes indeed Masya felt that Rendy was with him only for the impingement of the doang, Rendy could not love him because Masya had proved it himself if Rendy was very worried when the diamond was sick,but hearing the fact that he was just an outlet why it hurt so much in his heart, did he just deserve to be hurt because he did not deserve to be happy

"Yes" the diamond voice surprised Masya

"What" Masya confused

"Lo why not talk" asked intan

"Eh that's me again want-inget what Rendy talk to me" said Masya feigned bego make diamond chuckle

"Kaya Lo amesia aja in inget-inget, I have some confidence in Lo sya, maafin I yes have misunderstood Lo, it turns out Lo is not like Sofia bullshit" said Intan membaut Masha surprised

"Sofia, by the way, what is he to you" asked Masya curiously

"Not many people just went with Rendy, he said Lo maksa Rendy to be the same Lo, Lo, Lo also lasin in a dirty way said Lo maksa Rendy lakain things that are not appropriate to lo" said intan doubt holding the tip of his hasduknya

"Lo seriously Tan he said that" asked Masya growled instantly just nodding

"And you believe I did it" asked Masya intan shook his head quickly

"Gue actually did not believe sya before I saw it myself but because of sofia's speech that convinced me to believe my apology yes yes" said intan grasping Masya's hand

Masya also just let out a long breath and then nodded

"yes I don't know why it's important that you believe in me" said Masya and Diamond embraced Masya from the side

"yes, I'm max" he said in reply to a hand by Masya

"Eh yes by the way Lo want to donate a song does not fit the bonfire" asked intan masya just shrugged his shoulders

"I don't know if I'm good at singing" Masya said

"But every squad is obliged to appear to know yes, yes I have gone first yes want to laitian all prayers isya already azan tuh" said intan standing

"Lo wants to sing" asked Masya who was immediately nodded by diamond

"It's special for Rendy" he said

"Okay sip good luck" said Masya gave a spirit to the diamond he also gave a thumbs up and then he left Masya

Masya also rose up to step away following diamond to perform the prayer isya

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