Marsha, Between Love and Revenge

The Painful End

Who does not love their parents? As bad as it is, there will be no such thing as former parents.

Zidan looked down and waited for Naima and Nasyat to arrive in a special waiting room for visitors. Zidan looked down, staring blankly at the yellow wooden table in front of him. His hands were clinging to each other thinking of the words he would say to his grandfather and mother.

The sound of the creaking of the chair being pulled made Zidan raise his head. Naima and Nasyat came together. The heart of which child is not sliced sees the woman who gave birth to him wearing special prisoner clothes, a face of a catfish, and a body that begins to thin.

Then Zidan's gaze moved to the grandfather who had raised and accompanied him from childhood. Zidan looked softly at Nasyat, should he be at the age of twilight, Nasyat stay to enjoy life from the results of his hard work so far, not in this very avoided place.

Because of greed and selfishness, they are in this place.

"Naima, do you know the man in front of us?" nasyat asked Naima, rightly insinuating Zidan.

"I gave birth to a son, Pa. But he forgot that there was a mother and grandfather that he had to defend, no matter what. And in front of us, I don't know who he is?" Naima.

Hearing the words of the two, Zidan could only take a deep breath, and throw away his face, as hard as it was for them to accept the situation and make peace with life? Is there no desire for the two to get out of this place, apologize and admit their wrongdoings?

Jesus, does Zidan have to say that he regrets being born from the woman's womb in front of him?

"I came here to ask permission. Tomorrow me and Marsha will get married." Zidan said directly.

There was actually a sense of trembling in Naima's heart, but to admit it was very difficult.

"I really wish there were Mama and Grandpa on my happy day. Ma, Cake, let's say if you also want to witness this happy day." Zidan gulped, desperately hoping that if Naima and Nasyat asked him to release him, Zidan only needed one word, they were sorry.

But Zidan also had to accept the fact that his mother would reject it.

"Go home if that's all you want to say, assume you were never born in my heart." Naima stood pushing the green plastic chair she was sitting on until it made other visitors look at her. Zidan stood up, without any shame he prostrated himself at Naima's feet.

"Ma, I know my paradise's on Mama's foot. But even if Mama doesn't approve of my relationship with Marsha, I'll still marry her."

"Then marry her, be devoted to her. Why did you come and ask for your blessing? You grew up on your own without Mama, you already have a lot of money right? Especially now that you have the support of old men who never boys do not need the blessing of mother right? Most importantly you are happy, do not think about the feelings of parents anymore. We realize as parents do not have to expect the return of the child, because the child is only a care." Naima pulled her foot from Zidan's hand, and went back into her room.

Zidan was still in his position, Zidan lamented his fate, if only his mother would be a little humble and realize his mistake, Zidan would free his mother and grandfather right now. But the luck is not good, have a hard-hearted mother.

"Whatever your mama says, if you really love us, you know what you have to do Zidan." whispered Nasyat before passing into his room as well.

When Zidan was about to get out of the police station and was about to get into his car, he saw two bodyguards watching him from afar, he had already met with Valent Xavier, who was a fan of his own, and ask the father of his late father to accompany him on his happy day tomorrow. Zidan snorted, it must be the bodyguard that the grandfather sent to escort him wherever he went.

It turned out that Naima was out of the guard's supervision, he waited for his papa before entering his room.

"This is because of Papa, why Papa allowed Zidan to be a female secretary ***** that, Zidan so like this." Naima pushed Nasyat's body.

"What are you doing Naima? Papa did what you wanted, why did you blame Papa?"

Naima looked back, he immediately pressed Nasyat's neck very strongly, the officer who guarded Nasyat broke Naima, but it seems that Naima's strength is currently doubling, he said, two officers who wanted to remove his hands from Nasyat's neck were difficult to remove. Nasyat's face already looks red, he also felt tightness and difficult to breathe, plus his age has entered the age of four heads make him very weak.

Until two more officers helped release Naima, until Naima's hand was released from Nasyat's neck, but Nasyat's condition was very weak.

With his own eyes, Naima saw the papa seem to fall and take a deep breath. Naima's handcuffed hands and will be taken to his room, ran to Nasyat who was assisted by first aid officers.

"Papaa." Naima shouted as if she had just realized what she had done to her papa.

The squealing sound came from the tires of the car Zidan was driving. Zidan hit his hands and head in the driver of the car, he had just visited the grandfather, but the unpleasant news he got.

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Regret always comes later, if we can accept the reality and forgive the mistakes of ourselves and others, maybe something bad will not happen. And life is a choice, both good and bad that we feel sometimes comes from ourselves.

Naima could only stare blankly at the mound of earth that had been sprinkled with flowers on it, she was khilaf, not expecting what she did instead made the father exhale his last breath. Handcuffed, he who still wants to stay with his final resting father is forced to follow the rules that have been set.

He should have been able to breathe free air, but due to his mistake, he had to go back to make amends for his new mistake.

There is nothing Zidan can do to defend his mother, he just resigned, because this is what his mother must accept for what she has done.

Marsha not only himself, Mahardika, Rose, Indah and Abdi also joined the service, saying condolences, however, they all knew Nasyat, forgetting all the problems of Nasyat during his life. But they've gone home first, leaving Marsha and Zidan alone.

Marsha hugged Zidan who sat in front of the grandfather's navel, Zidan's heart had already accepted the life path that had been outlined for him. He leaned his head on Marsha's shoulder, his heart feeling calm when he was close to the woman who was pregnant with his child, the woman he loved so much, as if the burden of his life was reduced by the presence of Marsha beside him.

Zidan looked up at the pretty face of Marsha. "We'll go home, you'll be sapped."

Marsha looked down, looked back at Zidan, Marsha tidied Zidan's hair.

"If you want to make it to night here, I'll accompany you" he said, knowing Zidan's sadness.

Zidan. "No, let's go home now. Grief should not be lamented for too long." Zidan stood up first, reaching out to help Marsha stand up.

"How's What? Does he still inhabit you?" ask when walking to the car.

"Later Amam will talk to Apap. I also don't want to if Apap is not our guardian later."

"Take the Apap speak, you don't silence him."

"I do not inhabit Apap, it's just that, if people are angry, I am lazy to approach it, if Apap is angry only Amam can persuade him."

Zidan opened the car door for Marsha. "I went home with my driver Zidan. You must also be a soybean, too many problems you're facing."

"I'll take you home, baby. I'm just thinking about our marriage, I hope there's no more trouble making our marriage fail."

Marsha got into Zidan's car, glad to be alone like this. Along the way, Marsha continued to try to comfort Zidan, she knew that even though Zidan kept smiling, Zidan kept a deep wound.

Until thirty minutes passed, they arrived at Marsha's house.

"Marsha, can we postpone our marriage until next month? There's a problem I need to solve."

Marsha who will come down also undo his intentions, but Zidan had told him so that there were no problems that could make their marriage fail. But if it's delayed again until next month, does that mean it's an opportunity for new problems?

Of course Marsha was disappointed at Zidan's request, but he should not be selfish too, the problem that Zidan was facing was not a small and trivial problem, it was definitely a lot of problems that Zidan had to solve first.

Marsha took a breath before nodding her head. Zidan can see Marsha's disappointed face, Zidan pulls Marsha's forehead to catch her.

"Good night, good rest. I love you Marsha."

Marsha would enter her house in a lethargic manner, could she be selfish for Zidan not to delay their marriage? Why are so many people hindering their marriage.

After much they passed, it was not over.

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In the Rose room was arguing the husband's debate about Rasya who until now has not given blessing to their daughter. Rasya was lying in bed, reading the news online.

"Are you right to continue like this? Don't you have pity to see our daughter? Lower your selfishness, Pap. She's our only daughter, she's pregnant with their child. If you love her then don't make things difficult." said Roses annoyed, looking at Rasya through the reflection of her dresser glass.

Rasya continued to inhabit it after Mahardika approved Zidan. Rasya remained silent, not responding to his words.

"Pap, I'm talking to you."

Rasya finally looked at his wife.

"What has that child done? Until you defended her? Not just you, but everything. Honey, you should have supported me, I already have a better candidate than that man, who can accept the state of Marsha. Look at what happened to his family today. Aren't you scared?"

"No, Zidan is different from his family, he's a good boy, I can feel that."

"Yes, it's up to you, you're his mother. I hope he's really good as you say. You see the rumors that are happening to artists that are currently crowded? Many thought he was good, but in the end this is what happened." Rasya lowered his legs, he better get out than have to argue with his wife.