
"Bella's."
Bella flinched after several times Avan called herself. The girl finally decided to be indifferent.
"What's wrong?" bella asked without turning her eyes to the white paper she had been on since.
Avan, who had been standing in the doorway, dragged his legs to get closer to Bella. The distance between the two is now only a few feet, Avan standing firmly beside the chair where Bella sat. Slowly the two men's legs bent until their knees touched the floor.
Bella who saw it all instantly reflexively shifted the chair she was sitting on, then stood towering while folding her hands on her chest.
"Is Brother no job?" bella said in a sharp tone even though her heartbeat was racing.
"Bel, do I still deserve you?" ask Avan not to care about Bella's question.
"Worthy or not it is not me who determines, but yourself, sister," said Bella.
Avan momentarily closed his eyes, as a fool for years and could not see a woman as good as Bella was it worth asking like that? Like the word if he used to feel like the moon now he fell as a night bird that can only see the moonlight.
"Can't you wake up? I don't want to be considered a vile woman to treat a sick person like this" Bella ordered as Avan remained silent.
Indirectly Avan can now feel if Bella has indeed changed, the girl was full of affection, but now there is only a sense of compassion.
"Bel, I used to assume that you were just a spoiled little girl and I was a grown man. But now I realize that I'm eight years older than you and I'm just like a kid. You're not a vile woman, I'm the one who wants to be like this. Bel, there aren't many words I can say and explain, but I want to apologize to you for everything I've done" Avan explained at length.
Bella let go of the folds of her hands, the two hands fused together again and as usual the fingernails and thumbs she played with. Really Bella could not lie to her feelings when she saw Avan like that her heart was slowly touched. However, a wound that a while ago inscribed Avan able to make Bella rebuild the wall to not be easily penetrated Avan.
"If you want to apologize. I've forgiven a long time, but to be like I used to be I can't. Live happily with her, I'll sign the divorce papers immediately if you file the letter" said Bella as she changed her back to Avan.
"Bel, I've heard all from Mama Rianti, if you've given me life. I can't possibly give you that letter, because I'm—"
"Because you want to return the favor?" Bella cut Avan's sentence, for a moment she took a deep breath so as not to get carried away and then she said again, "since I was thirteen and met with Big Brother, I feel like my brother is my destiny. I always try to be close to you even though I'm always rejected. Until I finally made Big Brother as my obsession that should be any way I have, but I now realize that it is not fate but that is the psychopath side that I have. So don't make what I've given you a burden to return the favor."
"But Bel—"
"Son, I'm almost twenty years old. I just want to get a guy who really loves me, not a guy who wants to be with me for a lot of reasons" Bella said.
Avan could not speak anymore, if you think about him who now does not understand the meaning of love and the meaning of a relationship. Since a while ago the mother told the fact about who has become an angel in her life she immediately changed her way of thinking to be able to live and return the favor of everything that Bella has done.
Bella who no longer heard Avan's voice she instantly turned her body. The girl's eyeballs saw Avan still in the same position only that the man's head was now lowered. Bella immediately approached Avan and crouched down in front of Avan.
Avan immediately raised his head, in other words what does it mean that Bella did not want herself anymore even though one day the love really came?
"Bel, if you want a man who can love you can't I be the candidate? I don't know, what I feel is love or not, but I certainly don't want to lose you" Avan said.
Bella simply pulled the thin corner of her lips and did not want to answer Avan's question.
***
On the other hand, Laudya looked at the middle-aged lung woman who 2 years ago gave him a lot of money, which unexpectedly might soon be the woman would become his in-law.
"Ma—Mama," the voice escaped from Laudya's mouth. Yes, although there is no bond, but Avan has just promised him to bring him to the marriage so there is no harm from now on he used to call Rianti with the name of Mama.
Rianti only smiled as Laudya called herself that, "There's something I want to talk about. Can I come in?"
"Ah, i—iya Ma enter only. I'll be going to the hospital with Avan in a moment" Laudya said, trying to get attention.
Which mother's heart will not be destroyed if the future wife of her child really gives attention to the child alone, right?
"I don't think you should go there" said Rianti, who has now landed his ass on the couch.
"Ec ... Mama don't talk like that. I must have taken good care of Avan, Ma."
"I don't know if women today don't have shame. You know Avan already has a wife, but you stick like a bitch in that little family" said Rianti, who could no longer help but utter those words.
Hearing Rianti's sentence, Laudya immediately snorted, he had known from the beginning that Avan's mother had never liked him, but he still wanted to try to look polite.
"Avan himself said he was going to divorce Bella. So I'm not a bitch, before Avan married Bella, I was her boyfriend. So that sneer should be for Bella not for me" Laudya said.
"Who do you think is more important, a husband and wife bond or a lover's bond? If you think a marriage is still going to be a divorce, then what about a relationship that's just based on nonsense?"
"It seems like Mama still uses the methods of the ancient times in every relationship. Mama remembers, the relationship started with loving each other as a couple and then just headed to the marriage stage. If it is like that, of course, the foundation for building a household will be solid," Laudya said confidently to break Rianti's argument.
However, who would have thought that Rianti attacked Laudya again, "You are wrong, the right foundation is trust. But I don't think you have all that."
Laudya immediately bit her inner lips especially when Rianti said back, "If it's about love, do you have it? Surrender, because Avan is not for you!"