
it came to us who had been secretly married to my father and then it turned out that I was pregnant so that I could no longer hide my marriage to Vicky. I told my father about my marriage, he was shocked and did not want to bless my relationship with Vicky. living alone with Vicky away from my father, and when I was three months pregnant. dad found out where I live, I was dragged from the house I used to live with Vicky. And after that I never saw Vicky or Vicky come to pick me up again.
after I was at my father's house. I was told to rub my womb, I refused it. "it is better that I die, if I stick my womb out.
father's efforts did not stop there, he continued to try to get me to rub my womb. I continued to be tortured until I finally gave up. I gave my father an offer. " I want to be paired with a father's friend's child as long as I am allowed to give birth to this child, after which I will obey all father's requests." I replied with weight.
for those five months I was in her brackets and I couldn't get out until I gave birth to my son. And Vicky never looked for me, I wished she'd come and help me, though I know he's the man in charge, but until now I've never met him.
I gave birth to my son and I put him in an orphanage.I'm happy even though I can't take care of him at least he has a life out there.then I married the man my father chose. and already had two sons and a daughter. My father betrothed me to a very rich man, he was named Gunawan, and he, he has an authoritarian nature that makes me unable to do much outside activities.
She hated me so much because after marriage she found out that I was no longer a virgin. she felt I was a fraud so her attitude towards me was not like a wife but like a slave. But now Gunawan is gone, at that time I have been looking for the Goddess in the orphanage, but the owner of the parlor does not want to tell where the Goddess lives now because in order to maintain the privacy of her adoptive parents.
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" i've told you everything, help me so that the Goddess can forgive my mistakes, I'd love to meet her."
" how can I trust all your stories"
" i wouldn't lie about this matter, please" Helena held Richard's hand as she pleaded.
" well, in a few days approaching I will arrange your meeting with the Goddess." Richard sipped the coffee while continuing to think about Helena's words. After exchanging numbers, helena and Richard left with their respective goals.
that morning after Richard went to his office I tried to move my legs walking out of the room.I saw Mama was unloading a lot of groceries. mama found out I was watching her try some clothes from the paper bag .
" look at this" said Mama by taking a lot of groceries in her hand, I was still silent.
" it's all Sheila gave her to Mama. While you, what can you follow to Mama?" mama said cynically.
" i'll give a cute grandson to Mama" I replied by stroking my flat stomach.
" for what grandchild, if Richard married Sheila even he could still give me grandchildren." hearing mama like that, of course my heart hurts but now I don't think too much about Mama's words, now I was so memorized by the character of my in-laws that I went to leave her and walked out looking for fresh air. I walked to see the plants in front. the wind was so beautiful she wiggled the trees outside. Flowers also look like dancing. I like this atmosphere.
" you're doing what Goddess. pensively herself." Grandpa suddenly came.
" oh grandfather.I was looking for fresh air cake, it looks stuffy if it continues inside the house" said I turned to Grandpa and faced him.
" have you eaten?"
" it's cake ".
we chatted for a while after that grandfather went inside again, while I still wanted to enjoy the fresh air outside.