
Jo went straight to her room after returning from Jakarta. He refused to be delivered by Davin that night.
Her body feels tired. Jovanka laid her body on the bed and she fell asleep.
.
“Rey!” jovanka shouted while sleeping.
He woke up from his nightmare. Sweat pours from his back and face.
“Why did I dream of Reynand? Is it because I miss him so much?”
Jovanka managed to catch her breath because of a nightmare. The hot night's getting hotter makes him more sultry. He got out of his bed and walked to the balcony of the room. The night wind had touched his body.
For a moment, he enjoyed a night sky without stars. The moon was hiding somewhere. Jovanka was agitated by her nightmares.
“Why am I just Reynand's dream? As for my own husband, never present in my dreams.”
Suddenly, his eyes fell on the nightstand. There's a flat object lit up.
Jo went into the room, then grabbed her.
“Mas Alex?” objurgation.
Jo shifted the screen of the phone and a handsome face was seen in the flat object.
[Night, Honey! I slept, right?]
[Udah, Mom. But wake.].
[Duh ... Sorry, Jo? I'm disturbing your sleep.]
[It's not because of the video call.]
[Then?]
[It's hot, Mas. I'm karnatan.]
[Loh ... Is the AC broken, honey?]
[No, I just forgot it, but I just started, Mas.]
[Oh ... Yes already. You rest again, huh? Sorry I was disturbed.]
[It's not papa, Mom. My mother?]
[Hem.]
[When do you go home?]
Alexy smiled, [No idea, honey. But when I get home, I'm like I'm taking a plane to Jakarta, get off there.]
[Why?]
[You play first in Jakarta.] Alexy chuckles.
[Basic!]
[Yes, he said he wanted to sleep. I'm going to sleep too.]
[Yes, Mom!]
Tut!
The phone is off, leaving a teddy bear image as wallpaper in the phone.
“Sorry, I lied to you. I don't want to hurt your heart. Let it be, I'm the one who got hurt in this relationship. But, your kindness has made my heart melt, I began to be able to accept your existence as my husband. But, you haven't been able to fill the niche in this heart, Mas!”
Jo pulls the blanket, he accidentally opens the door that leads to the balcony of the open room. His eyes were still staring at the night sky inside the room.
At what time, Jo fell asleep. He woke up when he heard his cell phone endlessly shaking.
Jo turns off the alarm in his phone and rushes to the bathroom.
Time has shown at six in the morning. He rushes to open the closet, pick up a shirt and jeans to go to campus.
The clothes are fully worn. Jo sits on a makeup chair and starts polishing her face a little with natural makeup. The more his face this morning. He also combed the hair long enough and tied it like a ponytail. Lastly, she sprayed perfume on her neck and wrists.
Jo opens the door handle, then goes down the stairs.
“Breakfast first, Honey!” said his mother who was at the dinner table with her father.
“Iya, Ma!”
Jovanka approached them and sat on a chair at a table together.
As usual Jo takes a loaf of bread and drinks warm chocolate milk as a booster to his stomach before starting the activity.
“Pa, Mom. Jo to campus, huh?” jovanka said after finishing breakfast.
“Be careful!” papa and Mama said.
Jo darted to campus in his red car. For some reason, his heart kept on remembering Reynand.
“Do I call Rey, yes?”
“No-no! I'm already someone's wife!”
“But I'm worried.”
Jovanka is troubled by her current feelings. On the one hand, she wants to know Reynand's news now and on the other hand, she realizes that she has become someone else's wife.
Until it was not felt, the inner debate took him to campus. Jo got out of the car and entered the campus corridor and walked towards her classroom.
Usually there are those who harm me, it turns out to be lonely also without Davin, the heart of Jovanka.
He feels alone. When he begins to accept Alexy's presence by his side, Alexy instead goes to Singapore. The presence of the figure of Davin who can make him upset with all his absurd behavior but can make Jo laugh. He also left her. Sepi, even though only one day Davin was not on campus.
The campus hours are over. All his friends have dispersed. Jovanka is still in class. His eyes were fixed on Davin's class.
Usually Davin looks out of the door there, heartbroken Jovanka.
Not noticeably, the clear water fell soaked the campus table.
God ... Why do you keep me away from men who make me smile? Davin, who was missing. You are not fair to me! Jovanka's grunts.
Ddrrtts!
Jo was aghast when the phone he had placed on the table shook.
Davin, video call ..
Netra Jo rounded when she saw Davin's name calling her. Quickly, Jovanka wiped the tears on her cheek and wiped the screen.
[Hi ... Jo?]
Sapa Davin waved from there. Davin was involved in wearing a white suit like a doctor's uniform.
Jo smiled.
Jo shook his head.
[Then?]
[Sepi.]
[Haha ... You lost me?]
Jo nodded, her tears dripping.
[Joe? Lu crying?]
Quickly, Jo wiped the tears on her cheek.
[Dn ... Ge’er!] elak Jovanka's.
Davin is silent, he notices Jovanka from the phone.
[Not lie! Although I am the most beautiful person according to you, but I know your current feelings.]
Silent.
Both Jovanka and Davin were just speechless, preoccupied with his own assumptions.
[Don't be nagged again, Jo? I promise, when the hospital is off. I must be going to Bandung!]
[Promise?]
[Caye ... Ngarep, huh?!] god Davin.
[DAVINN!]
As usual, Jovanka yelled in annoyance with round eyes.
[Haha ... Yes already, I continued nugas, my break hours are over. Don't cry anymore, huh? Yea!]
[Davin?]
[Morning?]
[Thank’s, huh? You entertained me today, bye!]
Jovanka turned off her video call and rushed home.
He passed through the campus corridor, walking with his eyes focused to every corner point, where Davin always teased him with the kejilan that Davin had, he said, the know-how judge the feelings of people and other things that sometimes make Jovanka upset. But, behind all that, there was a longing in his heart. Unfortunately, the longing was felt when Davin was far away from him and could either meet again or not.
Meanwhile, Davin has also worked in one of the hospitals in Jakarta. He is smart, no doubt not difficult for him to get a job as a doctor because on campus often win the best student champion with high values in all fields.
***
A week passed. Jo decides to return home to her in-laws. It feels bad to be too far from home. Even though Alexy himself never disputed it.
“Ma, Jo departs, yes?” he said while carrying a travel bag in his hand.
“Yes, be careful huh, dear? Greetings to your in-laws. Mama, Papa must have visited there another time,” said Mama.
“Iya, Ma.”
Jo hugged her mother. Feeling warm and soothing when in the arms of his mother.
.
Jo darted in a red car towards the house of the in-laws. Until finally, the car had arrived at a large and magnificent house.
She remembers when she first came to this house with her husband who is still domiciled in Singapore.
Mom, I feel alone here! Jovanka complained when standing at the door of her in-laws house.
Chequek!
The door of the house opened.
“Mama!”
Olsend called and hugged Jovanka.
“Olsend misses Mama,” connect the boy.
Jo smiled looking at the boy who was in his arms.
“Mama also miss Olsend, Olsend healthy ‘right?” jovanka said as she looked at the boy.
“Olsend healthy. But lonely, if Mama Gaka is at home. Mama, Grandma, Grandpa are all busy in the hospital. Om alex the best ‘pun already no longer at home. Ma, Alex when do you come home, anyway? Olsend kangen.”
Again, Jovanka smiled, “Mama also did not know Om Alex came home when, dear. Yes already, we are in yuk?”
The boy nodded.
“Bi, please bring travel bag to room, yes?” jovanka told her domestic assistant.
“Iya, Non!”
Immediately, the assistant brought a travel bag to take into his room. While Jovanka fun to play with bangakan who call himself by the name of Mama.
Olsend finally fell asleep after playing around and let go of longing for Jovanka. Jo walks into the room, the owner of the house has not yet come a single one.
Jo threw her body on the bed. His eyes rolled to every corner of the room. She remembers Alexy, the mature old man who is now her husband.
Jo reopens her closet and picks up the purple diary she put in her closet.
Prak!
Someone fell when Jo took the purple diary. Jo immediately picked up the small thing that had fallen off.
“Rey?”
He took a heart-shaped necklace, a gift from Reynand first. Jo opens a locket in which there are two photos. One photo of him and next to him is tucked into a photo of Reynand's handsome face.
“Rey, why did everyone leave me? First, you left me, Alex, then Davin. You know what, Rey? What if I love you so much? Why didn't you take me away? Don't you really love me? But why do I feel that my heart is only yours? I'm a fool who can't forget you!”
Jo opens the sosmed. He saw the IG status of Salsa about their photo memories during High School.
Jo shed tears when she saw the photo.
“Sa, I miss! I want to confide in you,” umpat Jovanka.
Jo lay down his body, his cellphone he put on the nightstand, then closed his sad eyes, because he continued to shed many tears of sadness. Her life was lonely at the beginning of her marriage. He felt far away from the people he loved. From parents, friends, even Reynand. The lover who left her when Jovanka was forced to marry.
Drrtts!
Mobile vibrates.
“Salsa?”
Netra Jovanka rounded when she saw Salsa's name calling her.