
I don't know why I wanted so much to get her heart, what happened to me? , I didn't even recognize this myself ?.
today I got an invitation from one of the clients to attend a party. I thought this was a chance to get closer to her but it was all turned upside down.
I hurt her by seizing her chastity without her permission.
I thought she would be so sad and angry with me ..
"astagaa what I did I hurt her !!" I firmly looked at the princess who was still asleep.
I decided to leave early for the company.
I was in a hurry until I got downstairs to look at me with a question mark.
"rian !! where are you going ??" yell oma.
"adrian pratama !!!" papa bastian's reprimand for seeing me not answering oma.
I finally stopped and turned .
"where are you going ??" ask oma again.
"to the oma company "my answer tried to calm down.
"why haste gesa ?" ask mama alexa.
"because I have to attend an important meeting soon ma "my answer lies.
"getting this early ?" papa bastian asked, beginning to suspect.
"yes pa , rian depart yes !!" I said trying to run away from trouble.
I called Fahri to come over soon because I was sure that papa would get even more suspicious when I went alone.
not so long ago fahri came with a broken breath and sweat that poured.
"let's drive the car !!" my orders to fahri.
"b-good sir" said fahri .
then me and Fahri entered the car . in the car fahri began to ask.
"why did you leave so early ?" ask fahri.
"was I wrong for being too disciplined ?" answer me sharply.
"no sir "answered fahri who sounded in a quite resigned tone.
in the car I could only stare at the window while saying inside my heart.
"why don't I recognize myself !!!" I shouted with a random shuffle of my own hair.
fahri who saw it could only be silent because I was sure he already knew that I was really angry.
"fahri !! you've told the employees to come, not !" I said with a little pressing he said.
"s-already sir " replied fahri with a little nervousness.
"why are you nervous like that !!!" tegurku .
"it's not why sir " said fahri focus on his path .
half an hour later we both arrived ..
when I came in I saw an employee enter the room wrongly.
I went to him and scolded him, somehow my mood went down.
even though I knew she must be sleepy and she just made a small mistake . I kept scolding her.
fahri who was looking at me from behind could only frown and throw a long breath.
I always scolded the employees throughout my steps.
after I entered my room I instead became more down when I saw the chair once occupied by the princess .
that chair made me remember my mistake last night.
I rubbed my face rough too.
the day is almost night .
I wonder what the princess is doing right now .
I contacted the eyes of the princess and ordered her to tell me what the princess was doing all day.
he said after the princess came down he became very moody then he went to a park and told his best friend, after talking to his best friend the princess went straight home in a hurry and saw the cctv recording . after that the princess cried and cried hysterically.
it made me go awry how I could forget to erase that cctv tape.
fahri advised me to go home immediately. I felt he was right I shouldn't run away from trouble .
I decided to go home, I wanted to apologize to the princess but instead she decided to go to her parents' house.
I was asked to drive her, the next day I drove her and somehow my heart hurt a lot when I saw her leave.
my mood became very down , in the company and at home I always scolded everyone even to the point of making mama alexa and oma scared , and did not dare to look at me.