
Gavin, who felt that if his bed swayed slightly, felt his right side, looked for his wife, felt his right side empty, opened his eyes and saw his wife crying on the side of the bed at the end of his foot.
Gavin immediately woke up to sit next to Mona, seeing Mona crying made him tangent. He looked at Mona's face.
"Why you?" Ask Gavin.
"I failed, I failed to be a mama" Mona's raucous voice, she tried to take a breath through her blocked nose. His nose was already flushed, he was already breathing through his mouth.
"Hiks, hyx, hyx"
"I'm not a normal woman, I'm, a-I" Mona just kept babbling to herself.
She showed Gavin the pregnancy test result, the result that Gavin saw was one line signifying a negative. Mona was very sad with the results she received, whereas when she woke up early she had hoped the results were positive, it turned out that the results she received remained negative, she tried up to 3 pregnancy tests, she tried up to 3 pregnancy tests, but neither did he get it, as if he did not believe in the result.
"Am I having a hard time getting pregnant, is it because of the miscarriage that I have a hard time getting pregnant again" Mona's sad voice said.
"Patience dear" Gavin hugs Mona to calm her down. Then carrying Mona's face to her face, Gavin rubbed the tears that flowed across her beautiful wife's face.
"It's just the beginning baby, we still have a lot of time" Gavin said gently to calm Mona down.
"But I feel like a complete failure being a woman"
"Hiks, hiks, hiks" Mona was still crying.
"Already, nothing. We'll just slow down, yeah, everything needs a process"
"We failed"
"We do it again"
"Let's make it again now" Gavin's ignorant smile came teasing Mona who was still crying.
"Let's make it baby" Gavin teased.
"That's a smile donk, more beautiful" said Gavin seduced Mona.
"Do not be sad again, God will give his best at the right time"
Mona nodded indicating she understood.
30 Minutes later they came out of the room, ready to go to the office together.
"It looks like your face today is unhappy" said Mama Vany.
"No ma, Mona's fine" Mona said slowly.
"Or let me guess, you haven't been pregnant either huh, it's been almost 2 months of me giving you a chance"
"Ma, enough" Gavin snapped, with a very sharp eye, staring at his mother.
"Don't make Gavin continue to fight mama with this attitude towards Gavin's wife" said Gavin who wants to add to his emotions. Although Gavin is a very indifferent child towards his mother, still he still wants to remain at least a little respect for his mother, Gavin learned this also from Mona.
"Mama is just guessing, what's wrong, your wife is useless" said Mama Vany cynically.
"in any case, what you hope to your wife she does not give it immediately" said Mama Vany with her style.
Making Mona look down, Mona's chest rumbled, it was tight, she wanted to cry at the moment, only she was as strong as she could hold it, so that her tears wouldn't spill.
Adding to Mona's sadness for today.
"I must be strong" inner Mona, strengthening herself.
For Mona, there's been a lot that he went through, of course with this alone he lost, will make himself embarrassed.