Marrying my Nanny

Chapter 19

"Jeez.." cried Ara surprised.

Immediately Ara opened the door that clamped Hansel's hand, reflexively holding Hansel's flushed hand.

"Are you crazy, your finger could have broken off" annoyed Ara.

Scolded by the horse's grin, Ara pulls Hansel into her room, looking for a medicine box, and, after getting the ointment he was looking for immediately Ara started rubbing it on Hansel's hand which still looked a few wounds due to broken glass a few days ago.

"Still sick?" ara asked, occasionally he blew on Hansel's wound.

Hansel was still smiling, shaking his head slightly to answer Ara's question.

"Yes, be careful next time!" ara hatch.

"Ara sorry?" said Hansel sincerely, grasping Ara's hand which was almost up from his seat.

"For what?" indifferent Ara.

"I'm sorry, I've reneged on my promise not to hurt you. At that time I completely lost my mind, I-" Hansel said.

"You what?" ask Ara

"I wouldn't say if I regretted it, because in reality I do want you more than I can say. So I just hope you don't hate me" Hansel said honestly.

" Why do I hate you? Aren't you my husband ? Then what's wrong? You came, you got what you wanted and-" Ara couldn't go on with her words, a sad look overshadowed her face, a clear look of sadness there.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you at all Ara, I'm really sorry," Hansel clasped Ara's hand tighter and tighter.

"I don't know if I will hate you or forgive you, but for now I still can't accept everything. Although this is not the first time, even though you are my own husband, but I can't just make sure my own feelings," now the clear circle trying to hold the decay already.

"It's all my fault, I'm sorry, you don't cry anymore! We just follow the plot, which has happened also can not be changed," Hansel tried to calm Ara who was still sobbing.

Ara wiped her tears, "Here you go, I don't want to talk about this anymore, I want to take a shower. Please out!" Ara pulled her hand from Hansel's grasp, bringing her body to disappear behind the bathroom door.

In the bathroom, Ara remained silent, trying to shake off all that Margaret had said. Farewell and divorce struck Ara in turn. Makes him feel almost crazy.

After finishing with her bathing routine, Ara intended to come out to just refresh her mind, out of the house that was like a prison for her. He just wants to breathe the air out there.

They faced each other at the dining table, eating their own food. None of them wanted to start a conversation, only the clangs of spoons and forks.

"Are you going out?" hansel asked at the end, glancing at the sling bag next to Ara.

"Hmm," Ara replied slightly nodding.

"Do you want me to be with you?" haggard .

"No need" answered Ara Ketus.

"May I ask you something?" said Hansel.

"What?"

"What was my attitude before? I'm still me, whether it's yesterday, today, or tomorrow. If you think something has changed from me, maybe it's because you're getting tired of me" Ara said casually, putting food in her mouth.

"Pregnant?" said gently.

"That's it. I'm tired of arguing with you!" hatch Ara, leave the dining table.

Hansel sighed, trying to control his possessive nature that had always wanted to be next to Ara, he picked up his phone, brought the flat object closer to the ear, "Follow him! Report everything to me!" hansel's orders to someone at the end of the call.

***

Ara with a confused mind drove her car to a large library located near the city square, she used to spend her free time here, just reading something to divert her world.

It feels like killing the time of befriending some books is not bad, as evidenced by how quickly time passes when he does something he likes. Ara slightly stretched her body and looked at the circular clock in her hand, it was almost lunch time, it was fitting that she felt the worms in her stomach had started to parade. Ara quickly returned the book to the neatly lined shelves, then smiled politely at the library guard as he was about to get out.

Just a few steps away from the library door, Ara was startled by the voice of someone she deeply memorized.

"Mum...!" Exclaimed Johan who accelerated her pace to approach Ara.

Ara turned her head and tried to give a smile to Johan, "Mas Johan? What are you doing here?" ask Ara.

"Here," he answered, holding up two large red bags of rice boxes, "You're sharing, aren't you?" johan asked with a warm smile.

Ara was silent for a moment before finally nodding in agreement, "Alright."

Johan has a habit of distributing boxed rice to children who usually busk around the city square, sometimes he also distributed to rickshawmen and hawkers there, ara used to accompany Johan a lot, but with their current relationship, Ara felt a little awkward.

They went hand in hand with bags of boxed rice, as soon as they came the children who had been used to getting rations immediately surrounded them, Ara smiled happily at the children who were happy with what she was given, watching the children with such conditions, slapping back Ara on the fact that she had a better fate than them, then why Ara was not grateful for all that God gave her, Ara wiped the watery end of her eyes.

"You okay?" ask Johan to worry.

"Yes now I'm fine, thank you Mas Johan has brought Ara here," said Ara sincerely.

"I'm also happy if you're happy" Johan's smile expands, "Have you eaten yet ?" tanyanya.

Afterwards they went to a cafe not far from there. Ara, who initially refused Johan's invitation to buy him a meal, eventually obeyed the wishes of her former fiancee. However, without them noticing there was a pair of eyes watching them as sharp as an eagle.

***

On the other hand, Hansel is still struggling with some important documents in his room, even though it is a holiday, but Hansel prefers to spend time working rather than constantly thinking about his wife who can make himself lose control again. Lastly, her man reported that Ara had been in the library all morning, making Hansel breathe a little sigh of relief because Ara was in a safe place for now.

PINGING.

The incoming message on Hansel's phone, immediately he saw the contents of the message. Hansel's eyes whizzed when he saw a picture of his wife being with Johan, a curse swirling out of his mouth, various animal names called so upset him.

Soon Hansel snatched the jacket hanging near the desk, he quickly climbed down the stairs and rode his large motorbike across the street. Don't ask him where he's going, which is clear someone will pay for having pissed off Hansel Nathanael Anderson.

TBC 🥰🥰

Hi readers, the author apologizes for never being up, at first the author does not want to continue the story of Sahara and Hansel, but I think about it. So, insyaallah author try to write this story until the end, Please support yes.thanks 🙏 🙏