MARRYING MY BEST FRIEND'S HUSBAND
CHAPTER 85 GUILT IS THERE
After Mesha's tomb, Elsie and all the entourage from the capital had stopped briefly to the house of Mesha's parents. They said a sign of condolence against the Mesha family.
They returned to the capital in a private jet belonging to Nixon Grub. Almost midnight, Elsie, Nev and Ansen arrive at Nixon's mansion.
Tired facial scars are very visible to them, Elsie dropped her body on the soft sofa in the middle room.
"Huuhhff." he took a rough breath. Ansen and Nev also sat in the room. They are immersed in their thoughts. Until Agam's voice awakens them from his daydream.
"You guys just got home? " tanya Agam from the direction of the stairs with a nightgown attached to his body.
Ansen and Nev turned to the stairs.
"Yes pa, we just arrived " said Ansen.
As if Agam knew about the situation that occurred, surely this child and his queen were feeling a deep sadness due to the departure of Mesha.
Slowly the Agam land approached Elsie, he rubbed El's head affectionately.
"Seekly, son, you may be sad but not dissolved in your sorrow. Remember, there's still your family that needs you dearly. "
Hearing his papa advising his wife, Nev turned his head and saw Elsie's face.
"Didn't you miss Arka? Didn't you see her for almost two days? " agam's successful words made Elsie look at him.
Now Elsie just remembered about her son, last met with Arka yesterday afternoon at the hotel parking lot, after the wedding of Vindy and Richard.
Elsie cried again and hugged her father-in-law.
"Have I wrongly accepted that match ? Why would my decision hurt someone else? Hiks. hyks. " said Elsie in her father-in-law's arms.
Hearing her daughter-in-law's words made Agam break his embrace.
"What did you say, baby? Never say that, because whatever happens in our lives is all with God's permission. If God does not approve of your marriage, maybe yesterday your marriage is over, right? "
"There are too many things that you have been through with baby, even you now have Arka. Papa's grandson is handsome and smart. About what happened to Mesha, it was all the destiny of God. "
"Never blame yourself for what happened to Mesha. Remember baby, every action we do will reap a result. If we plant goodness, we will also find goodness, and vice versa. So please don't ever blame yourself for this. Hem's? "
Agam gave advice to his daughter-in-law who is currently experiencing anxiety in his heart. And blamed himself for what happened to Mesha.
Honestly Nev was disappointed with Elsie, his wife should not have said that. Her heart felt pain because Elsie until now still doubted her decision to accept an arranged marriage with her. Although now there is an Arka in the middle of them.
"Yes, you all go into each other's rooms. It is getting late, tomorrow there is still a long day that you must go through. Take your wife to Nev's room" Agam said.
"Good pa. " Nev immediately stood up and took his wife to their three-room floor.
Arriving in the room, Nev closed the door and sat down next to Elsie sitting at this time.
"Darling, why did you say that to papa? Are you sorry you married me? Don't you love me completely? " Nev strapped Elsie with his questions.
Elsie herself could only stare at Nev with a look of astonishment.
"What did you say pi? " ask El with a confused face.
"Do I have to repeat my question? "
"Why are you asking me that? "
"The color of your words was before papa, which made me ask you that question. Are you sorry you married me? "
"I'm sorry pi, I didn't mean to hurt you. I was just wondering if my decision at the time was wrong. Why does our marriage hurt others, even to the point of causing a grudge that leads to the loss of one's life? "
"You shouldn't say that when love has grown between us, it really hurts me a lot" Nev said. Then he went to the bathroom to clean himself up before going to bed.
Elsie could only remain silent, because right now her mind was in complete chaos. He cannot distinguish what should be his priority or not.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Mini blinked her eyes.
"Eh, young mistress. Can I help you, madam? " take the Mini politely.
"No Mini, thank you very much. Because you and Niven helped save my son, "Elsie told Mini, who is now Arka's bodyguard.
"No matter what, it has become my duty" said Mini with a downcast look.
"Continue your sleep, I will clean my body first" said Elsie, then after that she passed to the bathroom.
While Nev after finishing the bath, he saw around the room there was no Elsie.
"Where is Elsie, why isn't there in the room? " nev said when he couldn't find his wife in all corners of the room.
After searching the room for nothing, Nev exits his room and heads to Arka's room. But before entering, he knocked on the door first. Because he knew that his son was in bed with the nanny.
Tok tok...
The door opened, and Mini, unable to sleep, immediately rose to pay her respects to Nev by lowering her half-body.
"Good night sir, how can I help you? " ask Mini politely.
"Is the young mistress here Mini? " ask Nev.
"Young lady is taking a bath, sir. Do you want to be here, let us come out then. "but Mini's speech was cut by Nev.
"No need Mini, you guys stay here. I'll go back to the room. And then please tell my wife that I'm waiting for her there" Nev said.
"Okay sir, I'll be there later. "
"Yes, I'm staying first. Titip Arka yes! "
Nev soon passes from Arka's room, he walks towards her room again.
Shortly after, Elsie came out of the bathroom. Because I felt I had a mandate from my young master. So Mini tries to tell Elsie Nev's message.
"Sorry young lady, the young master came here looking for a young mistress. She said the mistress was waiting in the room. Just that's the message of the mistress. "according to the message from the young master earlier, Mini told her to Elsie.
"Just let Mini go, tonight I want to be with my son first. So let me sleep here for tonight huh? You guys stay here too, I'll need you later. "
"Well, madam. "
"Yes already, then we rest first. "he concluded, after that he laid his body beside Arka.
That night he slept with a heart full of grief, but his body also needs to be rested. Tomorrow is still a long time to go.
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...See you in the next chapter.. Bye 👋👋😘...
