
After taking Soraya's parents to the hospital, Ana asks permission to buy her exhausted monthly supplies, so she can't accompany Moana and her father.
Whether this would be a bad prejudice for her or not, but Ana felt claustrophobic every time she looked at both of Soraya's parents, or the parents of her stepmother who would soon become strangers to her. She was claustrophobic because whenever she was thirsty given how happy they used to be, Soraya's parents whom she considered to be her grandmother and grandfather, she hugged them happily, she hugged them, he also remembered the warm embrace from Soraya, all those happy memories now hurt for him.
Ana stopped her footsteps, she just remembered that in this hospital also Jordan is being treated, and a few steps in front of him is where Jordan is. Should he see Jordan now? No, as soon as his father remembered his wish he had to quickly bury her deeply.
Ana turns her body around, she who is not ready to meet with Jordan certainly has to leave from there before she changes her mind.
The deg!
Ana froze there, her eyes fixed on a figure who had been standing behind her for some time, and now had become before her as she turned her body.
Greb!
She hugs Ana, making Ana flinch but also unable to escape from the tight embrace.
" You've finally come too. " She said, he was Jordan who just came out to see the doctor who handled it and asked that today be allowed to leave the hospital. He could have run away from there to see Ana, but the problem is that both of his parents did not give him permission to leave before the doctor declared that he was completely cured and could be discharged from the hospital. But lucky for her to be so eager to return to her room she saw a figure like Ana from behind, she kept watching him until Ana stopped and fell silent for a while, only when Ana turned around could she smile and feel that it was not her imagination.
Ana was still speechless in confusion, how could there be such a coincidence? How could Jordan even be outside right when he was there?
" Let's go see your dad, I'll beg him to give us a chance to be together. " Say Jordan said after breaking her embrace, cupping Ana's face with a look of hope. To be honest Ana herself did not know what and how she would react because she did not expect that Jordan would still have the intention to be with her. Wh why? Living with Soraya was her wish all along, right? Didn't he also still see the look of love as Jordan looked at Soraya? Wh why? Why did Jordan choose him? Is it because Jordan couldn't face the anger of his parents if he chose Soraya? Or will he not be able to face the judgment of society?
" Anna, why are you quiet? You agree with what I said, right? " Jordan stared into Ana's eyes looking for Ana's silent intentions. That left Jordan speechless because what he saw was uncertainty that would probably end in a word no.
Ana slid Jordan's hands off her face. He was also still staring at Jordan with his own thoughts.
" Jordan, ask your heart what you want. I understand you're afraid of your parents' wrath, I know you're not prepared for the way other people look at you after what happened, you can't hold me just to protect yourself, Jordanian. "
" Anna, I-I'm "
Jordan fell silent.
" There's no barrier between you now, and I'm sure that when you were working out your life plan, you weren't thinking about anyone else, were you? Your parents, Soraya's parents, you don't think about how they feel, do you? Your change of heart is not because you want to be with me sincerely, you have little feeling and empathy for people who might get hurt. "
Jordan was silent without being able to say. Is that really what Ana said? Yes, he was not able to see his parents disappointed, he felt sad to see both parents Soraya if he and Soraya together. But, he had feelings that he could not understand. She didn't want to part with Ana, was that feeling true because she was afraid of her parents feeling hurt? Could it be like that?
" Think about it, Jordan. Don't follow your wishes and insist on being with me that you won't be able to erase Soraya's name from your heart. I am only a nineteen-year-old woman who does not understand how to please men, so it will not rule out the possibility that you will still look for Soraya someday. "
Ana keeps her body away from Jordan. Somehow after saying that his chest felt so sore and tight that he could not see Jordan any longer.
" I have to go, Jordan. Hope you recover quickly, and can move as usual. Give my regards to your father and mother. "
Jordan was still speechless, he kept staring at the distant Ana. It felt like he wanted to move his hand, grab Ana's hand, hold her, and hug her tightly to go back begging for them to stay together. But, he was afraid that what Ana said was true. He was afraid that someday he would meet Soraya and repeat the old story when she was with Ana.
" How can I understand myself? " Task Jordan to herself, her eyes still follow where Ana steps away until her tears fall.
Ana, she did not understand at all why it was so painful to see Jordan's gaze earlier. He seemed to want to hug Jordan when he himself did not know what Jordan felt. Honestly speaking, saying all those words also made his heart beat fast, inwardly hoping that it was only his conjecture. Could it be that he had unwittingly fallen in love with Jordan? Or is that feeling just a feeling of unwillingness because of fear in the end Soraya will win?
The deg!
Ana stops her steps, remembering that Soraya will be happy herself in the end making Ana unwilling. Ana clenched her hands together, she took a deep breath and exhaled slowly to make herself a little calmer.
" How could I let the woman who had made my father just fall apart? " Said Ana when she vividly remembered how her father cried silently while beating her chest which might have been so painful.
Seriate.