
Lea stared at all the items she packed in the cardboard. Lea's decision was already unanimous, after all she was already very embarrassed.
Leah had no idea where she would put her face, what she wanted to do now to go from this place as far as possible removing the embarrassment towards her fellow boarding schoolmates.
"Why is an Azalea so poor?" muttered Lea lamenting the fate that had already been done. "From time I never really got happiness" Lea said in a weak voice.
Her tears dripping down her cheeks made Lea look very fragile. He felt something very deep inside his chest, like being stabbed by thousands of knives every time he remembered his already dirty self.
"Lea wasn't as good as it used to be. Lea's friends must have loved Lea. Lea resigned," said Lea in silence.
Darkness covers the whole earth. Lea took a deep breath and looked into her hand which contained some items.
"It's so dark. Can I still get out?" Lea chose a curfew to escape the pesantren.
Because at night people can be off guard and access out is also easier.
"Lea certainly can" Lea said as she took a breath. Lea closed her eyes and began to step up in courage. Whatever the risk, Lea will take it all.
But hopefully he doesn't meet any of the people in this pesantren. Both the santri and the ustadzah.
Lea looked towards the place she had been monitoring from earlier this afternoon. In that place there is a small hole that can load Lea's body out. It just so happened that his body was very small and that made it easier for Lea.
From that hole he tried to get out of the boarding circle. Maybe no one knows, but Lea hopes no one knows what she's doing.
"Let's Lea come out too." Lea took a deep breath and smiled widely. He is proud of his achievements. "That's great for me. Dinda and Jessa need to know what I'm doing. Really accomplished me," amazed Lea towards herself.
Lea smiled obliquely and then the girl walked away from the boarding school. He was about to fall down several times because of the luggage that was too heavy.
"Lagian Mommy sends Lea heavy items Lea home difficult. Want to be left but also dear," said Lea while pursing her face.
Lea grumbled all the way. Maybe because of the dumelan he forgot the fear of the big trees in the neighborhood.
"Eh tumben I don't think of ghosts," said Lea wondering to himself. "Astaghfirullah, anyways why should I remember. It's good that I forget. My moron," said Lea and took a deep breath.
He was complaining about the mistakes he made. Lea became creepy.
All the fur on her back stood up, the girl wished her well until the destination.
"Don't let me die halfway. I swear in vain what I've done if I die silly here" Lea said, taking a deep breath.
Leah looked at all the trees she passed by. It was very lush, and it was as if it was giving Lea a fright. But it did happen, Lea was terrified.
His tears welled up and once he blinked he would cry a mouthful.
"Pristle oath, ghost don't bother me," beg Lea and then run in a storm.
Lea's main goal is to get to the highway.
Leah took a deep breath as she finally reached the highway. As much as possible Lea inhaled the air greedily.
"The cake's lungs are starving. I'm tired of tau plus narik. Breathe a lot of gini," Lea cerocos.
The highway here is very quiet. Lea even thought he would die in this place.
No vehicles passed. There are only a few and not many. Lea thought that she was destined to suffer.
"Hiks, poor Azalea. Why is my fate not as good as my friends. Why should I be alone who is unlucky," complained Lea to the circumstances that are not on his side.
Lea used the back of her hand to wipe away the tears that had been falling from earlier. Enjoying the fear and Lea tried to calm herself.
"Gue can definitely survive to the destination. Even though I don't know how to survive."
Lea stared at a car light that was walking towards her. Lea was eager to ask for help but Lea was also afraid that the person was nothing more than a predator.
Lea was silent while trying to be calm. The point is not to panic.
"So, no, I'm not panicking" Lea said, staring at the car, which stopped.
Deg
Lea's chest gurgled loudly. He also squeezed his hand. Lea prepared to run but suddenly the man held his hand.
"Mbak, relax. I'm not a bad guy. I'll help you out."
Lea turned her body. Both men were surprised. Lea's originally trembling hand became quiet for a moment.
"Gue guess who it turns out to be elo."
"And I also thought who it was elo," the man replied and let out a long sigh. "Some of you do it here, Leot!!"
"My name is LEA not LEOT!!"
"Lagian lo kaya meleyot that," said the man who managed to create anger in Lea's face.
"Have a son!!"
"It's a habit of his face, not pleasing to the eye."
"Lo noh face is unsightly." Lea grieved, "lagian lo tumben is here Yadi!"
"Gue's? Got business. Well now I ask you, tumben you're here?"
"Gue entered the same ponpes bonyok and I again ran away."
"Haha! Rasain, can't you put ponpes. I thought you'd come out." He noticed Lea's appearance. "But you are rich in Ukthi."
"And I'm a Oneng girl."
"Lo eye. Be careful to open, I'm already Istiqomah sekrang."
"Alhamdulillah Leah there is a change of lo. Not in vain Mother and father you enter ponpes. Sorry just fishing lo doang," said Yadi filled with a smile on his face.
"Lo guess I'm a fish to be fished."
"No, that's woy. Get in my car, where are we going? Back to Jakarta, I happen to want to go to Bandung all you to the airport."
Lea changed her spirit. He wiped away the remaining tears and got into the car.
"Basic girl. I was told to pick up the stuff. Very lazy dah lo," Yadi grumbled and transported all Lea's goods into the trunk of the car.
While the concerned lay down the body on the passenger section and close his eyes. Maybe he's moved the universe.
"If not gini is not Azalea name," said Yadi while watching Lea.
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The furore in the pesantren reached the neighboring place. The loss of one of the pesantren members in the santriwati place panic kyai family.
Especially Zheaan. He feels unsettled. Moreover, he saw if Lea's things were not in the room.
The girl automatically runs away from the pesantren. He had already done a search of the surrounding area and found a hole that Zheaan thought the girl had come out of there.
"Astaghfirullah, Lea where are you," worried Zheaan while trying as calmly as possible.
But his heart refused. The restlessness continues to haunt Zheaan. Even the little things he breaks can't.
"What exactly happened until Lea escaped?"
"Early not at home in the Gus pesantren."
Zheaan looked at the person who was talking earlier.
"Is it really Nia?"
Nia was surprised and looked at Gus. Lea's close friend tried to contain her fear.
"I don't know for sure. As far as I know Lea is not at home, but she is also familiar with the pesantren environment and began to be able to accept it. So it's surprising that Lea fled suddenly because she was not at home," explained Nia.
Zheaan took a breath. He closed his eyes and the man wanted to spill his fear.
"Gus, I heard yesterday that one of the new sisters here insulted Leah." The voice caught Zheaan's attention. He stared at the man, "Lea was insulted and said to be unholy again and once abused. From that moment on Lea was not seen again and suddenly heard the news of him disappearing. Maybe because of the insults he felt ashamed, maybe it had happened to him."
Zheaan's eyes darkened.
His hands clenched, Zheaan could no longer control his emotions. It was as if the feeling of anger continued to explode.
"WHO HAS INSULTED AZALEA!!!"
Everyone was shocked to hear Zheaan's angry voice. Very terrible, maybe it was the first time for santriwati to hear Zheaan angry.
Everyone pointed at Nindy.
Zheaan looked at Nindy who was silent in fear. He took a deep breath trying to calm down.
"You're the one who insulted Leah?"
Nindy looked at Zheaan with a trembling body.
"No. They're all lying to Gus."
"Oh? Do I believe it when everyone says you did it while you yourself said no?"
"I'm sorry, Gus" Nindy said, begging Zheaan for forgiveness.
"Maybe you I'm sorry but what about Lea? With him you are guilty."
Zheaan took a breath and looked at the Ustadzahs who were there. From the eye signal they can already guess if Zheaan asks justice from the ustadzah to punish Nindy.
Zheaan walked to Ndalem with tears. He feels very guilty.
"Excuse me dear Lea," murmured Zheaan and looked up holding back tears.
Rafkha who happened to be there also held back her tears. He clenched his hand.
Rafkha also realized an awkwardness all along. What Zheaan is the perpetrator of Lea's abuse. If it's true that Lea was harassed, and then Zheaan married her?
But somehow Rafkha's instincts can't take it. He couldn't believe it. It felt impossible.
"Rafkha what are you thinking, there is no way Gus is like that" Rafkha said. "But if that's true, I'm really disappointed with Gus."
Rafkha out of santriwati area. He was very worried when he heard the news that Lea fled from the boarding school so Rafkha to santriwati.
The guy stepped over while shedding tears. He kept thinking about how Lea felt knowing that Zheaan was really his abuser.
"But there's no way Leah doesn't know the person who abused her, right? If it's Gus, Lea doesn't want to get close to Gus."
That's what Rafkha keeps thinking.
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Tbc
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