
Afternoon of september 18th.
Hello my name is afif ramadan, this is about me chasing my worship woman through prayer.
At that time, I was still in Junior High school I saw a woman walking in front of me she did not look at me but I kept looking at her From a distance It was the first time I fell in love at first sight.
Every day if there is a school activity he always performs and that's when I can be as full as seeing him in front of me without having to hide.
He's a member of OSIS at my school sometimes he's always there's school activities and goes to every class. He looks a little arrogant and jutek. I don't like to smile, but I've seen him smile and laugh with his friends. So sweet was her smile I wanted her to smile at me even once.
But then I was reluctant to say hello to him I was afraid he would not return my greeting. I could only see him from a distance.
A year passed, that time had increased and surprised me when the holidays were over I also entered my class which I just saw him in my class when I was surprised
“Wahhh, I'm one class with her kah” (murm in heart)
It turned out that I was in class with him, I felt like I was getting a very special Gift to see him every day.
She's a cheerful person but she's a little jutek with men so it's getting so - so I'm afraid to say hello to her. Until finally that time There was a task from one of the teachers and he was appointed to collect the task the head teacher.
It's all done but me and my friends are still not finished because it's usual that our men play games before doing the task so he waited Right in front of me he sat sweetly waiting we completed the task. While occasionally he is upset and angry say “fasttt laaaa” (in a potent tone )
I was shaking, my heart was beating faster than usual.
Finally I finished and gave my assignment to her and she brought a lot of Books so I asked her
” well, bilhhh. Please me nah” (while giving me half of the Task Book )
I walked along with him I was silent I could not speak happily I could walk beside him. God, what dream did I have last night (my mumbling)
There was one day he did not go to school because of illness, but the next day there was a duty he did not know that There was a duty. I was the first one to enter the classroom and he entered shortly after me.
“Fif, no duty ga?” Ask nyaa
” hah (surprised) there is no “
” want to see dong, I'm Gatau “
Then I gave my Book a task with pleasure I could chat even for a moment with her.
“Fif, I'm done, thanks ya”
“ both “ reply me
Every day in class was a joy because I could look at him from behind every now and then and then see him laughing. It all erased my judgment in the beginning I thought he was very arrogant and jutek but not at all he was kind and cheerful.
Every day I pray that he and I can be a match, but I can only pray that I do not have the courage to express my feelings to him.