MARRYING A VENGEANCE

ALFA QIANU'S

12 Years ago, I was just a 15-year-old boy who was always associated with seneng2, hengaut with teenagers my age, spent my youth by wasting papa money, he said,I was lucky because it was born from the family of the community, so that the matter of matter never became a burden of mind for me and also for my family.the color of papa company is growing very rapidly,papa became a respected and respected businessman, with the title as a family barata , not to forget also affect my association, so that everything I do is always connected with my family name, so that everything I do is always connected with my family name, that's when I was 17 years old, making me think, if I can certainly succeed without connection or without contacting my name with the name of papa, papa,the proof of that of course makes me have to study mati2an to be able to enter one of the universities that I seek and try as hard as my ability to realize my goal of becoming a successful entrepreneur,,and my hard work has paid off and I can enjoy, and therefore I should be proud.now after 12teen years of untimely change, I am serving as one of the juniors of a giant feeling in England.12 Years passed not to leave the memories that have been imprinted until now in my memory, 12 years long enough to leave the rest2 memories that for me always revolve like my paporit film,,masa2 teen who can not be repeated for the second time,”alfa” well my name is alpha, I pulled a thick book from the drawer of my work desk, I, the book looks new even though it is 12 years old,looking at the book brought me back to the age2 where I enjoyed the wonderful adolescence 2 and the one name that was in the yearbook I was holding and that one name was also engraved eternally in my heart,a name that always made me want to go back to Indonesia.12 years ago, as a child smp, my growth was so fast, even though I was a teenager, but my good looks were printed very clearly, not that I meant arrogant, arrogant,but indeed many who talk that way, plus I come from a rich family, have advantages with a face above rata2, a printer in sports, and pinter mingle makes me a popular guy and idolized by women, he said,despite being a teenager, many girls2 either my school friends or anak2 outside my school who tried to approach me, I who incidentally is a super friendly guy always accept the good intentions of girl2 who approached me,at the end of which the girl who tried to approach me had to settle for heartache because I rejected them subtly and said that I considered them only as friends, but one girl who made me always curious,not only curious, but I find myself attracted to girls who are also popular at school, beautiful, fashionable, rich, idol girls maybe that's what you think about the girl who makes me interested, if that's what you think, you think,you are wrong, the girl is not popular because of beauty, wealth, I know the girl comes from a simple family, with an ordinary look2 only, but the girl is popular because of her super-pinter brain,,being the favorite child of guru2 at school, I never cared about the girl who was always talked about and praised by almost all teachers, even tendrung I did not want to know about the girl. but everything changed once we got to 9th grade and it turned out we were put together in the same class, she was the one2 girl who greeted me never, I always thought that girl didn't like me, I always thought that she didn't like me,even I tend to think she's an arrogant girl because the girl always looks down when faced with me, I try to find an opportunity to just talk or just say hello to the shy girl,but it seemed that the girl did not like me because she always avoided me, so that one day after school I had the opportunity to talk to her for the first time,I still want to clearly see what happened under the scorching sun that burned the skin, I, alpha teenagers are launching my new motorbike bought by papa as a gift for my 15th birthday,when I accidentally saw the girl who always tried to approach me was crouching in front of his bike, as a man2 I abstained from letting a woman who was in trouble let alone the girl I liked, after parking my motorcycle, I was afraid to let her go,I walked up to the girl who seemed unaware of my arrival, I crouched down near the girl who was looking at her broken bicycle chain in a daze,,

“why his bike”my question arrived2 just made the girl jump until she shifted a few inches from where she was, I tried to resist the smile of seeing the girl trying to ease her shock,, I,,

“you need my help again”color I saw that the sadist did not try to answer my first question, I thought the girl would not answer my next question, I was ready to talk again, but, I thought, then I heard the girl say 

“ea” with hesitation, the words “ea” uttered incoherently made me sing my smile as well, I saw the girl's bike chain come off,,,,, I saw the girl's bike chain come off,,

“why can gini”, I can feel that the girl near me is tense and answers with a stiff and trembling voice,,, I can feel,,

“anu,, that, what,”

I felt that my presence caused a bad effect for the smartest girl in my school, the sigadist note that is usually so fluent in answering questions if there are questions posed by guru2, said Guru2,why now answering my simple question makes it like a person who just learned to talk, I can't wait to finally cut the next sentence that will be issued by the girl who is not necessarily understood by me,

“it looks like I can't help fix your broken bike chain

,I saw the girl's face was sad, I buru2 added,” we should bring your bike to the nearest annoyance and you should I anter home my proposal to her”

I could see that the girl actually wanted to reject my offer, but I was surprised that even the one that came out of the girl's mouth was “ea”, she said,a word that was never expected2 by me.by walking in tandem sigadis lead his bike and I also follow2an lead my bike to walk along with the girl until we got miffed in diem.if you ask who the girl is, and I'm not,her name is maryam, the girl who always fills my teenage years, and fills every step of my feet until now, even if I don't know if I'll ever see her again or not, I don't know who God's plan is.even deep down I wish that I could meet him again and my hope is that he's not married, and,,a really silly wish he remembered now we were the same age2 adults maybe now he was married and had children.everything turned back like a movie in my memory, he said, now I'm back to my reality and have to settle for just looking at the black and white photos that are in the annual book issued each year by the school,, which is,,and one more I have a photo of 3X4 schoolgirl Maryam that I took diem2 on the bench that was occupied during the exam, of course I took the photo after the exam.

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The December wind blows snow2 that falls to the earth, winter is not a good season to do outdoor activities, but for some people winter is also used for fun, like making oarng2an snow or doing ice-cating sports, being in a cafe certainly makes me free from the winter air I hate,,as an Indonesian tropical climate I do not like the winter that freezes my skin to death.I am waiting for someone while waiting to expel my boredom,I opened my gaming app and was immersed in the fun that had been my hobby ever since, when the voice of a woman greeting me made me realize that the person I was waiting for was standing right in front of me

sori well dear,,, there was a sudden class so I was late, I put my phone in my coat and smiled at the woman who is my master, I want to tell you a little about my room, her name is Selena, her name is, I want to tell you,,his papa is my papa's business partner, but I knew him through my best friend Qianu, long before I knew that Selena was my papa's business partner's son, maybe you're curious about how Selena is, you know,,physically selena is a beautiful woman with a height as high as a model, plus she is a smart and jolly girl,,, she is a,,selena is an easy girl to like because she is a sociable and friendly girl.I'm sure if Selena intends to be a model, she will definitely pass the selection,,, I'm sure if Selena intends to be a model,,with the physical perfection he has does not necessarily make me interested in him, but why I want to be engaged to him, it is none other than the coercion of the mother who I can not refuse his wishes, he said,because for me my mother's word2 is an obligation that I have to carry out.still clearly illustrated in my mind when mama with her soft voice asked me to quickly find a companion because said mama, especially what I have to wait,,, the first thing I have to wait for,,although still at a young age like this I am well established and successful in my own efforts, but I who at the time never thought at all about marriage do not know how to respond to the word mama kayak, plus, after I broke up with Natasha, she was my girlfriend at high school, I never had any contact with any girl, I know what she thought, I still love that simple girl, I still love that simple girl, I know,,Lili, even though I'm dating someone else, changing partners while still high school is one way I can shake off the girl who never seemed to like me,why can I draw such a conclusion and lose before fighting it just because I know girls like Lili are the type of girl who wants a companion like herself a pious guy while the type of guy like me is probably not once included in his keriterian, karna often change boyfriend like changing sandals so that I was dubbed as a man who destroys the heart of women.but so on at the age of 27 years I never dated just to brush off his shadow,,I was afraid of karma, so that one day my mother expressed her desire to match me with the son of a business partner papa, I just agreed with my mother's desire just to make the woman I love happy,,, I just agreed,,which from mama's description I know, if the girl is also studying in England and said mama again it will be easy for me to always meet her because we are in the same city,and the one thing I never thought was that girl was Selena, the person I've known for a long time, not that I was any different or anything, or anything like that,,but I know that I've always liked her since Qianu first introduced me to her, and from where I know that, since Selena is not the shy type of girl, she's shown her love for me so clearly, she said,,even Qianu also often teases me, but I do not want to bother with all that, I respond to Selena's liking with mundan2 only and I just think of it as a temporary limit, just,,until finally the match made me try desperately to learn to love him but no matter how hard I tried to love him,,I don't know what hit me at this moment but the joy never came because my heart could never turn to one name that is Lili, yes, yes, yes, yes, my heart,,I know what you think you might think that I'm a jerk, but the heart can't be forced and that's the truth.when the mind is pulled back where the cafe I was, I said

okay2 Selena, sit down, I wave to call the waiter, and we each order a meal and a drink, and,,

Na, I started after sipping a drink in front of me, I,,

ea, says selena, I'll be back in Jakarta,,,,, I'll be back,,,

what,,,,! selena yag yag shouted managed to make us the center of attention instantly, Selena said again after successfully controlling her shock,,

one more week, I'm not affected by Selena's shock

why are you just saying now sieh, the voice of agnes kes Selena bending her pretty face

aware that she was certain that she would not be able to stop me, Selena did not try to prevent my return, and I knew she wanted to be angry ,wanting to get her emotions out but she was sure it wouldn't help, Selena rebuked me as a cold, cuckoo guy, and no one could ever change my mind 

al, can't you nuggu until I graduate first let us sama2 go home, Selena said in the end

'Na" I said I hope you understand, I've been in England for a long time, I miss Indonesia, and I know someone there, I said in a special heart that I did not voice,, I said,,there are big companies that offer jobs in Indonesia, so why don't I take the opportunity that only comes this once, so,

Selena is just mangut2, trying to respect, but in one more year she will complete her education there and she will return to Indonesia, and after all, she and alfa can plan her wedding, and,,alright said ganes in a soft voice, but you promise me that you are in Indonesia don't forget to connect me,,

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Still in December, the winter air made me have to use mentels to perform outdoor ativities,,I have been in England for 12 years but my body still can not be facilitated by the cold air which despite wearing a very thick mentel and also coated with a black scarf stripes still my body shivered behind the mentel that I used, once out of the building where he had been hanging his life in walking with wide strides towards his parked car,,the two people behind him were seen carrying 2 sizable boxes each, the two people behind him were also seen in a hurry to walk after him, the clear color they did not use winter clothes like,,alfa opened the trunk of her car and two people carrying each cardboard box behind her without being told to put the cardboard carried by each 2 open cars,and after making sure the trunk of his car was covered alpha heard one of the men transporting the cardboard saying,,

alfa sir wish you success in your new place and job.

imaksih mark, alfa glanced at the man bule who asked him to talk, the man bule shook his hand and alfa then shook the hand of the other man, and also terimaksih jack he said sincerely,,the two people who helped him carry his barang2 were security guards at the company he worked for, which today is officially abandoned

do not hesitate, the office will definitely lose you, said the man called jack.

alfa runs her car after first waving her hand to two security guards at the office where she works rather is her former office,, she has resigned 1 week ago, of course albus, of course, his boss did not take his self-employment, karna alfa one of the most competent consultants, but although in the end it was hard to release alpha who was one of his best consultants, but even though it was hard to release alpha,after all, Tom finally gave up his alpha virginity which had explained that he would return to his country and would take over his family's company, he took the elevator to reach his apartment on the 12th floor,,alfa fiddles with her room keys to ward off boredom while waiting for the elevator that will take her to the twelfth floor where her apartment is located, the alpha open lifts her feet that leave a reverberating mark on the floor,alfa took off one by one the clothes used to dispel the winter air when he was already in his apartment, in his super luxurious apartment, of course equipped with a heating,,,, the,,alfa stepped into the refrigerator, took out a soft drink and walked back to the lounge, looking around her apartment, which she had bought with her own business, and this was the last day she was in the apartment, because tomorrow he had to leave England to go home under the coercion of his parents, he exhaled when he recalled his conversation with his mother who asked to return to Indonesia,,,,, he said,,,

"so when you plan to go home, do not expect you to live well there and do not remember the same mother yah." her mother's nagging from the phone,

"ea mama, Alfa will be home but later"

"later when sieh baby, you should go home just help your papa take care of his business, mama and your papa is old, and you should also invite Selena your fiancee home sama2 to Indonesia."

alfa mijit-mijit his eel that now feels pulsating, this is the umpteenth time his mother forced him to return to Indonesia, which honestly he also kangen want to go home.ma, mama forget, Selena still have to finish her lecture, Selena,

"oh well mama became forgetful like this, anyway mama did not want to know to go home as soon as possible." the sound of the ringing of his phone makes his mind pulled back to the present, an entrance message that came from his friend, a message that came from his friend,

loe so go home tomorrow, I'm yesterday if you need an invitation

alfa doesn't want to reply to that chat right now, all she wants now is to see that tomorrow she has to travel a long way.

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