Marrying a Muslim Woman

Chapters 106. Not a Wife Indiscriminately

"Are you sure if you get married again, I'll leave?" ask Nisa while smiling.

Fahmi fell silent, he was confused what to answer.

"She was silent, so what I said is true? No, Mas! It's not that easy that I give up on our household exam," Nisa said and again made Fahmi flabbergasted, not believing that his wife could be so quick to know the contents of his mind.

"Maybe, you gave up halfway, Nis." This time Fahmi started talking.

"Maybe it's Mas who's going to pick me back up and back to defend this marriage" Nisa said. Do not forget the attitude of Nisa who always reversed the word.

"No way!" swallows Fahmi with a face so upset.

"It is impossible for Mas, but it can be possible for God," replied Nisa and this time her words were very deep.

Fahmi fell silent and Nisa resumed her speech. "Know Mas, a relationship based on love will not necessarily run smoothly. And a relationship that is lived without love will not all go badly. Everything that happens, with God's permission and will. Therefore, it is not uncommon for marriages with love to survive."

"Love is needed in a relationship, Nis. Relationships without love will not go well" Fahmi said.

"That Mas know, but why doesn't Mas do it for our wedding? Even so, Mas has no right to judge a relationship by love."

"I-I can't, Nis!"

"Why can't it?" asked Nisa with a little peek.

"I told you that I love other women" Fahmi replied.

"Is it appropriate for a husband to love a woman other than his own wife?"

"Yes, I know this is inappropriate. But I can't choose any other way than this."

"Don't you think first that love is an affection and doesn't require dependence. However, they do not need it because of love. Love need not be sought because it will come to the right heart and body."

This time Fahmi could not say anything more because his wife had already spent it all, with a very clear explanation. Sometimes Fahmi thinks, how can a woman like Nisa can marry him, while she is a woman who has such a broad mind.

"Nisa, don't you lose or regret getting married to me?" asked Fahmi, this time he wanted to know the honesty of his wife.

"For what loss, I did not lose or regret at all for marrying Mas. This marriage is a worship, while Mas, a gift to me."

Fahmi's heart quivered after hearing the answer from his wife who was so realistic. Not only because of that, Fahmi felt that Nisa was not a wife who was easily oppressed and did not easily shake his determination.

"Although I don't know the woman that Mas loves, but may Mas take my advice. I won't force Mas to love me, but Mas don't expect love from other women who aren't lawful to you, Mas."

"Then, how should I go?" asked Fahmi while raising one eyebrow up.

"Try to love women who are halal for Mas and leave women who are not halal for Mas. Do not let, one day Mas regretted for having interviewed a halal woman and certainly opened full opportunities for him. However, he instead chose to pursue the love of another woman who would definitely not be happy."

"Is a lawful woman my wife?" asked Fahmi with her innocent face.

"That's what you know. Then, who's Mas' wife?"

"You, Nisa Khaerunnisa. The woman I married is in front of me" Fahmi replied. This time he admitted his wife so clearly.

"Smart, now Mas would have understood the meaning of my words earlier?" ask Nisa and get a nod of the head from her husband.

"For that, I already know how to behave, right? Who is more entitled, much needed in the life of Mas."

Fahmi was speechless, without realizing it Nisa smiled happily. He knows that loving your wife is the most important thing in marriage. But can Fahmy do that?

"What are those terms for?" ask Nisa.

"I want you to also love me and together forge a marriage that is sakinah, mawadah, and warahmah."

"Alhamdulillah. It doesn't need to be asked anymore, like I said. 'I chose Mas to be my priest, meaning I have accepted and loved Mas'."

Fahmi recalled his wife's words. And sure enough, Nisa has a very broad insight so that each of her words contains a very meaningful meaning. Nisa is also not a careless wife, she is different from the others.

"Can we start this marriage from scratch?" fahmi asked his wife.

"Can't."

"Why can't it? Don't you want to keep this marriage, or do you just want to break my heart back?"

"Sut! Don't say anything else, that's not what I mean."

"What then, if not for that?"

"This marriage has lasted a month and all this time Mas has been through a period of defense in love. For that, there is no need to repeat it from zero because that period will always be remembered as a foundation for Mas because he had managed to pass it."

"Don't remind me back then, that's where I was being unkind to my own wife" Fahmi said. He had loved his wife for a long time. However, only this time Fahmi dared to say it to Nisa.

Nisa smiled listening to her husband. "That's enough that Mas regretted, in the future never do it again."

"Well, I won't repeat it a second time."

"Alhamdulillah. Let it all be an afterthought to Mas and let it all be a secret."

"Then, does Mas deserve your forgiveness?" fahmi asked as she was impatient to make Nisa the perfect woman for her, and no other woman would take her place.

"Mas no need to apologize because from the beginning of marriage, I have accepted and forgiven Mas's attitude," Nisa replied with a smile to her husband.

"Sometimes I think, what is my wife's heart made of? Even though it's been tipped off and silenced, you're never angry and it's just a beautiful word that I get."

Nisa smile. "Not to be angry, but I've been patient and used to my husband's stubbornness."

Fahmi looks embarrassed to his wife who if talking always makes him lose and can not dwell anymore.

"After this, will my husband remain stubborn again or dare to marry another woman without my permission?" nisa's murmur that immediately made Fahmi buy her eyes.

"I'm not going to be like that, Nis!"

"Why did you say you wanted to get married again?"

"I-I was just kidding. Don't be angry because right now in my heart there is only you and nothing else."

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How did Nisa react after her husband suddenly said that?