Marry the Master Duda!
17
“You still remember it, it turns out..”
“My memory is very good, you know. You also like to play doll claw machine, how about we play?”
Kylian takes Lucy to a game room. While Lucy does not play she only notices Kylian trying hard until sweat poured out to get the doll. He was willing to spend a lot of money to buy coins.
Until finally one dog doll managed to get out. Kylian's glad he's not playing. He immediately gave the doll to Lucy.
“Thank you.” said Lucy with a very thin smile.
Kylian thought Lucy's feelings were still bad. “How about we ride a bike 10 laps? 20 rounds? Or 100 rounds?”
Lucy was actually astonished by Kylian's behavior.
“Kylian, why are you behaving like this. Didn't I ask you to be normal?”
“A-me..” Kylian's throat seemed to be blocked and unable to continue his sentence.
“I just feel guilty for you for the treatment of the children's grandmother. He turned out to be just pretending to be dementia.” he said later.
“So, because that's the reason for your good attitude towards me tonight? You don't have to worry. I can take care of myself.”
“I'm also afraid you're quitting. Sister Katherine said you want to stop.”
“That's why you don't have to worry either. I promised to take care of Evan until he was a teenager.” said Lucy then melengos left Kylian.
Kylian invites Jeremy to meet right then and there at the bar like they used to.
“I think I screwed it all up. How is this, Jer?”
Kylian lantas menceritakan semuanya ke Jeremy, mulai dari yang Lucy mengatakan bahwa Lucy akan menceraikan dia setelah anak mereka lahir, meminta Kylian untuk bersikap biasa saja agar Lucy tidak menyukainya, karena Kylian mungkin bisa bertanggung jawab dan menikahinya, tapi dia tidak dapat bertanggung jawab jika Lucy menyukainya, juga soal mereka yang hidup dalam kebohongan sampai kejadian hari ini dimana Kylian merasa tenggorokannya seakan tersekat saat ingin mengatakan sesuatu dan malah berdalih.
“I said instead that I felt guilty about the old grandmother's treatment and was afraid that she would stop working. What I really want to say is that I am sad because he is sad. I want to cheer him up. I also don't know why this throat is. ah already.”.
“Hahahah funny once.. However, in my opinion, Lucy is still hesitant to enter into your life.”
“Why is that?”
“She fears her existence even adds ‘beban’ to your life.”
“What the fuck is that!? Where there is like that!”
“Then from that, try to talk honestly about your own feelings. He's been honest about his feelings, stay you.”
“But..is that possible? With our age which—”
“Hey, nowadays that age is not a problem, the important feeling of both.”
”But the distance is quite far. 14 years.”
“Indeed far away. One could judge it was like abducting someone else's child.”
“Really, right? Because of that, I initially had no feelings. The longer I spent with him, the more I realized that he was a sincere and kind child. When he declared his love, my heart became troubled.”
“But many people adrift 20 years of age are living happily. At an age like ours, it is not easy for our hearts to be lulled by love. I envy you, Kylian!”
Kylian came home from the bar. Kylian can't sleep trying to figure out how she feels.
"I have 3 kids. Not worth it."
Even that morning, Kylian left early in the morning without anyone knowing to avoid Lucy.
Madame Sandra called Lucy. Lucy hesitates to meet him and fears that yesterday's events will repeat themselves. But Aunt Yola accompanied Lucy. Lady Sandra tries to make up with Lucy for fear of Kylian's expulsion. He apologizes to Lucy and promises not to repeat it again. He even gave her fancy jewelry as a sign of apology.
While Selly? She is further upset that instead of being able to evict Lucy, Lady Sandra instead blames her for helping her until she is almost expelled by Kylian. Madame Sandra blames Selly for not being able to seduce Kylian, instead losing to a country girl like Lucy.
Selly saw Lucy meet Harry and they looked familiar when walking together. He followed them and photographed them.
Kylian happens to be busy in the office today. Even so, sometimes his mind drifted to think of Lucy and made it difficult to focus on work.
Until Kylian fell asleep in his car by the roadside. He might still be upset too. Suddenly she dreams that Lucy has decided to leave home because she can't see Kylian anymore. He woke up and was surprised. There was no way he would let that reality happen. The clock has shown at half 12 p.m. Kylian immediately drove his car home.
At the same time Lucy is in her room, she remembers the sweet moments with Kylian. From being picked up while working part-time, playing doll claw machines, biking together.
“Maybe he is a warm and kind person.”
The expectations are too high.
Lucy hopes she can soon forget about Kylian.
Arriving home, Kylian climbs upstairs to meet Lucy. While in front of Lucy's room, she was again worried.
“This is not true. I am a widower with three children. I'm too old for him.”
Suddenly Lucy comes out of the room and catches Kylian standing in front of her room.
“A-there's something I want to talk about.” Kylian said.
Kylian takes Lucy to the park. He also took off his suit and put it on Lucy.
“I... Actually was... Yesterday it was..” said the stammered Kylian.
“I understand. Didn't we agree to focus on the kids alone?”
“Child your stomach. That's my son too. Our kids. We should also focus on him.”
Lucy fell silent.
“Lucy, since when did you become selfish? Since when do you only think about what you want and not care about the feelings of others? How's my? How am I feeling? I think about you more when you ask me not to care about you. I wanted to pay more attention to you when you asked me to act ordinary. I also feel uncomfortable when I don't see you. I am even sad when you are sad. What about that feeling of mine? Don't you understand me?”
“Kylian, I'm just afraid that I won't let you go by the time the day comes. And I fear I cannot live without you.”
Kylian kissed Lucy's lips. Lucy was surprised but she did not refuse. A soft kiss of Kylian on her lips.
“Who will leave whom? And why did it have to happen? Lucy, I have no other fear than losing you.”
After she finished saying that Kylian kissed Lucy's lips again, at first slowly, but then the kiss became hot, because Lucy reciprocated every warm Kylian on her lips.
Seriate...
