
Arriving at the place of study, it is true that the place is quite full of pilgrims consisting of women of all ages, ranging from children to the already oma-oma.
Ummi and his entourage also said greetings before joining and shaking hands with other pilgrims who numbered around the thirties.
Not much, but enough for the size of the study. Because in this day and age less and less study.
And what makes Zahra wrong focus is the existence of Nafis's ustadzah also in that place. He did not expect the graduate class Nafis still want to attend small studies like that even though he is not the speaker.
Throughout his studies, Zahra kept busy paying attention to how the Nafis graduate was so appreciative of the graduate who was lecturing ahead even though he knew that his knowledge might be much higher than the one ahead.
That sense of inferiority seemed to be back present when he saw the embodying of the polite Nafis Ustadzah and did not want to interrupt other people's lectures even though he knew better, he said, the way he behaved to other worshippers who did not seem to feel the most could.
Especially when there is a question and answer session, not even if it looks like Nafis ustadzah wants to drop the lecture by giving questions that intimidate or drop.
Until the study is completed, Zahra still can not turn away from the charm of the Nafis Ustadzah, if he is a man maybe he will be very fell in love with such a woman.
Not because he had never met a shalihah woman before, he had also known Imah, but he was sure that Nafis's ustadzah was not like Imah. There was not the slightest concern for the woman against her husband compared to her first concern for Imah.
Maybe that makes him feel different.
After the study, mothers usually do not immediately disperse. They still have an agenda and so on. Because Zahra was bored he chose to say goodbye to ummi,
"Ummi, Zahra take a walk around here yeah ummi, get wind!"
"Don't be long!"
"Not so ummi, just behind Zahra's like look at the pool!"
"Alright, ummi'll take it there!"
"Yes ummi!"
Zahra opted out of the building, bored inside. And also he feels bad if he has to play while others chat.
Zahra chose to go back, it was true until he had seen a large fish pond behind the building.
"Ahhhhhh, is it right here seger!?" Zahra stretched her hand like she had just gotten some fresh air.
Zahra chose to sit by the pool while playing her hand in the water, occasionally the fish came to the surface and made Zahra's lips form a smile arch.
"Assynolt,"
The greeting managed to make Zahra raise her head, though,
"Waalaikum salam," but it seemed that Zahra was not sure if she was the one who was being greeted, she tried to convince herself and spread her gaze in all directions and in fact there were only the two of them there,
"Ustadzah Nafis sure to say hello to me?" ask Zahra later.
And even Nafis's body smiled, he nodded his head,
"May I sit down?" he asked politely and Zahra nodded her head as she shifted her seat to give Zaki some place.
Finally they sat together, Zahra did not know why the body of Nafis could come to him. The feeling is so unpleasant when close like that with the endadzah Nafis.
"Why?"
The question finally emerged from the lips of the Nafis.
"Huhhhh?" Zahra was clearly confused, he did not understand the meaning of the question of Nafis.
"Does Zahra mind if I sit here? Or does Zahra feel I don't deserve to sit with Zahra?" ask ustadzah Nafis with his gentle smile.
"I'm the only one who's happy to see you, Zahra! Precisely since a few months ago, I have greatly admired the figure of Zahra!"
"Huhhh?" Zahra was flabbergasted in disbelief.
"Yes, you don't believe me?" ask ustadzah Nafis and zahra innocently shook his head.
"I was so curious about the woman who had broken my prayer all this time, and it turns out that God is never wrong, God is all right!"
Now Zahra began to understand the direction of Nafis's ustadzah talk, he also improved his position, he said,
"So Nafis' ustadzah already knew that Zahra _!"
"Know everything?"
"Yes!" answer Zahra.
Nafis Ustadzah seemed to let out a long sigh like he was about to let out all the grunts in his heart.
"Whatever in our past, it's just Zahra's past. Let it stay in the past and present that is your Zaki future, so don't put me in that future anymore" he said, shaking his head.
"Ustadzah, now I know!" zahra.
"What?"
"This calm attitude of ustadzah, in fact, has made a commotion in the heart of ustad and that's what Zahra doesn't have!"
Ustadzah Nafis smiled and echoed Zahra's hand which was on his lap,
"Zahra, it may be true what you said. But what you should know is that Zaki's ustad also has a calm nature and it seems that what Zaki needs is no longer the calm attitude of his life partner but the same nature that will make his life it becomes colored and it gets from you, Zahra."
Inexplicably hearing the explanation of Nafis's ustadzah made Zahra feel even further away to match Nafis's ustadzah,
"Oh Allah ustadzah, how could I dream of competing with ustadzah!"
"Do not feel low in front of anyone, feel low only in front of the creator, otherwise do not. Likewise in front of me, I am only his creation also has a lot of flaws just like you, just maybe at this time God is showing my advantages and hiding my ugliness!"
Hearing the long explanation of the endadzah Nafis makes him understand what it means to seek knowledge, in fact someone who is knowledgeable will be more humble, the lower, it is true that it is said to the teacher if someone who is knowledgeable is like a piece of rice, the more it is hung and contains the rice will be more down.
Many of the lessons Zahra learned today from the figure of the woman who had been present in her husband's past, the past is not all bad if it is to react wisely, he said,
"The cup has the Nafis' endadzah here too!?" ummi's words managed to stop their conversation, they immediately stood up from their seats.
"Yes ummi, just happened to see Zahra sitting alone!" said Ustadzah Nafis, "Have you finished the show?" tanyanya.
"Thank God, how do we get home now? Do you want to be with us?"
"No ummi, I happened to bring the bike earlier, then I excuse ummi. Zahra. assalamualaikum!"
"Greetings waalaikum!"
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