
Haina walks gontai in the hospital corridor. On a hot afternoon the government-owned Class A hospital looked quite crowded. Haina walked straight without paying attention around. Both of his guards took quite a distance behind. Every now and then they run over when the young lady they are guarding almost collides with the visitors of the hospital or objects around her.
He arrived at a park in the area next to the hospital. He must first neutralize his thoughts and feelings as much as possible. Before appearing in front of his parents.
A wooden bench under the catapult tree becomes his choice to calm down.
He remembered - remember again, how the beginning of everything that happened to him now. The first moment was just the hate he had for the man. But gradually the hate became caring and eventually he fell in love. Then how now? Will it be okay with all that. He must close his eyes and ears, and never interfere in any of Young Master Harly's affairs. As stated in the agreement.
A flash of memory led him to the memory of the man's words. That he will continue to belong to Young Master Harly, while Jiana is an affair that Haina cannot afford to interfere in. At that time, Haina did not accept it but she could not do much but keep quiet. But today when she saw the smile on Young Master Harly's face in the photo of her being with Jiana on the beach, the place she and her husband had been to, she couldn't help but question it.
"How can he want me to continue being his wife when he loves and wants another woman?" Haina looked at the tree leaves that were falling in the wind.
Jun half ran up to him with a sweaty face.
"Where have you been?" ask Haina with a flat look.
Jun adjusted his breathing immediately.
"I'm going to take care of all your Mother's medical needs, Miss"
"Sit down!" haina orders without seeing Jun's face. "Sit next to me!" said again.
Jun finally sat next to Haina at the very end of the wooden bench.
"Tell me, did he tell you to lie to me that he was on a business trip out of town?"
"No Miss"
"Then next time don't tell me anything, whether it's a lie or the truth. I don't want to know. Like it'd be easier for me"
"What does that mean Miss doesn't want to fight for the young master's love?" Jun twisted his body facing to the side. So that he could pay attention to Haina clearly.
Haina smiled smirk. This was the first time Jun saw that smile on the young miss's face.
"What should I fight for, while he just thinks of me like an item. To him I'm just a toy, which can be replaced with a new one if bored" Haina's circus with a flat face. As if he really gave up.
"I'm sure young master isn't, Miss. The young master is not someone who can easily play others' lives" Jun defended with great confidence.
Haina again - again smiling smirk.
"Yes? What about our wedding? If he didn't mean to, then why did he tie me up while he wanted another woman?"
"The agreement was made so that you could not leave it easily, Miss. Didn't I say, young master never had any luck connecting with women in his life. His mother, his grandmother, his ex-girlfriend. I'm sure the young master is so for wanting to tie you up. It's not because you want to play you" Jun explained with heart.
But all these explanations still can not calm the heart of Haina who was already sick. After all it was just Jun's personal opinion, not necessarily true.
"Then you want me to hang on while waiting for him to divorce me?" ask the girl. He got up from his seat and took a few steps forward. Until Jun could only stare at his back.
"alright. I'll do it, but there's no way out for me" he said before leaving Jun.
Jun could only stare at Haina's back which disappeared at the end of the corridor. He restored his coarse hair and leaned his back against the wooden bench.
"Hold on a little more, Miss. I'm sure the young master only needs time to decide"
Haina has been in the room of doctor Farida, a gynecologist who handles Bu Hayati since she was in the womb cancer phonis a year ago.
Haina stood behind her mother who was sitting in the chair opposite Farida's doctor. He held both shoulders of the frail middle-aged woman. The father sat next to the mother. Hagi stood at the very back.
Even so, Haina and her family clearly felt anxious and worried. The mother had undergone surgical removal of the uterus due to cancer of the uterine wall. He was healed. But later the mother experienced health problems again in the area of the lower abdomen and pelvis.
They looked at each other without a sound. But sadness clearly emanated from the look in their eyes. Especially Haina who just found out today about her mother's true condition. At first he was only told that Bu Hayati would do the final control post-surgery a few months ago. But it turns out only he doesn't know.
Mr. Tanu clasped his wife's hand tightly. Gives strength through the touch of his hand.
"Saying said the doctor. We don't have to worry too much. Hopefully the results are good" said the beak man.
Doctor Farida nodded in confirming. Ma Hayati tried to smile in the midst of her anxiety.
Haina takes her family to a restaurant after leaving the hospital. He wanted to use the opportunity this time to let go of longing while comforting the mother.
The car that Jun drove stopped at a natural feeling in the suburbs.
"Woah, it's so cozy and cool!" jun sumringah.
Jun's cheerful and friendly carrying made both Haina's parents feel quite comfortable with her presence. Jun could easily blend in the middle of that family. They sat in the special lesehan area of VIP guests.
"Why isn't my daughter-in-law coming?" asked Bu Hayati in the middle of a chat about the beautiful atmosphere of the restaurant.
Haina's smile suddenly disappeared, but she was busy discussing the classic building design of the restaurant with Hagi and Jun. He looked at Hagi at a glance and put a smile on his face.
"He's very busy, ma'am. Maybe he's still out of town now" Haina said heartily.
Ma'am Hayati nodded weakly. He can understand if his new daughter-in-law is busy. The daughter-in-law who arrived was present in the middle of the family but until now still felt foreign to him. Nothing, even if only met once when his daughter married. But he always hoped and prayed for his daughter to be treated well. Given how different the social status between them.
"Other times surely the young master will take the time to visit the Master and Madam" Jun timpal said with his friendly face.
"Just call like Haina called us, son. Don't feel shy" said Mr. Tanu.
Jun nodded quickly with a face of sumringah.
"Alright, Father and Mother" he said, with smiles from Mr. Tanu and his wife.
Haina rolled her eyes lazily hearing Jun's one-sided statement.
"Next time what? Maybe next time you mean my divorce trial!"
Haina felt that she had deceived both her parents. But she had no choice but to cover up the reality of her marriage.
Especially since the beginning he always tried to convince his mother and father that Young Master Harly was good to him. There was no problem in her marriage. He always tells a good story - fine every time he calls. So that his family does not need to worry.
Haina asked herself in her heart. "Am I being too pessimistic? Or am I a coward who can only accept reality? But I must remember to always know myself"
Shouldn't he now feel enough and be grateful for the situation? As long as he had been, trying to be strong and happy with what life is.
He does not want to demand more. For him, that's enough. The mother was not imprisoned and even facilitated to seek treatment as now. He was treated well despite his heartbreak.
"Yes, heartbreak is my problem. I'm the stupid one!"
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tbc.