Married Without Love?

Married Without Love?
Worryingly.



 


" Will we love each other? or the opposite? "


 


This morning I woke up early, because I repeated suddenly today, I left early in the morning to be able to study again at school.


I went to the kitchen for breakfast first, because I would not let my stomach empty and ruin my mind so as not to study. Seen there were already mami and papi, I approached the dining table and sat beside my papi.


" Good morning dear "greetings mommy and my papi.


" Mommy in the morning, papi" I replied with a smile to mommy and papi.


" Tumben you woke up this early Thea, what's wrong? " ask my papi.


" Today I have a daily repetition and this is very sudden, so I woke up this early to be able to study in class" I replied.


" Ohiya Thea, my mother told Mr. James that you wanted to finish school when you were married to her son, and Mr. James agreed, "my mother immediately choked on my food.


" Yeah, uhukk.. "


" Oh my God, Thea, have a drink first, son" said my mother, giving me a glass of water, and I drank it straight away.


" What's up Thea? do you mind, or do you really not want to accept Mr. James' proposal? " ask my mother, I immediately look at her bead.


" what am I supposed to say? I don't want to see my parents suffer again let alone my papal company going bankrupt. "my inner self.


" Thea? " call my mama while holding my hand, suddenly making me realize from my daydream.


" Yes, why? " answer.


" Do you mind this, honey? " ask my mom.


" Thea Papi and Mami won't force you, you don't want to accept this nor can Papi ask mister james that you don't want to accept this" he said.


" Thea's been thinking well of kok pi, thea's willing to marry Leo" I said as I gave a forced smile to my parents.


" Hopefully the decision I made was right God, I did this so that my parents would not have to rebuild this company anymore. "my inner self.


" Mommy Papi, can Thea see Mr. James' son? " take a question to my parents.


" Of course you can, today Mr James will come to Australia with his son" my mother replied.


" Oh well, then I go to school, let me know if Mr. James gets here" I replied and I left my house.


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Thea Pov's


I drove my car to school, I honestly wanted to skip school, but considering that I had a repeat, I had my truancy removed from my brain.


It is hard to accept this reality!!! I was young, and in my young age I had to get married, not even knowing the nature and character of my future husband. Especially marrying without love!!!


It's hard to imagine, I got married at a young age. I sacrificed my youth for my family's company.


It doesn't matter to me, but what I'm afraid of is when I get married, and he leaves me with the excuse of not loving me.


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I arrived at the school grounds, after parking my car I was on my way to my class, I don't know my current thoughts are really messed up.


I tried to clear my mind, but the result was the same, my mind was still not far from the word marriage.


My intention to learn was no longer there, which I thought was only a matter of marriage that I would live later.


Now I get to my class, and I sit in the back seat.I like to sit in the back seat, because I think the back bench is very comfortable.


A girl who had just arrived in my class approached me. " Hi Thea, How are you today? " he asked me.


" I'm fine, and you? " my answer while asking him back.he is my friend as well as my sister, I love him very much and vice versa.


" Thea, I'm very happy, because I want to vacation in Bali "said jessi so happy.


" really? can you speak Indonesian? " take a question on Jessi.


" yes, I can" he replied, to my surprise.


" Then let's speak Indonesian" I said.


" can you speak Indonesian? " he asked with a serious face.


'' yes of course "I replied.


Before long my teacher entered and immediately gave a matter of repetition, it is very difficult at this time. Jessi kept asking me questions but I didn't bully her.


I was so dizzy with her answer that, 25 minutes later Jessi finished with her retort and went straight to the teacher, I looked at her in disbelief.


He was so relaxed in answering, and I? I thought it was so hard, 35 minutes later I collected my paper and dropped out of class.


" Why are you so relaxed about the repetition? " i asked Jessi, but she just replied with a smile.


" Hey what's wrong with you? why answer my questions with your smile? " ask me with annoyance.


" For I have this "he answered, showing me a paper with answers.


" Basic cheat, it's worth it that you're so quick to do it, then why did you keep asking me and bothering me? "


" I just want to bother you, it turns out that you are very focused on the repetition" Jessi said while laughing at me.


Before long my phone rang, indicating a message coming in. Instantly I opened my phone, and it was my mom who sent me a message.


Mommy: Mr. James and his son have come, they are now at home.


Thea: I'll see you later, I'm still learning.


Mami: Mami is sure you won't reject Mr. James' son, Leo is very handsome and kind-hearted but he's a little cold.


Thea : Really? is Mom sure she's very nice? maybe he's good just in front of mommy and papi.


Mami: Thea, I hope what you say is not true, son.


Thea: I hope so too, well I study first, go home from school I go straight home.


Mom: Mom is waiting for you, son.


- End Chat


" Huft! I'll see her face directly, I hope what I told my mom isn't right, I hope she's good. "my inner self.


" What's thea? you seem to be in trouble? " ask jessi to me.


" A no! I have no problem, I just dizzy will no longer we will test, and leave this school! " answer.


" Hm you're right, we're going to split, I really can't separate with you I think of you as my brother" jessi said with a lazy look on her face.


" I love you, but should we separate? " sanyanya.


" We can meet, right? we can communicate with each other, you fool! " answer me, and set his forehead.


" Don't be rude to me, I'm your sister, right? "


" Well okay! you're my sister, then let's go to the canteen of worms in my stomach is already raging. "i said.


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