
You are able to run with a smile, while I am still unable to hold you, because for you my condition is nothing that never existed. I was a glass shoe that was walking on a nail, feeling very painful when you were busy joining hands with other women who were much more perfect than me. In the real time the heart still wants to be together a forced state to separate and in the moment of longing is still as big as the universe of forcing circumstances to muffle.
Six years ago..
My name is Riana, maybe this will be the beginning of how familiar I and Raesha are. During my first year of high school, my teacher enrolled me in an organization that I didn't want at all but still live.
I was forced to go with half my heart, at first I was awkward with the organizational environment. I had a childhood trauma when I started a conversation with people around me.
Right on the second day I was sitting next to a tall man and had a sweet smile, the first time I saw the man crossed my mind this man was different. He highly upholds the degree of woman, treating a gentle woman as he treats his mother. Right at the time of the introduction, I began to question his name.
"Excuse me, whose sister's name?" Riana said as she extended her hand.
"Sister Raesha's name, who are you?" Raesha replied to Riana's handshake.
"I'm Riana sis." Riana muttered with a sweet smile on her mouth.
Until finally he and I were accepted in the same organization, at that time my feelings were not happy to play. The universe seemed happy to see me smiling for the first time.
"Finally it could be one organization with Raesha's sister." Riana.
Happy there are two, there is alone he is happy and there are already together but he is miserable. But in the first year I joined the organization was lazy and also my ambition to learn was very high, so I really started my struggle in the second year in office.
It was at that moment that I was silent - silently stealing glances to see Raesha's sister, at first it felt strange to put a taste in her. God is sometimes unique in putting on the feeling of liking, a little girl like myself can like such a quiet man.
Know it? Every time I go home from school I do not go home but wait for Raesha's brother to always be picked up by his father. That's why I'm used to being late to go home.
Arriving at home I was angered by my mother for being late to go home and past dinner. I was too scared to say I liked it. Until I finally ventured to joke with Raesha's sister.
It was Wednesday, my organization had a chance event that Raesha's sister was present at the event. Every day Raesha always carries a heavy bag until I finally unpack her bag, the characteristic of Raesha's sister is that she always carries HVS paper and tweezers wherever she goes.
"So why are there so many empty hvs and tweezers in your bag?" Ask Riana in wonder.
"If at that time something important can be noted on the paper." Answer Raesha.
"There's a cell phone." Riana Mumbled.
"If the battery runs out we can't use it and still practice good writing." Raesha Mumbled.
Riana only nodded in understanding because she understood Raesha's habits. On the next day I kept waiting for Raesha to come home in hopes of talking for a while, Riana continued to do this until it finally came to fruition.
It was at that time that Raesha began to give me letters with tube-shaped wrappers, in the letter she wrote down her motivational words so that I would remain enthusiastic in school.
Up to about three months I did not reply to the letter that Raesha gave me, because the first time I received such a letter from a guy.
"Ri, who's the letter from?" Ask Kaka my grade level who is familiar with me.
"From Raesha's sister." Riana.
"Have you ever been answered?" Ask the sister.
"Not yet, sister Raesha gave this letter already from 3 months ago. I'm afraid if I get back at him he doesn't like me at all." Riana Mumbled.
The brother looked at the contents of the letter and said that he actually started to like Riana.
"He's starting to like you." The older sister muttered while giving her letter to Riana.
"Likes me?" Riana replied in wonder.
"Any not a quiet man arrives - suddenly gives a letter to the woman and its contents are motivating. Keculai if the brother who loves you must not be surprised, because brother installment. Reply to the letter he must be waiting for a reply." Said the Kaka.
Riana was silent while thinking about the words that Daniel's sister had said to her. A week later Riana wrote her reply and she gave her letter Raesha.
From then on Riana and Raesha exchanged letters, until finally Riana got a letter containing "you are one of the women I want to marry." from Raesha.
From there my relationship with Raesha began, we committed ourselves to trust each other.
"But my dear, maybe that commitment no longer applies to me. As if there were no gaps for me to be present by your side." Riana muttered while packing her things and moved out of her apartment to go far from the city she lives in now.
I'm going, take care. I will return when the wounds in my heart and also my head are completely healed and when that time comes I will look for you.
Meanwhile, the situation at Steve's house is very quiet, Mina and Steve are only worried about Riana's condition. They are worried that Riana will do strange things.
Steve tries to call Riana in hopes of Riana picking up the phone from him.
"Ri, where are you? Why does it sound so noisy" Steve murmured.
"I say yes, I want to go somewhere. Please take care of Raesha yes, I just want to forget this sad memory." Riana Mumbled.
"Well?, Where to go?" Ask Steve in wonder.
"Here, don't know. I'll be back, once this wound heals." Riana muttered that turned off her phone.
"What about Riana?" Ask Mina.
"He's gone and he's coming back, let him go. We don't chase him. Surely he needs his own space and time, we just help Mr. Raesha to remember with Riana." Steve.
One month later the conditions in Raesha's office were a little messy because Vanessa was different when Riana was there, Riana was very attentive to Raesha's office well and gave time for Raesha to work. Vanessa just thought about the treasure that Raesha had in contrast to Riana who only thought about the date of her wedding.
"I don't want to, you're busy working. After all you're rich, you have employees." Vanessa Mumbled.
"I work so I have money and this company doesn't die." Answer Raesha.
"But it will be wasteful, just scatter the invitation is enough!" Raesha
"You're rich, he said, hardworking, but for marriage it's stingy!" Reply Vanessa.
"If we don't save, we'll be short of money. Not to mention you asked for a diamond ring and necklace that you saw on tv at a great price!" Raesha's mumbling on black made Vanessa.
Steve who accidentally eavesdropped on Raesha's conversation with Vanessa gasped in surprise. The first thing Steve thought of was Riana.
"Vanessa took it too far, did she ignore my threats?. Can't let Vanessa get her hands on the law." Steve Mumbled.
Steve then runs the action he hires someone to smear Vanessa's self-esteem in order for Raesha to change her mind to marry Vanessa.
"Yes already!, I'll go way - way to the mall." Vanessa mutters who is upset with Raesha.
Vanessa goes to the car park to pick up her car, just as she wants to pick up her car from behind, someone knocks Vanessa unconscious.
"Argh, my back." Vanessa muttered in surprise to find herself in a condition of bondage.
"Take off meuu!" Shouting Vanessa.
"Stop bothering Riana, look for another man." Steve.
"You did this?" Ask Vanessa.
"Yes, stop it!" Steve Mumbled.
"No!, Until when not!" Flinch Vanessa.
"Steve's! What are you doing!" Raesha Mumbled.
"Sir, you realize what you're supposed to marry is Riana. She's your future wife, she's enduring the pain of you." Steve Mumbled.
"Nonsolent!, you know what you are?" Raesha Mumbled.
"You and Riana are engaged, I know because Riana showed me her engagement ring!" Steve Mumbled.
"There's no way Steve, my own wife-to-be is the man you're Sandra!" Bangsha Raesha.
"Be aware sir!, where is your common sense" murmured Steve.
"Don't love, the man lied." Vanessa.
"Silence you're a snake woman!" Jerky Steve.
Not staying silent Raesha immediately fired Steve and told the security guard to open the rope that binds to Vanessa's body.
"Sir, just look when you start to remember about Riana, you will be very sorry. Because Riana is no longer here!" Snapped Steve who then went to clean up his desk.
Raesha also felt a very intense headache in her head, she felt she saw a beautiful woman who was very patient in dealing with it.
"Vanessa now you go home, let the driver deliver." Raesha Mumbled.
"You're okay, right?" Ask Vanessa.
"No, baby, you go home. We meet tomorrow." Raesha muttered as she left Vanessa.
While walking towards her room, Raesha accidentally imagined a figure that was very disturbing to her.
"Riana?" Said Raesha who then searched the files on her desk.
Who's Riana? Why does he haunt me constantly. His smile and style of speaking seemed familiar. "The father is already engaged to Riana!", Fiancee?. Wasn't Vanessa the one I wanted to marry all this time, why did everyone ask Riana for me?.
Inadvertently Raesha pushes a pile of files that Vanessa ties together. Who's biodata for a second? Is there a company called "Riana Aurora" ?. Raesha took the biodata and read it.
On the sidelines of Raesha read a photo of Riana who fell with a letter writing.
This is the letter Vanessa wrote, why did she write the letter? Doesn't he hate letters like this? He deliberately opened the letter and read it.
Dear my luv boyfriend Hendra.
You know, I already managed to snatch Raesha from Riana. Relax soon I will marry Raesha and then kill her.
That way we can get married and enjoy the wealth of Raesha, because later her legacy will come down to me. We will go one step further to victory.
Riana managed to escape when she found out that Raesha and I were together, she thought that Raesha had betrayed her. Riana is stupid..
I honestly don't love this tall, stupid, old-fashioned guy. I just wanted to go after his treasure that's why I acted well in front of him and often threatened him if he wanted to break up with me.
I hope this stupid guy loses his memory to keep us fooling, Hendra I love you.
From Vanessa.
Raesha who read the contents of the letter then went black and wanted to destroy Vanessa but on the one hand her memory of Riana was re-formed.
"Fucking Vanessa!, it's true that the mastermind of all this isn't Riana but that woman. Stupidly I believe in that!" Raesha muttered all the stuff on her desk.
Riana I remember you, yes I remember! You're my future wife. I have to find you, I hope you're okay. Forgive your stupid future husband, I was wrong. After you meet, you can punish me.
Raesha immediately moves from her study to Steve's house to ask for clarity where Riana is and apologize for her abusive treatment. Vanessa, who returns to Raesha's office, is shocked to see that Raesha's workspace is falling apart and finds the letter she wrote to Hendra open.
"Groom the letter! I have to find Raesha." Vanessa.