
Zia was getting nauseous, as much as Zia could cover it up. Janu has not moved yet, the guy was even engrossed in staring around which looks increasingly crowded because the match will soon start. Zia kept saying in her heart that her nausea subsided, lest she vomit, it would be suspicious.
Zidan saw the Zia gelagat, Zidan tau Zia was holding back nausea, visible from the right hand that continues to stroke the stomach and forehead shrinking. Zidan memorized the habit.
Zidan quickly approached Zia and Janu. Zidan forced his seat in their midst, Janu who was shocked slightly shifted his seat and Zidan did not waste the opportunity by sitting tight between the two.
"Lo is called Galen, Nu." Zidan spoke while putting Atlansa's black jacket into Zia's lap and covering her own hand which was stroking Zia's flat stomach.
Janu stared strangely at Zidan, but he left because he was called by the chairman. After all, he and Zidan never got along. For your information, Janu is a member of Atlansa, but not the core. I don't know what makes them hate each other.
"Is it still nauseous?" ask Zidan when Janu has moved from his place. Zia gave a small nod, "Wouldn't you throw up?" zidan asked again and Zia shook her head in response.
Zia would not open her voice until her nausea subsided, she was afraid to vomit in the middle of this crowd. Zia closed her eyes feeling her stomach slowly feel comfortable again because of Zidan's rubbing. While Zidan was watching around, afraid that anyone would see his action. And Zidan was grateful as the two-headed girl stood before them. The girl stood her back to Zidan and Zia playing with her mobile phone.
Without Zidan realizing it was the girl who helped Zia at that time.
"The food is still, right?" zidan asked as Zia opened her eyes, Zia nodded and revealed the box that had been covered with a jacket.
The lunchbox was quite large because it contained rice, side dishes, snacks, and market cakes. They had already consulted Mother Dian about Zia's excessive vomiting. Mother Dian said that it could be because Zia ate too much at one time. To overcome this, it is recommended that Zia eat two hours once in portions little by little. After Zia applied it turned out to be true her nausea was reduced. That's what makes Zidan buy a large lunchbox to take to a school that contains a variety of things so that Zia does not get bored. The word bundanya is not what to eat a little as long as it is often.
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The game opens with chers from each school. Zia watched with Keyna, Zia was envious when the team of chers from her school performed. Especially at the time of the center throw that invites applause from the audience.
"Zia should be there," said Zia unconsciously, Keyna who heard it then rubbed Zia's shoulder.
"Why. A mother must always sacrifice for her child," said Keyna slowly, Keyna knows very well what Zia feels. He had experienced it first, even when he was very young.
Zia smiled forcefully hearing that. I don't think he's ready to see his position replaced by someone else.
"Udah don't think about it. Later if the baby is born can follow the chers again," said Keyna when seeing the unreality in the eyes of Zia.
Zia again smiled forcefully, she was not sure if she could still do the hobby. For her school next semester alone she's still confused. There is no way out, Zia's brain is basically plain and less smart, not able to think about the next step after completing the first semester in the eleventh grade, with a pregnancy like this.
For now she will only cover up her pregnancy from the school. Hopefully not until the end of the semester.
If when chers appear Zia who is envious. Different again when the basketball game began, now Zidan who felt what Zia previously felt.
The tall man was standing in the top of the stands with his hands tucked into his pants pocket. His gaze was toward the basketball court, but his mind was not. Bad thoughts would be present at a time like this, Zidan thought if the events of that night had not happened, had his father not driven him from home, and had Zia not been pregnant. Zidan must be on the court with his basketball jersey, dribbling the ball and putting it in the ring like he's watching right now.
Zidan felt his teenage years were forcibly taken away by the circumstances. Being forced to abandon his hobby. Roughly pulled by the universe to slam his bones for a bite of rice every day.
"Why. Zidan is strong." Zidan immediately turned his head to the side when he heard someone talking to him. His world seemed to stop when he found Ayra, the girl who controlled his heart, standing with a sweet smile full of meaning.
Ayra chuckled and then asked Zidan to sit down. Zidan said, after all, this is their first interaction after breaking up a few weeks ago.
"I-i'm sorry. I know why we ended up." Ayra's words suddenly made Zidan round his eyes in shock.
Ayra chuckled again. "Gue again tried to mahamin everything. I'm trying again. I hope you do too" said Ayra with eyes that had condensed.
Zidan was still speechless, he was still at a loss as to what sentence he would say. Pardon you? It no longer seems useful for now.
"You-you know where you're from?" ask Zidan. They should erase my word you in their conversation.
"Lo forgot who I was?" ayra said with her smirk smile. Zidan replied with a different smile. Awkward smile.
Why Zidan forgot one important fact. Ayra will not be easily lied to, the girl is the younger sister of the head of Atlansa before Galen, Deva. There must have been many Bang Deva people who guarded and spied on Ayra from afar, including those closest to Ayra, especially her.
"Gue doesn't know what to say" Zidan said, shaking his head.
Ayra circulated her gaze throughout the audience, then her eyes found her two best friends in the stands across the field. "So he's fine. He needs you, and you need him, too. Your son needs you both."
Zidan was still silent with the same gaze as Ayra, leading to Zia who was again eating.
"Lo know everything?"
"Ngga all. But I know, even some things you don't know," Ayra replied with a view still pointing in the same direction. The girl smiled as she saw Zia chewing so voraciously regardless of the bustling surroundings. He missed his innocent friend.
"I'm sorry" Zidan said without knowing his purpose.
"Lo is not wrong. Zia also hinged," Ayra replied directly.
"Lo can't go back with us?" asked Zidan after a few seconds of silence. Ayra shook her head while smiling.
"Then everything is safe. I must be back," said Ayra then leave in a hurry.
Zia was busy chewing, but her gaze occasionally led to Zidan and Ayra. As Ayra or Zidan stared at him, he would turn his gaze away.
There is fear in Zia now. Zia was afraid that Zidan would return to Ayra and leave her. However, Zia again convinced herself with a reference to Zidan's responsibility is so great. Zia is fine if there is no love between the two. After all, they can still live together all this time even if only armed with responsibility.
Can Zia be selfish this time? Think Zidan is his. But Zia is still Zia, she still feels guilty for Ayra, if they get back together, Zia will...
Uh! I don't know what Zia will do after this. Zia chose to eat only so that the baby grew healthy.