
After being hospitalized for a week after a coma. The Damar family took Damar home. But after a week later, they decided to bring Damar back to Bandung.
"Zinc, Mar! like Mom and Dad, you can't stay here any longer. So .... Father and Mother decided to bring Damar back to Bandung. So that I can take care of all her there." Said Damar's mother.
"Yes Mar! so that we can monitor you at all times, too" said Dad Damar.
"The room is coming, sir! anyway here too would just be Lana's burden." Tukas Damar sounded like he had no spirit and no hope.
"But Ma'am .... Lana can still take care of A Damar koq! Lana's willing to quit college if it's necessary" Allana said.
"Until when?" ask Damar pessimist. "You should stay in college, baby!" lirih Damar.
"Darling ...."
"I'll still go with Mom to Bandung." sidelines Damar quickly. Allana can only breathe.
The more days, Damar is changing. Allana felt she had started not knowing Damar. He was often angry without reason. He was cold and everything was always wrong. But Allana tried to understand the change in the nature of Damar because of his current circumstances.
"Already! no arguing. Neng took a leave of absence from college, or just moved his college to Bandung." Bid his mother Damar to Allana.
"Lana hasn't been on college leave yet! how about it, Mom, Lana will think back." Reply Allana.
"Atau ... You don't need to come with us to Bandung. You just continue your studies here, later if I'm cured, I'll come back here." Say Damar in a cold tone.
"Lana doesn't want to! Lana wants to take care of A'a. Lana wants to be a dutiful wife to you, baby!" allana said by stroking Damar's hand.
"Geeh! be devoted to a disabled husband and no longer have his functions! won't you be bored?" ask Damar cynically.
"Of course not! I will never get bored with my husband, the one I love." Say Allana steadily.
"I'm not sure!" Damar said with ketus. He runs his wheelchair towards the room.
Allana's heart actually felt squeezed very strongly. Yet he tried to calm down in the face of his scathing word Damar. Damar's father just shook his head, looking at his son's behavior.
"I'm sorry your husband Neng! I am very grateful to you who have been able to understand him. This is what I'm afraid of if Mom comes home and just leaves you two at home" said her mother Damar gently by stroking Allana's head.
"Lana has forgiven her and Lana understands A Damar's current state, Mom!" allana said with a smile but her eyes looked teary.
***
Two days later,
Now Allana and Damar have been in the house of his parents Damar. Allana and Damar just arrived a few hours ago. Damar's cousin who was a doctor had seen and seen Damar's condition.
Damar's cousin suggested that Damar seek treatment abroad, as did the doctor who treated Damar. He also suggested that Damar do treatment abroad.
"Mar Rest there, invite Lana to Rest as well, pity Lana is also tired, from earlier accompany you to receive guests who visit you," asked her Mother Damar.
From when Damar arrived. Relatives and friends came to visit Damar.
"Yes Mom! come on, baby, let's go to the room" Allana nodded, after saying goodbye to Damar's mother, they went into Damar's room.
"His new mattress is A?" allana asked, when she had entered the room Damar and he immediately sat on the side of the bed.
"Hehe yes, I asked to be changed, along with the bed. Afraid of collapsing again." Allana saw Damar curl up. The light laughter that Allana missed from a few days ago.
"Well the atmosphere here turns out, brings positive things. Just look at A Damar laughing," Inner Allana.
"Mrs ..... !"
"Am, yes dear," Allana was surprised and aghast from her daydreams, when Damar with his wheelchair, suddenly in front of Allana and was holding her hand.
"Neng is not willing to test the new mattress, with a wrestling game on top of it?" asked Damar with a seductive smile.
"Diamat! A'a, Lana's shy!"
"What's? wanna?"
"Shame!"
"Oooh want!"
"Ikh A'a!" Allana Manyun percis in front of Damar.
The cup!
One kiss landed on the lips of Allana who was being lascivious.
"Ikh A'a flirty."
"Aahaha! flirtatious with you, is it forbidden?" Damar laughed.
"Yes no! A'a want?" Allana winks her eyes.
"Want to test a new mattress and bed?" ask Damar pura not understand.
Allana nodded clumsily. "Hu'um."
"That's so!" replied Damar loudly.
"Darling, slow down. If anyone hears how?" Allana frowning. Damar.
"It's okay! I'll be excited at least." Damar laughed again.
"Gee!"
"Quick Neng. Long time! even get me to argue."
"Young! koq is a flirtatious A'a. Her flirtatious specialist is quite me," Allana joked.
"Oh, sorry help start. Maybe too much medication. Let it! understandably it's been a long time also not change the oil." lick Damar.
They laughed and Allana immediately helped Damar up to the bed. In the end, that afternoon they tried to vent affection, melt each other and complete taste and despair, channeling long-shackled longing from the moment of the accident.
"Sorry Neng! A'a tried! will but still can not." said Damar full of regrets.
"It's okay A! tonight we try to go back, Lana doesn't mind koq. Even happy! come on, baby, stay up." Allana hugged Damar.
"Good Neng! yuk's shower!" Damar smiled blandly.
"Alright, better take a shower, let's help Lana," Allana again helps Damar to sit in his wheelchair. They intend to take a bath after the struggle of testing a new mattress, but did not manage to fight.
***
Next day.
Damar looks moody from the moment he woke up and prayed at dawn. Allana who saw Damar was not as happy as yesterday, she was worried.
Supposedly, today Allana revealed about her pregnancy. But the intention was again he paused, seeing Damar's temperament again deteriorated.
"Darling! Koq's tea isn't in the drink?" allana asked, she tried to approach Damar and gently stroked his shoulder.
"Later!" answer Damar briefly, in a flat tone.
"When later? cold hunt's there, baby." Said Allana, he intended to reach for the glass in front of Damar.
"Wild! I'm not having a taste for drinking or eating" Damar said in a cold manner.
"But, dear ....,"
"Enough! out you!" ketus Damar's.
"No! I want to stay here" Allana said timidly.
"Aaaarrggghh, go!" Damar yelling. prang! the glass in front of Damar fell to the floor, because when Damar shouted his hand swept the glass.
"A'a please don't be like this. Lana will stay here. Accompany you." Allana said in tears.
"Stupid you! why do you insist on accompanying people who are no longer useful.You know? I'm paralyzed and right now I don't have a job, of course, there's no future for you! you also just found out, if the fact I also experienced orgasmic weakness. Ahahahaha, miris. So ... what else do you expect from me. I have failed and no longer deserve to be called a husband, Allana." said Damar, he spoke like a sane person.
"You haven't failed A! we're going to get you treatment, baby," Allana tried to persuade Damar.
"Get out!" Jerky Damar. Allana's heart ached. Allana could only cry.
"Dear istighfar! I don't mind your current situation."
"I said get out!" prangs! prangs! this time the plate contained toast and a glass filled with water that fell because Damar's hand hit him.
"Aaaagghhh!" Allana covered her ears, she sat down near the door. Damar is like an evil.
From last night Damar again lost his cheer. Since the test of a new mattress for the Second time, namely making out with Allana, when the end of Damar's passion is dusty but it turns out his tool Damar does not work. Yes Damar experienced imp*tension or erectile weakness. That is the least Damar accepts right now.
Allana has tried many times, but until she was tired, Damar's desire even weakened.
"Mara! Lana! what's the matter?" Damar's mother who was in the kitchen immediately approached them when she heard the commotion from inside the room.
"A Damar Ma'am!" Allana got up from her seat in a hurry and immediately hugged her mother Damar.
"Call Arwan home from his job Mom! Ask Arwan to take Allana back to Jakarta this afternoon!" Damar Pinta. His gaze led to a green expanse of rice fields that looked like a painting from the window glass of his room.
"But Mar!"
"Please room! Allana has to go back to Jakarta! he must earn his bachelor's degree and he must achieve his future well."
"No A! Lana doesn't want to go back to Jakarta. A'a is the future of Lana." said Allana with the situation still sobbing.
"There is no future for me! someone who has lost hope." said Damar.
"No! You are my real future. There is always hope behind the prayers of every human being to the Khaliq," Allana said still in her cry.
"Go! right now I'm just a burden, not the future."
"I still don't want to go and leave you in this kind of slump." Said Allana.
"Done your stuff! help, baby! don't make me angry." Damar spoke more gently, he turned his wheelchair around and faced towards Allana.
Allana half ran to Damar, sitting in front of Damar. His hand was holding Damar's hand. His gaze was full of supplication and hope.
Her mother Damar was silent. He was confused to persuade Damar in what way.
"Darling! then .... How about your promise to Mama? You lied! you said you'd protect me, you'd love me!" shaking the roaring cry of Allana, he lays his head in Damar's lap.
"Sorry! I made my promise! I've taken care of you and right now I can't take care of myself, then ... how do I look after you!" lirih Damar.
"Go home! go back to our house, live your life well there! I'll keep supporting you as much as I can!" Damar closed his eyes for a moment.
"I'll come back to see you, when I'm ready to recover, at least better than this. That's my promise!"
"Hiks! Evil a'a! I hate A'a!" Allana got up and stood up. Then he walked back slowly.
Allana looked at Damar with giddiness, he came out of the room with increasingly heavy cries and he ran out of the house. Eating her Mama was Allana's final destination.
"Miss! Where's neng going?"
"Let her Mom! Damar was sure, he went to the tomb of Almarhumah Vianny." prevent Damar to his mother who was about to pursue Allana, with a tone of voice vibrating to hold back the cry. His mother Damar sighed heavily and then he approached Damar.
After Allana left the room, tears broke. Damar who looks stiff and cold in front of Allana is just a pretense.
"I'm sorry Lana! forgive me my darling! Mother .... Damar couldn't! Damar is not strong if you have to part with Lana. Bad Damar ma'am! but if Damar does not do this, then Allana's future will be bleak. Damar just wants to bring Allana in happiness not this kind of suffering."
Damar. Her mother Damar was only able to hug Damar by crying. Crying broke out from both of them.
Not long after their cries subsided, Damar called Arwan, to pick up Allana at Vianny's grave and after her Arwan was asked to take Allana home to Jakarta.
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