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It's ten o'clock at night.
Anis was still sitting on a sofa in the guest room, himself confused about what to do.
Since then, they haven't spoken at all.
They even had dinner in turn in the kitchen.
For some reason, Annis became more afraid to talk when they were living together like now.
Same with Nata.
At first he thought, by staying together he would be able to freely lecture Anis, but now they were in a very awkward situation.
Moreover, Anis had indeed changed when she talked about her father.
Nata was still in the guest room, after performing the prayer earlier.
While Anis has been sitting there since after praying isya in their bedroom.
He still hadn't bought a cell phone, and made it like a freak sitting alone doing nothing.
Tired of her position, she laid her body on the sofa while hugging a heart-shaped pillow over her.
His mind flew back to the ground.
There he can fall asleep while he is on the bed.
And when it was hard to sleep, she could sneak into her sisters' room and read them a fairy tale all night.
But now, he felt everything changed, he had already lived away from the orphanage, also had to be away from Umi Sarrah and Nita who always made him dare to talk loosely.
He can't blame anyone.
Because he feels his life has been outlined for like that.
...*...
Time continued to run, until the wall clock above Anis' head showed at 11;30pm.
Anis could not fall asleep there, she kept changing her position, but still her eyes could not be closed.
Nata who was in the guest room was the same, ever since he only played his phone even though there was nothing interesting.
He waited for Anis to enter the room, but his wife was not also seen passing through the guest room which was not far from where Anis was sitting.
As the night grew late, Nata finally ventured out and called Anis into the room.
Anis immediately got up and sat down as Nata stood on the threshold of the door separating the living room with the back room.
..."Let's go in the room..."...
..."Would I sleep in the guest room, sir?"...
..."Why?"...
..."I'm afraid to disturb you..."...
..."But a month ago we were used to sleeping together..."...
..."That's because Abi's home..."...
..."Meaning you?"...
..."I actually want to sleep somewhere else, but since there's Abi and Umi, I'm afraid..."...
..."So now?"...
..."I want to sleep in the guest room, sir..."...
..."I-yes, but why do I have to be like that?" Nata....
..."Sir, I know you don't like me, I also know yesterday you also had to sleep with me, so now I just want to sleep apart..."...
..."Anise..."...
..."Why sir?"...
..."You want me to behave how?"...
..."What else, sir?"...
..."Anis, don't confuse me..."...
..."I just want to sleep by myself, sir..."...
..."Anis, please stop calling me with you, we've agreed not to use that call again..."...
^^^"Yes bang, if I want to sleep first yes..."^^^
Nata held Anis' arm.
..."Brother, don't make me angry..."...
..."Are you the one who made me angry?"...
..."Why brother?"...
..."I told you to myself, I'll try to accept you, so please don't do anything weird, if you want to be accepted quickly..."...
..."Tonight, I'm going to sleep alone..."...
..."No.no..."...
Nata pulls Anis arm towards their master room.
..."Last brother..."...
..."No.no..."...
..."Baang..."...
..."Sleep here..."...
..."Please don't be weird, a month ago you can still talk even without being told, why now can't even say anything?"...
..."You think we're married to play games, you think I'm not a normal guy who can do nothing when we sleep together..."...
..."I can take care of you until now because I don't want to do something just because of lust..."...
..."Don't let you think I don't dare touch you because I'm not normal."...
..."I'm just trying to accept you again, I'm trying to fall in love with you, I'm trying to be the husband you deserve..."...
..."Wh-sorry..."...
..."I'm really sorry if I spoke out loud, I'm sorry for talking so much, now you sleep here, I sleep in the guest room..."...
Nata involuntarily continued to speak, and still intended to continue his words if only Anis did not move her hand to wipe away her already unstoppable tears.
Nata immediately left Anis for the guest room and laid her body down hard there.
Anis was still wiping away her remaining tears, she did not expect to let herself cry just like that in front of Nata.
As his head began to feel heavy, he tried to sleep alone, though fear now returned to cover him.
He finally fell asleep after he was busy fighting with the contents of his own head.
Nata was in the front room.
...*...
At 04;40 Nata woke up as usual.
Waking up like that has become a habit since he entered adolescence.
Despite having performed the night prayer in two nights, he still woke up at dawn as usual.
He rubbed his face and scratched his head, because he was still upset at himself which had made Anis drop her tears.
She was afraid that Anis would get angry and swear at her no-no.
After feeling better, he headed to the bathroom to pick up ablution and prepared for the mosque which was not far from his home.
Her brother never chose the house, she thought.
Because even though it is not so crowded, but still very close to their house of worship.
He did not dare to wake Anis, fearing that the girl would still be angry and instead swearing at him.
He immediately got out of the house and locked it from the outside.
...*...
At 05;30, Annis woke up and went straight to the bathroom, because it was too late to perform dawn worship.
He was afraid that Nata would show up and scold him.
Without realizing Nata has not returned from the mosque.
After he finished, he made his bed and headed for the kitchen.
There's nothing there.
Just some instant noodles and eggs in the closet.
The refrigerator there was not used.
...Last night had eaten noodles, now eating noodles again...Murmured alone....
Today he had to shop, but they did not know the location of the market that sold vegetables.
He was still standing in confusion in front of the stove when Nata entered the house and greeted him.
..."Waalaikum..." Answer Anis slowly....
Nata who went straight to the kitchen, looked at Anis who was fondling two packs of instant noodles in his hand.
Anis who like forgetting the incident last night, immediately asked Nata.
..."From Masjid?"...
..."Uh...Oh i-yeah..." Nata replied with a stutter....
..."We have to shop, there's nothing to cook here, other than this noodle again..."...
..."Oh yeah..want to go now?"...
..."Later, it's still early in the morning..."...
..."Yeah, I'll change clothes first..."...
Nata leaves Anis who finally cooks water to make coffee.
Nata back to kedapur.
Anis made coffee for him.
..."Anis, I'm sorry..."...
..."No papa bang, I also apologize if my attitude makes my brother angry..."...
..."Why do you always change like this?"...
..."Don't know bang..."...
..."You always confuse others..."...
..."Sorry bang..."...
Anis leaves Nata, not wanting Nata to continue discussing something that makes her dizzy.
He himself also does not easily understand his feelings, he is used to such circumstances, today he can cry great, tomorrow he can laugh again.
He's been like that since his father's departure, as well since being left behind by his mother, he can barely understand what exactly he wants.
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