Married Om My Beloved

Kaivan Story

After returning home from the meeting, and immediately clean up, now Archie and Kaivan sit on the balcony of the hotel room while enjoying a cup of coffee facilitated by the hotel, of course.

The two sat without any conversation. Kaivan looked at Archie who he could feel was confused and awkward.

"Because I said love to you, you're being awkward like this?" Kaivan asked and sipped his coffee.

"Hum?" Archie looked surprised, she immediately shook her head to answer the question from her husband.

"It's not that, Mom. I was just wondering, is that expression of feeling real?" Ask Archie hesitantly.

Kaivan chuckled, he put the coffee cup in his hand and then clasped his wife's hand.

"I know you must be hesitant, considering my attitude has not shown that I love you. But Archie, believe me that I'm really in love with you." Kaivan answered honestly and sincerely.

Archie looked into her husband's eyes. "Since when?" Ask Archie nervously.

"A long before you knew me maybe, at that time you were Aditya's lover." Kaivan replied and then chuckled.

"Funny right? You came to my sister's house and introduced yourself as Aditya's lover, but I instead fell in love with you the first time I saw." Kaivan added.

Archie took a breath and swallowed a lump of saliva, he did not expect if a cold and talkative figure like Kaivan fell in love with him.

"So when you're willing to marry me, it's not because you're forced to?" Asked Archie in a voice that grew quieter.

"Of course not, I married you because I love you, Archie. Moreover, I will not let this kind and beautiful girl grieve for her lover's betrayal." Kaivan answered and rubbed his wife's cheek.

"Even if I don't know if you're happy or not right now, I will always try to make you happy." Say Kaivan again solemnly.

"I'm happy, Mas. As long as we are married, I am happy. Even though you're being cold, you hurt me sometimes." Archie lowered his head.

Kaivan was stunned, what he expected turned out to be true if Archie was hurt by his cold and indifferent attitude.

"It's cold and cuckold as if asking me to realize that I can't love me." Reveal Archie again.

Kaivan quickly approached, he hugged his wife's tiny body and he rubbed his back in a gentle gesture.

Don't forget Kaivan landed a kiss on his forehead.

"I'm sorry, but I have a reason. That reason is also what I want to tell you everything is the same as you." Say Kaivan softly.

Archie let go of his embrace. "Then tell me, Mas. Tell me and make me even more sure that you love me." Pinta Archie with teary eyes.

Kaivan took a deep breath and threw it away. Although it feels heavy for him to tell stories, but today Archie should know about the condition, and his past.

"I have a mental disorder, Archie. Borderline Personality Disorders. It's this disorder that makes me unable to control my emotions." Said Kaivan calmly.

"When I'm emotional and I fail to control it, I'm going to take rude action on my partner." Kaivan continued and sighed.

Kaivan turned his head, looking at his wife who was listening quietly.

"Maybe you told me that I almost killed people. Don't you?" Kaivan asked, and Archie answered him with a nod of his head.

"That's right, I almost obliterated a girl just because of emotions. My possessive attitude made me unable to bear the anger when anyone touched it." Kaivan clear.

"What did you do to him?" Ask Archie doubtfully.

"So he hugged his boyfriend, it was just a form of happiness to win the race, but I was so angry and vent my anger on him." Kaivan answered with a clenched hand.

"I committed physical violence until the girl was nearly killed if I was unconscious. The girl left me, she hated me." Kaivan pressed his two eyes with his fingers, preventing the uninvited tears from coming.

"Mas ..." call Archie gently.

Archie held Kaivan's fist and untied it, then the girl pulled her husband's slightly tensed body into his arms.

"Enough, Mom. It's enough of a story if you feel hurt." Archie said softly.

"No, Archie. I'll tell you everything, I want you to know about me without anything I'm hiding." Kaivan was still in his wife's arms.

Archie let go of her embrace, then rubbed her husband's firm jaw and nodded.

"Well, I can continue the story. I'll hear it." Says Archie softly.

"Since that incident, I was really frustrated that I almost killed myself if my mom didn't come. I loved my past so much, but because of my attitude he finally chose to leave." Kaivan said back to the story.

"Nisa, right, Mas?" Asked Archie and Kaivan nodded his head in doubt.

"How do you know?" Kaivan asked confusedly.

"When I slept, I once said his name. I think he's a lover now, but it's not." Answer Archie.

Kaivan held both of his wife's hands. "I didn't fall in love after Nisa left, even though I was in a relationship with a girl several times even though the final was a breakup." Kaivan.

"Until I finally meet you, my heart is again churned as if your presence has torn down my long-standing defensive wall." Again, Kaivan spoke again.

Archie took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.

"If love is with me, why is my attitude cold and indifferent?" Ask Archie at the end.

"Because I'm afraid you're leaving me, Archie. I don't want it to happen again." Answer Kaivan.

"My cold and indifferent attitude is one attempt not to be possessive with you. I don't want to if I'm going to put you on edge because once I say that you have me, then there's no other person's chance to touch it." Kaivan added with an increasingly tight grip.

Kaivan lowered his head, dropped his forehead into Archie's lap then slowly slumped down.

"I'm afraid you're leaving because of my attitude, I'm afraid that one day you'll do the same thing as Nisa, contact with another man even if it's just a friend and it ends I can't resist emotions." Lirih Kaivan with eyes focused on his wife.

"I'm so scared, I'm not ready if you also have to leave me." Kaivan extended his hand, rubbing his wife's cheek.

Archie really listened to her husband well. It turns out that behind the cold and indifferent attitude, there is such a big reason.

Kaivan did not want himself to feel constrained, because as the man said if once said that he was his, then it was his final. No one touches Archie.

"Mas." Call Archie gently.

Kaivan replied by looking at his wife.

"I'll never leave you, and I'll always try to keep your emotions in check." Say Archie with confidence.

"Thank you for loving me." Archie said again then looked down and hugged her husband.

"I'm really lucky to have you, Archie. I love you." Kaivan kissed his wife's forehead.

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