
"Miss! I know I'm wrong I'm sorry, mas sorry." Mas Ibra lowered his arms touching both of my shoulders.
"You go, I get it too! This marriage is not as I expected mas Ibra did not want this marriage I already understand I gave up mas." both my hands rubbed into the face of my tears flowed more and more my heart was tight.
"I'm sorry, Neng. I'm selfish because I'm not honest with you, please forgive me, yeah." Mas Ibra hugged me tightly with a cozy warm embrace that I thought smelled her scent made me not want to take it off. But this heart is so sick considering maslaahky with mas Ibra.
"We should go back to Kasian bi Enah alone, the mother's father will again to Sumedang."
"I don't want to go home, I want you to go home alone." I was about to continue my sleep but Ibra hugged me again.
"Let's go home and apologize for being wrong." Mas Ibra said that I also did not have the heart, but I did not want to believe him that quickly.
"I'll be home by myself tomorrow, I'll take the bike." My ketus let go of my cousin's embrace and then stepped into the bed.
"Let's the Mang Maman who brought your bike, you come with me. Or just stay here please Neng."
Cup...
I was still sitting quietly after what he had done before, Ibra ended it just like that, then took home the right thing.
"Yuk keburu dalam. I've permission with mom and grandpa to pick you up." My eyes were round from when he asked for permission to tell me here, mama. Oh I know why Ibra's here anyway just to pick him up?
"I don't want to go home!" I pulled the blanket over my body.
"Still angry and unwilling to forgive your beloved husband?" I wish I would re-open the blanket staring cynically at this cousin of mine and say.
"Yes I'm angry, I take it as hard as you, I have no meaning in your eyes I'm not important in your life." Since when I became a father like this I have shrunk my eyes.
Suddenly mas attacked my lips again my lips in the back of his silence mas Ibra then oppressed me roughly the struggle of the lips getting bigger I even responded and enjoyed it a long time ago kiss thought to be soft while Ibra guided this kiss very carefully I charmed my heart pounding there was a strange gallion in this body. Mas Ibra ended this kiss, hugging me dearly. I'm so Mak my face seems to be flushed I bow my head in embarrassment.
Mas Ibra just chuckled I was sulking but he did not know where my cousin and husband knew I was at home.
"You want a sling?" inquiring. "You." in my heart said
"No." I pretended to sell expensive.
"No, no?" god again. Allahu I don't know from where tonight I want to bite him completely tamvan once my husband.
Finally I gave up and got up to prepare to go home with Ibra before I stepped into the bathroom inside he whispered.
"We continue at home." I frowned amusedly, what the heck my cousin I ran to the bathroom in shame my heart blossomed what this feeling was whether I began to love my husband, there are feelings I cannot express. When I came out of the bathroom, Ibra was sitting and playing with her phone when I came, she put her phone in the suit she was still wearing and smiled.
"Let off now?" I nodded because I had changed clothes earlier in the bathroom we also went out of the room to say goodbye to Mama and Grandpa.
"Well Inge, where's Grandpa going to go home?"
"At the mosque again pak pakulan father." without glancing at me mama opened his favorite Ewer-ewer magazine.
"Well, we say yes! greetings to grandfather and this is for Mama." mas Ibra handed the brown envelope to Mama.
"Well what the hell is this, son?" Mama took from my mother's hand politely.
"A little windfall for Mama from Ibra and Inge." Ibra's smile towards me I nodded my head back and smiled.
"Mama's sister does not want to accept, Mama still has savings from the business of Catering Mama thank God yesterday also many messages so this does not need to make your savings just yeah." Mama handed him over again on the table.
"Ma... Accept yeah! mas Ibra and Inge sincerely love Mama. and this is another one from Inge for grandfather to say hello to Inge and mas Ibra for grandfather.when did I and mas Ibra stop by here again."
"But son... "
"Well.if you refuse ksmi will never come back here again" I frown and pretend to be angry so that Mama will accept our money.
"Alright, thank you very much dear.may you soon be in love momongan well! Mama's really taking care of the baby." Mama smilingly rubbed the shoots of my head alternately with mas Ibra.
"We say thank you, Assalamualaikum" I said at the same time.
"Be careful to bring the car.
The waalaikumsalam." Replied our mother also left the residence Mama my motorbike I did not bring the word mas later mang Maman who will take it, Mama said, in the car we were silent to each other while Ibra focused in front of him occasionally through me but I do not mind him I still think why I was so easy to melt him did mas Ibra use a kind of pellet so I obey him? Astaghfirullah Inge you do not suudzon I pat my head slowly that I realize that Ibra opened the question.
"Where are you going to eat Neng?"
"Whatever."
"Fast food restaurant?"
"Can."
"Seriously so? or do you want a Seafood restaurant?"
"It's up to me to stay away again. later I run away again."
Mas Ibra chuckled at this tiny nose of mine. I don't know tonight my cousin was tamvan once anyway.
"Don't look forward to having a crush!"
"What the hell geer, but the same husband himself is okay what time."
"Can't do it!"
"Why can't you? oh yea! Inge forgets Ibra, right, dear Inge is just a little sister is not more is it mas?"
"That's you know." There is a pain in the chest really right Ibra just toying with me.
"But boong!" His words were broken by oath For whatever sake Ibra mas tonight is really tamvan with a crisp laugh my face reddened with shame.
"It's so bad."
"But you like it. yuk has to eat here or take the way?"
"Eat here."
"okay! you pick a place where you want what?"
"Just like you are."
"I don't eat, baby."
Degh's! dear. Inge's heart flowered and saw my face blushing, right, while mas Ibra ordered the food to the cashier I sat not too corner the atmosphere is not too rame nor too quiet ordinary course maybe because it wanted the night.
"This is what it means, oh yeah! You don't eat soda for the sake of soda." I nodded my head when I opened the mineral water as I ate it greedily because I had not eaten much today.
"Finished hayu mas come home I'm sleepy mas." I gulped the leftover food in my mouth with tissue and then got up to the sink to wash my hands.
"Highly laper huh?" I nodded, I was very hungry heheh.
"Takeway for Bi Enah. don't forget to bring yah yang." I blushed to hear my cousin's sweet words.Kok more and more vibrated when the beautiful call from my mamas.
"See your clothes are still there old yah yang?" I just kept quiet because of Ibra's very intimate call.
"The clothes that love the same Mother have not been done, maybe tomorrow mas." I forgot the new clothes.
"It doesn't matter, if you say less, then buy more and more, oh yes! later deh the same recommendation Mother just so that it is more beautiful to buy hijab also well."
"Well that fast, yeah." Decakku is okay, but I am not used to it later I will try to who knows by dressing like that mas more like me.
"You've become the responsibility of mas loh now so mas must be educated you also, must be good at keeping the letter you're married to me."
"Alright. it's up to Inge said mas only if it's better. But at work Inge is forbidden to wear a big hijab mas." I hesitated to say this fearing that my husband would be offended.
"Yas has resigned mas also able to pay you a living." While getting into the car shortly the car that Mas Ibra brought had slid on the highway with focus I still think how to not stop work I actually still want to work to be a woman mandiri does not rely on the salary of the husband but I think again the nature of a wife must be manut same husband.
"Where will it go." I'm still weighing but it's true also said mas Ibra what's wrong I quit work and focus on managing the household, mguran, keep the same mom Grandpa how they do not ask but I as a fan child a devoted grandson they have to give something or some of my hajaj.
"If I don't work, Mom..."
"Don't worry about the responsibilities of Mama and Grandpa."
"But mas... "
"No rejection, baby! take it easy, don't worry, Dad." I stroked the tip of my head sincerely.
Silent...
It didn't take long for us to arrive and I saw my bike parked in the garage, my husband kept his promise, I thought I wouldn't be brought here again. I saw that Enah opened the door for us.
"Den Mas just called from the hospital." Bi Enah conveyed awkwardly because of my whereabouts I glanced at my husband tailing him. Ibra scrunched up whose forehead? that's what I'm guessing.
"He said that Rini was critical again and asked to go there if the mas was already there." My mood went down and got upset.
"I went to the room first mas." I said flatly again the woman always disturbed the moment of togetherness of our household, the, do not see the condition of my relationship with Ibra mas just improved me as in thrown back to the dirtiest land after being taken flying into the world of happiness.
"Oh yeah! this is for aunty don't forget to eat yah!" Without glancing at my cousin I continued my steps I would love to curse why the hell the shot always bothers Ibra mas.
"Dear don't be mad I won't leave you're more important than him." Mas Ibra followed me up.
"It's good that you don't leave afraid to go quietly, so Inge's money will come home."
"My wife is jealous" she said as if nothing had happened.
"Whoever is jealous isn't yah." I passed by as I was about to go to the bathroom and Ibra continued to stand there.
"But I'm glad you're jealous.that means you've also started to love your tamvan cousin."
"Geer once you."
"Yes dong has to! where are eitsss going?" Mas Ibra prevents me from touching my waist with a friendly I can not be angry if it is like this.
"Bring." when I pretend to be angry.
"Evenings are not good." tomorrow just take a shower with me well Ibra raised his eyebrows above the air.
"Solar mas." I said scowling.
"Jaudah we're angry with yuk." then Mas Ibra really carried me up to sleep tonight anyway should? not later on my mind I have to be sure first of all to my cousin so as not to feel sorry in the future.
"Mas I'm not ready yet." I looked at the maniknya and begged not to do it now.
"Well!" there was a disappointed look on his face.
"Sorry." I said.
"How about a shower?" creepy often.
"What the hell did I do first..." I got up and walked into the bathroom in shame.
"Bareng aja Sunnah.don't forget this Friday night loh sin nolak husband" he said while knocking on the bathroom door that I disah key from the inside.
"Massss's on Friday night next time." I cried I chuckle I know you've asked me for your rights but later I'll see you now I still need faith in my heart.
"Let's dong darling, I promise you won't be rude." The man continued to pray I continued my bathing activities no longer to hear the sound of Ibra mas, he said, it didn't take long because this night I took a shower just as I saw Ibra sitting on the edge of the bed playing with her phone.
"Here it is." I've been wide-eyed since when my husband was that hotheaded I laughed in my heart but was glad to hear it too, I approached him who had been agitated about what it was called a desire that restrained Inge remember your husband is asking for your rights and you should not reject it my mind screams.
"Well, doesn't it hurt?" my question is obviously not a question just my reason for Ibra to feel sorry for me.
"The promise will be slow and quiet." I pursed my lips playing short nails on my fingers in doubt I was nervous.
"Don't be afraid baby, I'm not a bad person if I'm not ready okelah I won't make maksa mas Ibra rise to get out of the room there is a look of disappointment on his face because I refused his request.
"Mas wait!" I hugged her from behind close my arms and inhaled the smell of tm perfume mixed with sweat but fragrant.
"I won't make it, dry your hair before going to bed." Mas Ibra let go of my embrace I felt disappointed I also saw the disappointed look mas Ibra maybe this disappointed feeling also that mas Ibra felt. I followed her to the workspace mas Ibra during the marriage of more than two weeks I just knew the room next to the family room upstairs was a private room mas Ibra there is also a bathroom and a place we slept not as big as in our room.
Mas Ibra went into the bathroom without seeing me I knew Ibra must be angry, it's your fault Inge Karen rejected your husband's wishes your sins Inge sins. The words always ring in my ears until Ibra comes out I do not realize the bath kimono I wear now makes Ibra stupefied and this wet hair makes me look sexy. Mas Ibra gave me a towel to dry my half wet hair.
"This is dry out this quickly sleep." he said flat.
"Mas sorryin Inge, Inge was wrong to reject the desire mas but mas have to promise not to be rude well." I sobbed in the arms of Ibra and she nodded and we returned to our master room.
Mas Ibra kept his promise we did the husband and wife ritual for the first time, because the ibra mas cradle was very happy I did not feel sore and I continued to enjoy all the touch mas Ibra. We made a conscious unification of Ibra so gallant, after reaching the top we fell asleep. At dawn before we continue the hot activity until several times after tired we stop and shower together.
After taking a bath we held a solemn congregation service, in prayer I asked that this marriage is fine without any obstacles.
"May our households always be harmonious yah yang," mas Ibra kissed my forehead friendly."Thank you for giving me the right." I really blushed and then we hugged tightly.
"Duh abis is shampooing!" said mother cengengesan, loh mother why was already in the kitchen anyway early in the morning blind, duh more embarrassed dong I this my face is like a boiled crab I smiled shyly.
"Mother has been home, since when?" I immediately joined to help Mother I saw that Enah also blushed to see my wet hair.
"Have you entered the goal yet?" Mother chuckled at me who was getting embarrassed.
"Well!"
"Make the mother a lot of grandchildren let this house rame ya." whispered, I was really embarrassed so from last night Mother had arrived why not hear my two in-laws to the house anyway be embarrassed Mama...
I nodded, not wanting to disappoint him, I have also decided to stop working to focus on taking care of the household, Ibra also offered that I open a business at home so that I am not lonely, he said or want to work with Mother but I rejecting actually mother no problem she happily accepted me only I refused because rather want to trouble them.
It has been two weeks since our relationship, I have not worked anymore especially I choose to take care of the house, Mother said also used to be a good and devoted housewife. but over time it gets bored. I took the initiative to open a cake business busy myself studying the latest menu and recipes I also often go to the bookstore to buy a menu book, especially hiring a chef in the field of cake to teach me, mas Ibra suggested that I take cooking lessons.
"Totally tired like that?"
"Not so, just lack of sleep how does it work?"
"Thank God be smooth thanks to the prayers of my wife certainly." while peeping my forehead friendly since the happy night incident we very often do it.
"Mas said mother, Grandma Hajj want to come?"
"Well! is she?"
"Heeum." I said languidly.
"Well, how come you're not happy, huh?" Hmmm so handsome my husband is I'm impassive.
"Not really, it's just that I'm not comfortable either mas."
"I'm not comfortable how does Ayang mean?" My heart feels there are butterflies flying because the affectionate call from the cousin means that Ibra has indeed received me with all her heart.
My face reddened dong blushed, I drowned my head on the sidelines of my husband's armpits spoiling with him.
"Heheh... My wife is ashamed why? hemm." While in the ciumi dong I his.
"Okay mas," Hahahaha you are very funny really gesin." I said while playing the nose pointed at Ibra.
"Mas according to Grandma Haji how is the person?"
"Well, why are you so scared." I felt fear until Ibra also felt my fear.
"Don't be afraid of just worrying, let alone going out of town again." I saw my moody, rubbed my hair with lembuti and kissed my forehead many times.
"Don't be afraid, Grandma is good just a little crewet.if you don't want to find Grandma go out of town how?"
"What then? not good dong new time so his daughter-in-law's granddaughter did not want to find, continue there that you do not focus on work later even want to ya friendly continue with me." Duh I said what the hell said that.
"That's tau. hahhaaa." Mas Ibra laughed off until the rows of white teeth were clearly visible.
"Iiihhh mas seriously I tuh." I said scowling.
"Will you come with me?"
"Hmmm many orders, I don't have the most expensive mas Enah who helps her get away with it if left behind." I complained while tidying my husband's hair.
"It means meeting Grandma Dong."
"Yes should be like," I said lethargicly.
"Do not be afraid, if Grandma is fierce, you just throw it out of here." umpteenth time Ibra was uprooted.
"Ihh very evil with Grandma herself."
"Kok said evil anyway, I'm not evil dong honey just give advice. Duh my wife is more beautiful well if it's that pout." Said gumbal.
"Yes evil I keep flirting." I'm pouting.
"Here's the hug." I pulled my body tighter.
"Don't want to sulk." while walking to the bathroom.
"Follow.." said Ibra chuckling.
Braakkkk.