
after 3 days of meeting today is my wedding day with Rafa...
I'm being makeuped by a mua artist....
"mba, mba very beautiful" said the mua
"ah can do it" I said smiling
when we were making up arrived...
"ay Allah Sania Rahma you are beautiful" said the brother of the destry
"ah kaka mah" I said embarrassed....
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before the event akad..we teach first. and ask for blessing so that all activities run smoothly...
it was time for me to sit down with Umi and Abi...
"umi, abi and kak gibran . Sania your son wants to ask for your blessing to continue and perfect the faith.with Rafael azfiqar kamil sanjaya so that both of us can continue the rest of our lives and age together... " said I was crying.....
everyone who attended the event said haru.
"well Sania we all bless you. and for future husband Sania... and grow old with you" said abi and umi
after the completion of the study then I began. before the ijab began... Rafa begins chanting the verse of Ar-Rahman...
after he finished chanting it. then the kobul ijab began...
"brother Rafa azfiqar kamil sanjaya. I marry you to my biological daughter named Sania Rahma Nuraulia with a set of prayer tools and Ar-Rahman letter in cash....
with a single blow the sacred promise was said....
after that I immediately went down with brother destry and elin who accompanied me
I sat down next to Rafael, and Rafa immediately put the ring together...
I immediately kissed her hand, and this was the first time Rafael kissed me on the forehead...
after that was the reception.all friends of friends came....
it was time for Rafa's ex-girlfriend to come and go straight up. When I got to the top...
" don't expect you to take Rafael's heart. The holy-spirited female "chris whispers in my ears.
after that he immediately came down. and brother destry and others also congratulated me....
the first photo after we change clothes....
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finally, the day began to night, and all the guests slowly came home....
after the party was over, we didn't go home right away.we stayed at the hotel first....
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when I got in the room... Rafa immediately passed away into the bathroom...
after Rafa came out, I just went in and took a shower...
I finished my bath and straightened my headscarf...
" hey fucking lady today you sleep on the couch don't expect you to sleep in bed with me" Rafa said
I can only nod and understand even if it is painful and difficult...
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when I saw the clock turned out to be in time for dawn prayer....
when I finished I woke Rafa up...
"mas woke up, mas" I said while shaking Rafa's body
"ahhh noiseless know you're there" said Rafa as he pushed me...
"mas but it's dawn" I said..
after that Rafa immediately got up and approached me. I immediately walked backwards...
"you heard I didn't want to pray and once again you disturbed my sleep" Rafa said, gripping my cheek and pushing me to the floor...
"astagfirullahalazim" said I cried
"is this the beginning of my suffering, O God" said I.
after that, I started to pray at dawn myself....