
I woke up in my sleep, I don't know what time it is. The last time I saw when I was going to sleep showed at 14:30 WIB. Just as I was about to get out of bed, I saw one hand tightly hugging my waist. It is certain that Bara who is deliberately taking a chance in narrowness. I let go of his hand, when I was about to stand up, just his embrace tighter.
What the hell is this kid doing? Hais.
“Bara, release ih! You're all right?!”
“Come, Brother. In a moment, I still want to hug Brother.” Spoiled talk.
Heleh, want to be pinned maybe his head.
“I haven't prayed, Bar.”
“Emang now what time, Brother?” I asked with my eyes still closed. But his hands were still wriggling spoiled hugging me.
“Jam 16.30 WIB.” My speech's flat.
“In the meantime, Brother. Five more minutes I'm off his arms.”
“No tolerance, let go now no? Or...” Hanging answers.
“Or what? Or is it that you want to kiss me? Yeah, just kiss now, I'm ready, Kak.” He said with a big smile and closed his eyes.
Who wants to call him? Pede is a child. Watch out!
“Or you can't sleep here anymore, you just sleep outside on the carpet.” Threatened me.
“Telega is a Wife. I'm your Husband, sis.”
“Iya, Husband kepepet.”
“That mattered Husband. It's halal, I am. I promise you I can do anything if it's halal, right? I'm charging his promise now.”
Duh nih son still remember, but I'm not that serious talking about it. I'm not ready to give up my virginity to her. But if I refuse, am I sinful? God must have understood.
“Soal it...” I hung my words. He tried to find a reason to refuse his request.
“Why? Did Brother forget? Or pretend to forget?”
“I.... I'm not ready, Bar.”
He took a long breath. Then be silent for a moment. I don't know what he's thinking.
“While I'm ready, Kak.”
Yes, you are ready. I'm not ready. Just imagining it had shuddered in horror first. Especially doing that with him?
I did not have time to change clothes after returning from campus, not to mention the sudden raided by the mother of boarding houses and neighbors. Still wearing a long lilac shirt, with the same colored pashmina plisket and black plisket skirt. I don't know, I really like clothes that are patterned.
Hunt me into the toilet for a moment. I don't know what the kid did. I don't want to think about it. I hurried to finish my ablution.
Chequelek
I came out of the bathroom. Looking for the whereabouts of the child in bed, but the results are nil. Let it be, I don't care. I better do my duty first.
“Assalamu’alaikum warohmatullah.” I said at the last greeting.
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I quickly folded the face and prayer that I had just put on. It was late this afternoon that my stomach was very hungry. There is no food in my room at all. I used to buy food outside of the kitchen. I took my foot out of the room.
Chequelek
There's no one here but me. Is it possible that Bara went home? Oh, I'm glad he's back at his house. I felt sad when he was here. Maybe because I couldn't accept his presence which is now my husband.
I decided to take a shower for a while, after which I went out to buy food and snacks. This whole day has been so exhausting. Coupled with the presence of a new person in my life who suddenly. If only I hadn't allowed Bara to enter my boarding house, none of this would have happened. I won't be boarding with other boarding neighbors will hate me like this.
Did I just move? But where? This is the cheapest and closest cost to my campus. There are, however, costs that are even closer to the campus. But very expensive, reasonable if the price is more expensive because it is better than this cost.
“Ah, fresh... hm.” I mumbled while enjoying my afternoon shower.
After I finished my bath, I hurried to put on my clothes. I deliberately brought a change of clothes into the bathroom. Because now I no longer live alone. I only wear long shirts with an instant hijab and material pants.
Chequelek
I opened the bathroom door, apparently Bara has not returned. Thankfully, I was able to move freely for a while before he came back here again. I quickly grabbed my wallet and room key. My stomach is no longer tolerable. Last time I ate at the college. It was also at 09.00 WIB. And now it's 17:15 WIB. I should be so hungry like this.
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“Alhamdulillah, full also.” I said as I packed up some food and drinks that had run out.
A moment later, I heard a knock on the door from the outside, and I hurried up from my position, which was sitting, to stand up now. I put my foot in the front door. Apparently Bara. But he's changed clothes. I don't know what he's carrying in his hand.
“You came out why not say it?” Ask interrogation.
“Kak kangen huh? Cie kangen.” Ledek.
“Ge-er you. That's what you brought?”