MARRIED AN ELDERLY NURSE

FROM THE BEGINNING

"So you're going?" Utari was seen looking at Reza with a cold look.

"Yes. The king only gave me less than a week to prepare everything."

Red was extinguished all the surface of Utari's face to hear Reza's sentence spoken without burden, and it made Reza a little stunned made.

"What's up, Dance?" reza asked confusedly to find the woman who did not say a word, even though from her face as if holding anger.

"So easily you decided to accept the job without having to discuss it with me first ..."

"Dance, I thought you'd definitely ..."

"Reza, what did you think of me all this time, huh?!"

As if he could no longer bear the magnitude of the outburst of anger mixed with disappointment, Utari even rose from his seat while saying the sentence in a loud tone, almost shouting.

Reza who found Utari's extraordinary response that was no longer the plate as usual was of course half-dead shocked.

Throughout his life Reza knew Utari, the woman in front of him was a figure that was quite cold and flat.

Like calm water in a pond ... So far Utari has never even shown the overflow of his emotions with the truth. So it's only natural that Reza was so unexpected that the indifferent woman could shout right in front of her nose!

"U-Uir ... What are you doing? Why are you angry for no reason ..."

"Whatdidyou say? I'm angry for no reason?"

Again Reza was stunned to find Utari's emotions overflowing.

"I should ask why. Why I'm always treated like everyone else. Am I really worth nothing in your eyes?! Is that what I meant all this time ...?!"

"Jeez Utari, let's sit down ... Sit down first ..."

"No!!!"

Utari brushed off the rough hands of Reza who was about to reach out to calm him down.

Had enough.

Well, Utari felt that everything was enough.

For years she had been doing housekeeping with Reza, the man in front of her, and Utari felt she had never complained.

With Reza, Utari never even regretted having experienced a difficult life. Utari also never complained even though Reza could not fulfill all his wishes like most other women wanted.

Together with Reza, Utari has also tried to accept the fate line of his life.

After being dumped by the King without explanation, Utari could not avoid the decision of his parents who brought himself to the bond of arranged marriage with Reza.

Utari understands his family has been humiliated by a Raffly Adiguna, so without a second thought his father immediately accepted an offer of arranged marriage from Prabu Adiguna for his stepson Reza Adiguna.

The marriage of Utari and Reza is indeed the best moment that is able to restore some percent of the Suryaatmadja family's self-esteem, which has been destroyed by outright rejection.

It could be that Utari and Reza have never been lovers, nor have they ever known each other let alone established love.

But at least, so far Utari also never denied the status of Reza as her husband.

But is it wrong if like other women, she also wants to feel what it feels like to be accepted, loved, also fought for ...?

"Dance, what's wrong with you? What makes you angry like this ...?" Reza asked carefully, as if knowing exactly that Utari was still filled with an aura of anger.

"It's all because of you."

Reza. "Oh, my God, how could it be because of me ...?"

"Well, because of you. Because you can never accept a woman who is full of flaws like me."

"Dance, it's not like that ..."

"Our matchmaking, is not my wish at all. Then tell me, what's my fault that I should be stuck here with you?"

This time Reza was clearly stuck. Long time he was silent, while trying to regulate the rate of his breath that had hunted.

"It's not your fault, it's my fault. It was my fault for not being able to resist the wishes of my parents, to the point that I forgot I had done you unfair ..."

A pair of raised eyebrows Utari received a sentence that she never expected would come out of Reza's mouth.

"So now you're sorry?" utari said as if to convince.

"Repent?" Reza laughed bitterly. "Isn't it too late to say sorry?"

Utari's tongue is getting louder. The corner of his heart was sore when he caught the wound in both eyes Reza.

"So what you call facing that is running away from the country under the pretext of a job ...?"

"I didn't run." concluded Reza, refuting Utari's fiery sentence, full of innuendo.

"If not run, then what is his name?!"

"I just want to give you space ... Time ... Opportunity ..."

"But unfortunately, I don't need all that shit!"

"Then you want me how? Give up just like that ...?"

Utari smiled and found Reza's resignation. "So in the end, it turns out you just want to give up ... Not to fight ..."

"I've done it. Who says I never fought? Utari, if everything I do has a little meaning in your eyes ... Then you will never be able to say all those things to me ..."

"Then you think I'm not?" challenge Utari with courage. "When you fell to the nadir did I ever go ...?!"

"Indeed you didn't go. But what difference does it make if you just stand at the end of the road watching me wipe away every sweat, blood, and tear point ...?"

Utari was silent in her place. Sebait Reza's sentence as if stabbing in the heart ... Right in the heart!

"I ... I ..."

"No. I never want to burden you with anything. Please know, when I am forced to take you to suffer with me ... I really feel guilty. I am Reza Adiguna, but I am not the King who can give you the rest of the world. You may regret being stuck with me in this circle, but trust me ... I never once intended to make your life a nelangsa ..."

Utari's body fell on the chair behind her, her tears coming together.

Seeing that scene the guilt increasingly hit Reza's bath to shame.

Be ill.

Reza's heart ached just by looking at Utari's tears.

"Has all this time, my presence been so troublesome to you ...? Am I really such a useless figure ...?"

Utari sobbed perfectly, with both shoulders heaving irregularly, while right in front of him Reza could only fixate misbehavior.

I wanted Reza to come closer, to be able to embrace and calm the woman in front of him, but somehow his steps felt so heavy, as if firmly imprinted on earth.

"Go ... Go if you really want to go. Who am I to be able to withstand your steps ...? Wasn't I just a stupid woman who didn't know anything, who even to wipe away every sweat point, blood, and tears of her own husband I didn't becus ...?"

For the umpteenth time, maybe this is the moment when Reza was completely stunned by the words mixed with tears, which slid from Utari's lips that shook softly.

I don't know ...

Reza was even afraid of guessing it wrong, about what Utari meant to say all the sentences just now.

But when Reza realized that it was still better for him to try once again, rather than having to submit to surrender before the sense of prestige and inferiority that always held him up all this time, so with the determination of Reza also solidified his determination when choosing to swing a step to approach the woman who was still loyal sobbed.

"Utari ..." call Reza soft.

While bowing his body, Reza crouched down in front of Utari, right on both knees that turned out to be shaking smoothly.

"Don't mind me. Who am I to the point of having to withstand the pace of your career ..."

"Content ..."

"Go away. Isn't that what you want? You want to get away from a useless woman who doesn't even know how to be a fun-loving figure ..."

"Come with me."

Deg.

Utari's heart seemed to be hit hard.

The woman was flabbergasted to find an offer that had been triggered suddenly, so she was even suspicious of her own hearing.

On Utari's lap, with both hands Reza grasped two fingers of Utari at once, squeezing them gently with great taste.

"If you had the same desire as me to fix everything ... Will you try it again slowly ...?"

Utari's face had now been flooded with tears, but by Reza he touched it slowly with one hand, trying to remove some of the ditch that decorated it over both cheeks.

"Come on, come with me abroad, and we'll start everything there ... from the beginning ..."

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