
As usual, Karina woke up with someone's hands wrapped tightly around her stomach. Karina's face was flexed with annoyance as her eyes looked at her husband's slumbering face, curled up on his nursing bed.
This morning, somehow Karina really did not like to see her husband. It felt like Karina was yelling at Fin and venting her frustration. Unlike usual she had such feelings this morning. It seems, the baby is acting out, by keeping his mother away with the Daddy.
Using the tip of the elbow, Karina tries to get Fin's hand off her upper body. Karina hurried to get up to get away from her husband.
Fin, who felt his side empty, opened his eyes with his hands touching the bedside, where Karina was lying.
"Mom!!" call Fin to panic. With both hands, Fin rubbed his still adorable eyes. He also got up to go look for his wife. Fin's face was really panicked.
Karina did not answer. She just kept quiet and sat in the corner of her inpatient room while watching the panic from her husband. Karina even smiled as Fin frantically looked for her.
"Ckk, natural acting!" decak Karina was still with her frustration.
"Keep pretending to care!" cynicism returned.
Fin's looking into the bathroom. But it's empty there.
"Did Mommy really go? Good.." sighed in frustration. Fin pulled his hair back, then placed his hands above his waist.
Karina was silent. She wanted to see how much her husband cared about her.
"Bad! Why is it that while being desperate like that, his good looks increased by several times?" gerutu Karina did not accept.
Fin is currently contacting someone via his mobile phone.
"Not out? You sure?" tanyakanya.
Fin contacted the bodyguard standing guard outside the room. They said that Karina didn't go out of the room at all.
Fin went back to find his wife in a fairly spacious and luxurious inpatient room. Fin smiled as he breathed his leg as his eyes caught the tiny figure of his wife sitting next to a corner of the room where lighting was minimal.
He sat down with the infusion still stuck in his veins. Karina's eyes looked at Fin sharply. There was no friendly smile as usual. His wife's face impressed judes.
"Oh God! Daddy thinks Mommy's where," he said as he walked closer to his wife. Fin hugged Karina with his position still standing. Karina's head was right in Fin's stomach.
Karina is still frozen. Not a word came out of his mouth.
"Mommy's still mad?" ask Fin gently. He tried to stay calm by following his wife's wishes.
"That's all?" ask Karina back.
"Hem?" confused Fin.
"Ckk... Never mind!" Karina got up then walked towards the bed leaving Fin with her confusion.
'I can forgive other mistakes, except infidelity. Learn from the story of Mama who was too easy to forgive Papa. In the end, Papa remains by his nature after a thousand times in pardon Mama.' Inner Karina recalls.
'Isn't it with Daddy expecting a woman from three years ago that's the same as Daddy cheating? It's just the time that's not right. Perhaps you are waiting for the right time to get back together, Karina thought about things that she thought could happen later.
"Why is Mommy daydreaming?" asked Fin who was currently beside her.
In a moment, a feeling of hate appeared in his heart. She was upset by just looking at her husband. Her daydream just now, managed to make Karina's mood crumble this morning.
"Didn't anyone want Daddy to explain?" ask Karina again.
"What does Mommy mean about letters and rings that are in the house?" ask Fin to his wife. His face was serious. Fin sat beside Karina with eyes that could not be separated from staring at the brown netra owned by his wife.
Karina is not afraid. He had to get an answer to his curiosity all along.
"Yes. Can Daddy explain all that? Mommy's ready, now!" answer Karina coldly.
Fin took a breath. It seemed like Karina was really curious about the woman from her past three years. Although it will be very difficult to explain, but Fin tried as much as he could in making up a story. It's not time Karina knew everything. Fin had to lie. It's really not Fin's skill.
"The ring and the letter, Daddy brought it home to Daddy to put it in the warehouse. Mommy knows Daddy, right? Daddy didn't intentionally keep it there, it's just that Daddy forgot. Daddy's attention isn't just for that. There's still a lot for Daddy to prioritize." Fin explained briefly. Fin's waiting for his wife's response. What explanation can Fin melt his wife's heart? Think Fin.
Karina did not give any response. He was just quietly impressed to think.
"Have you?" ask Karina in the end.
Fin nodded. Fin felt enough with his explanation. He did not want to explain his lie at length which would eventually make it difficult for himself. What is clear is that the important point of his explanation has been conveyed. The ring and the letter that his wife found were not important so Fin forgot his whereabouts.
"Daddy can go now! Right now, Mommy wants to be alone" expelled Karina heartlessly.
"One more. If only in the future Daddy really betrayed Mommy, there are no second, third and so on. Mommy will leave without a debate. Mommy considers what Daddy did as karma from the actions of Papa who betrayed the late Mama! So don't worry, Mommy won't blame anyone for what Daddy did" Karina stressed.
After thinking all night, Karina finally decided to resign to what God's destiny is for her. The many sins that his father committed to his mother made Karina think that everything she experienced was bad karma from her past behavior.