Mama's Delivery Man

The Long Dream

In his room, Ken was awake. His eyes look puffy because of the rest of the tears. Ever since seeing Rava, Ken was sobbing in his room. The appearance of Rava suddenly opened up his dark memory again. I don't know when his heart became stone. Not even a word she wanted to hear from Rava's mouth.

'Why should he? Is there no one else in the world that can be met with me?' Ken Mumam.

Suddenly the ringing sound in Ken's stomach began to sound. He just remembered that he hadn't eaten dinner.

'Ah... Laperr... I don't think Rava is in front of me." Whisper Ken. He walks behind the door. He put his ear to the door to listen to the noise from behind the room.

Ken opened the door to his room. He thought Rava must have returned to his room because he had not heard Rava's voice.

Ken is surprised to see Rava who is still loyal to guard the door of his room.

"Ken... " Call Rava who immediately stands up to Ken. He could not help but embrace Ken.

"Don't touch me." Ken's cynical remark made Rava undo his intentions.

Ken passed by leaving Rava. Rava followed Ken's steps. I don't know why his legs keep following Ken.

"Where are you going Ken? Don't go." Hadang Rava when Ken wants to drive his car.

"What? Don'tgo? It's not like you used to say 'Don't show up in front of you again' You forgot ?" Sindir Ken is full of emphasis.

Ken raised his hand, and two guards came up to them and pulled Rava's hand.

"Ken. Don't go." Rava thrashed away, but to no avail

Now Ken's driving his car left Rava.

***

If time could be repeated and all traces of selfishness could be abolished. There will be no tears flowing down the cheeks. There will be no regrets at the end of the road. If only hearts could talk to each other like telepathy. Perhaps, all misunderstandings will justify itself.

And if the word if it could be real, there would definitely be no word if and if ever again. Like the word if it is often spoken by people in despair.

Like the man who was sitting at the door. His head was slightly raised. His eyes cannot be closed. He just wants to see a woman who doesn't want to see him. He just wanted to hug the woman who would not be embraced by him.

The clock shows at 3 am. Exactly 8 hours Rava waited for Ken to return from his hiding place. There was no sign of Ken's return. Oma Ken and her grandmother repeatedly persuaded her to enter, but Rava continued to refuse.

Rava repeatedly rubbed his face violently. He felt his feet getting tired. A head that cannot hold up until it continues to bow. Instantly his hearing was filled with a rumble that did not clearly sound.

Rava raised his face again. His eyes were in one direction. He saw a light that dazzled the eyes until his eyes narrowed. At that moment he saw the figure he missed. Ken was standing right in front of him.

'It's hot.' Ken Mumam.

"Omaa... Grandma." call Ken in a panic. He doesn't know what to do. There was no way he was groping that fainted Rava.

"Omaaaa Rava fainted." Call Ken again.

Not long after Oma and grandma were also some guards approaching Ken. Grandma was shocked and hysterical to see her grandson lying on the floor.

The guards carried Rava to the room.

"My granddaughter why do you love." Lirih Rava's grandmother. Rava's grandmother was so panicked to see her granddaughter.

Similarly, Ken looks riled up, he is really worried and feels guilty. After waiting for 15 minutes, a doctor came into the room by one of the servants.

"Doctor Richard, you've arrived. Please check on my grandson." Pinta oma Ken to the doctor. Doctor Richard is the personal physician of the Ken oma family. He's been trusted since opa Ken was alive.

"No need to worry. He just lacks rest." Speak to the doctor after checking the state of Rava.

After giving some medicine, the doctor immediately left the residence ora Ken. Oma drove him to their doorstep.

"Miss sorry Ken ya." Said Ken who approached Rava's grandmother.

"No papa Ken, this is his way to make up for your heartache." Grandma Rava's words directly rubbed the Ken Wave Hair.

"Honey, Rava and Nek Yohan have told me everything the same oma. At first Ima was angry, but hearing Rava's sincere apologies, Ima could forgive him. Oma hope you can also forgive her and start everything from scratch." The oma Ken. Ken hugged his mom with a full day.

"Yes, oma." Answer Ken. Rava's grandmother hugged Ken tightly.

"Oma. nek. let Ken take care of Rava ya." Ken Pinta.  He felt this was his fault thus making Rava sick. Oma and Rava's grandmother returned to her room.

Grandma Rava and oma nodded together then left Ken as well as Rava.

Ken sat on the edge of his bed while looking at the face of Rava who was sleeping so much. He was still awake, grabbed by Rava's hand.

"You're sick because of me. You're a fucking geek now? Did I torture you too much?" Ken said a little slowly. Ken was still observing Rava's face.

***

'That's my feet.' Inner Rava who tried to lift his leg.

Rava rose from his sleeping position. He saw Ken's leg hit his leg. But his head is at the end of the bed. When viewed from above, they press like clockwork at three o'clock.

Rava smiled looking at Ken who was sleeping soundly. He lifted Ken's leg slowly. Then Rava lay down following Ken's position.

"Wake up?" Said Ken who opened his eyes slightly to look at Rava. He felt that there was movement and it turned out that Rava was already beside him. Ken closed his eyes again. After staying up, his eyes could not open again.

Rava instantly pulled Ken's body and buried it in the chest. There was no rejection from Ken. He enjoyed the comfort in Rava's embrace.

'Sleep, it's like a dream for me to be able to hold you now.' Rava Brisks. They finally fell asleep again.

In the dining room, oma and grandma were enjoying their breakfast.

"Audi, did we not wake them? I'm still worried about my granddaughter.' Ask Grandma Rava to start the conversation.

"Let them finish their business. Your granddaughter will be fine, too." Oma Ken replied calmly.

"If it's possible we can marry them right away." Added oma Ken.

"Will they agree? How about your granddaughter whistling loudly rejecting this matchmaking." Grandma asked Rava a little worried.

"Haha.. Not likely. Aurel is stubborn but he also easily falls if he continues to be persuaded." Oma Ken.

"Well, I hope so." Said Grandma Rava while nodding.

***

In the room, Ken opened his eyes again. He felt warm in Rava's arms.

"Va, you're not awake yet?" Ken asked as he patted Rava's body slowly.

"It." Answer Rava.

Rava immediately let go of his embrace in order to see Ken's face.

"Ken, I'm sorry." Rava said as he looked at Ken's face.

"Why of the many sentences you can only say 'pardon me' anyway." Ken was a little upset.

"I love you."

"I love you"

"I miss you"

"Will you marry me?" These are the words that Rava said.

"I don't love you"

"I don't love you"

"I don't miss you either" Ken replied casually.

Rava's face returned grimly hearing Ken's reply. He was running out of ways to persuade that stubborn woman in front of him.

"Ken, let's start all over again." Rava said as he looked into Ken's eyes. Similarly to Ken, his gaze penetrated deep in Rava's eyes.

Now the man she used to love, has returned to her. Right in front of his eyes. All decisions are in his hands. Will he return to take Rava's hand to a new life. Or he'll choose to back off and go far away.

"Ken, do you want us to start all over again?" Ask Rava again.

Ken shook his head and his face turned flat. Rava looked at Ken with a sad look.

"Va, something broken won't be able to come back. You have only two options to replace it with a new one or mourn its destruction."

Rava shed tears upon hearing that speech. He did not know what to do while his heart was clearly in pain.

"Rava, are you doing well, son?" Ask the grandmother who sat on the side of the bed.

'Haahhh... Is it just a dream? Though it feels real." muttered Rava while rubbing the corner of his wet eyes.

"Have you come home yet?" asked Rava in a hoarse voice.

"Not yet."

'The first is indeed just a dream.. huuhhhh long dream.'