
In contrast to natali, for four years after losing the nata following her baby's life xian looks chaotic even he had thought to kill himself due to the regret he experienced, he felt, this is a weak man because of the woman he loves
All the efforts he has done for the sake of looking for natali but nata as in the swallow of the earth he found no trace of nata at all, he thought that Nata had indeed died because according to information he got from the first hospital that handled the doctor said that if natali had a very severe accident, the doctor said, but that's all xian can do to keep the doctors quiet because even though xian threatened to kill one of their families if they didn't tell natali where she was, but they're not afraid because they feel that someone is protecting them
Yes indeed the wingson family is rich as the namoung family but the pluses are the chairman of the enthroned group or choose mafia blood in him because it decreases from the daddy, but the plush bagas is the head of the enthroned group or choose the blood mafia in him because it decreases from the daddy, so that makes anyone submissive if they see a group logo on the clothes they wear
Xian's life is irregular as it was two years ago he was experiencing severe depression, initially mistress Yenli was about to match xian back with the child of one of his social friends but he realized when he saw xian getting worse, xian was getting worse, if you ask who is very sorry for his actions, the answer is Madam Yenli, as bad as she is she never had the heart to see a boy just depressed, his way of being depressed, moreover, the husband who had just realized from his coma lived in it and was cold to yenli
For two years it was xian like an undead, he ignored two big companies as well as making all stock prices go down and lucky the company namoung did not go bankrupt because there was still yenli who set it up
While the xian company that he built himself was on the verge of bankruptcy because as far as he tried but if all the control was in xian he could not what
Xian's best friend from luhan, luxi and Kenan continued to offer support for xian samai where day xian attempted suicide by slashing his wrist using a broken bottle of wine the three of them were so angry with xian that they gave a raw bogem xian
The Flasback
At that time the three of them came to the namoung family mansion to see the state of xian, indeed xian sugag was moved in his family mansion because otherwise xian would continue to remember nata
Just to open the door of xian's room, the three men's eyes were round to see xian who was about to slash his hand
"Xiann! "shouts of luhan
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HUH?! "shouts kenan
"Dead"
"You crazy?! "
"Yes I'm crazy, I'm a depraved man hahah, better dead battery" xian said
"Damn you! "
"You think with you dead you're gonna finish it all, HUH?! "
"Natali will definitely be found he's still fine there with your son! "
"No doctor said if natali's condition is very critical, what I live for my son, my woman they"
"Why did you become a lixian coward! it's not you! "
"Yes you're right I'm a coward, a fool and a jerk! I'm a jerk ken I'm a fucking asshole akhhhh!"yelled xian who immediately grabbed her hair "
"Damn it"
Bugh
Bugh
Bugh
"Yes and it's your own stupid fault! why are you being stupid, huh? where is your iq? where was your intelligence back then huh where is lixian namoung! "snap ken by grabbing the collar of the shirt that xian wears
"Don't be stupid the fourth time, don't regret it the second time don't be a jerk for a second time! "benatak kenan
"Are you not thinking, huh? god is almighty your god and my god can reverse an event he is the savior of xian! you don't think I went into a coma with a terrible accident but I can live up to now watching your stupidity again! so it does not rule out the possibility if natali is still alive, it may be a small possibility that your child is still alive but believe me God is almighty xi! who knows they're now living happily waiting for you to pick him up, you're just trying to find them instead of you being like this! it's not you xi!"kenan said at length
"Please realize let's find natali, I'll help you (although I know where natali is, actually, but I'm sorry I had to teach you a lesson xi and I can't betray the bagas as well but trust me I will still help you to find it yourself, hopefully you won't be disappointed with the circumstances) "ken continues in the heart
"Hikss akhhh! hiks, but where is ken deimana? why at this time he is not looking for ken why? does he hate me, ken? hiks "
Xian continued to cry, Luhan and luxi just silently watched ken and xian
Flasback Off
A week later after the incident xian rose he immediately built his company to be normal
Pain and regret shaped him into a cruel and cold man untouched, if he used to smile a little with his coworkers but now he is just being flat
But the appearance of xian is not managed he let his rut gondrong and mustache that he never shaved but instead made an ugly impression just the opposite he was impressed menly
After two years later with his intelligence, xian managed to build both companies again soaring even his wealth is now in the ranks of the richest people in the world
But not much different from two years ago every night xian will be drunk to forget the pain and regret he made himself
"Where are you? "lyrih xian, hugging natali's photo, and kissing her
cup
"Akhh! nata where are you, baby? I'm sorry"the words that xian spoke every night he got drunk and ended up falling asleep in a mess
losing the child he had been waiting for and the woman who broke his heart, when with lexa and bella he was not like this, he did not shed tears for the two women who were now going where,
but in contrast to natali, when first met with natali honestly xian felt a different feeling.
All the dingding in his room in his house filled with photos of natali that he had taken first, madam yenli just let him he did not want to see xian slumped like that again
Silently he also sought nata, to atone for his sins
If Xian decides to read the diary nata book, he never gets tired of reading it even he sees a picture book that reads
My dream
There are all the simple dreams of Natali
There was even one image that made xian smile if he saw it without anyone knowing
He will try to realize all the dreams of Natali
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TB
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Sorry if a little up than I do not keep up in your amuk ๐
You see this brother, cousin, and aunt all married on this same day hiks, I have to circle back this pesen that
Don't get angry because sometimes I become gesa gesa for the nulis fear he can't feel ๐ฅ
Eh yes btw if the story seems telephoned sorry if bosen tingalin aja gakpp a lot of bangus ko story in this MT/NT, but do not say this story kek soap ya, yes, because honestly akuteh does not like soap operon hiks later even I fear hilaf even maen delete aja๐ฉ
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Comfort each other so gaes during pandemic ๐
God willing, tomorrow I'm up again
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