
two months have passed since Sania apologized in front of everyone at the evening recitation two days after Zoya told her to apologize. from that day Sania was never far from Hani, Hani does not ask for it just that Sania wants to really change and start from hanging out with Hani. Although sometimes Alya will point to the discomfort of her love for Sania, still Sania tacked on them. Zoya agrees with Sania's actions, which is why Zoya is happy to see Hani and Sania getting along, but Zoya never shows any other expression than the flat face of the blackboard.
tonight is Friday night, special study Abah Yai, if the usual night of ummi studies, then Friday night is a special night for them. because Friday night is a special study of Abah Yai and is held in the main hall that feels in the dormitory of the son.
Zoya sits quietly in the middle of the dense santri wati. Zoya enjoyed every study that Bah Yai delivered, in the midst of her studies, Zoya focused on a sentence that Abah Yai said
"the best gift for dad is to close the aurat"
'the best gift for dad.is closing the aurat?' inner Zoya. Zoya who previously just sat without listening now began to shift her focus, Zoya was interested in the sentence that Abah Yai said
"why did Abah say closing the aurat was the best gift? because if a daughter scatters her aura, baring her aura without shame, then the one who bears her sin is her father.as only the hair of the daughter is visible then the father bears her sin! My children. If you want to return the favor of your father who has slammed his bones, no matter the hot sun, the cold of the night and the rain to save you, then make your father proud! can't make him proud yet? then at least close your torah to alleviate his sin!! remember my children.one step you go out the door without hijab without closing the aurat then one step your father goes to hell!! have mercy on them. They are willing to go home in the morning again for your sake! they're willing to slam your bones so you don't starve! they are willing to lift the concrete to give you money to spend!! then do not increase your burdens and sins by showing off your awra!!"
Zoya flinched with Abah Yai's words. Zoya recalls how she used to be, not only wearing sexy clothes but also often and even playing with the blood of the people she killed. Zoya feels heartbroken given how cruel she was before.how her merciless self tortures people to death, and how shameless is she dressed in a super sexy tight suit in front of her male colleagues and subordinates.Even Zoya once stayed at the Bar with Gino and Lance, who are still in the bar, although he did not do anything strange but there he was involved in trading illegal weapons.played all the mistakes he had made, he said, even Zoya remembers her dream of seeing her father and mother full of iron chains burning all over her body.
'was it really the torment that father and mother accepted because of me? I am a bad boy!! I have tortured them with my piercing! may I break father and son's relationship? I don't want them to be tortured because of me. Can they not consider me a princess? I have burdened them.I do not deserve to be their daughter.O Allah, may I ask.I want all the sins that my father and mother bear because of me, I pull and let me feel it? or if you don't consider me not their daughter and torture them because of me. O Allah, it is true that I am a great sinner.. ' inner Zoya who did not feel had shed tears so hard on her cheeks.
"why Han? you are touched, right? sama... me too, but unfortunately I'm most difficult when it comes to crying..how the hell does it feel like crying abis touched by something?" chirped Alya suddenly. Zoya who had previously cried about her sin almost failed to focus on hearing Alya's random questions. Zoya is very upset because of Alya's question which disturbs her crying.
"more so for my orphaned children.My children who have lost the figure of the Father or the figure of a brother, know that they bear all the torment because of the aurah of their daughter, they, from their sisters, then do not my children deliberately scatter the aurat.do not show off your aurat.. " abah Yai gave advice for his advice.
'forgive Zoya father. forgive your useless daughter.O Allah.May not regard me as her daughter, lest she have to take away the sin I committed? o Allah. my father was not wrong.it was not he who did not educate me properly, I was wrong. I am lost. Now I return, then please do not torment him anymore, O God.. I beg you. ' Zoya's inner still with a state of crying.
Zoya wiped her tears, her heart was a little relieved to hear Hani's words.although she could not memorize al-fatihah.
"there are four classes of men who go to hell when a woman does not close her aura.First is a father.two brothers, whether it is a sister or brother.then the third is a husband, then a husband, and lastly, boys, see how many you drag into hell for not closing the law.
'not only father.. but Rafendra too?. how ungodly have I been all this time.. '
"already Han.do not cry. later your beauty faded.." whispered Alya again made Zoya almost angry at him. Alya's intention actually wanted to entertain, but Zoya even almost failed to focus because of it
Abah Yai continued to give advice to all of his students. Zoya continued to open her heart and ears, plucking everything Abah Yai told them. Zoya is also grateful because she accidentally came from this beautiful place, which she originally did because she replaced Hani, now she feels happy because she is in this place. and accidentally Hani is his intermediary angel to get to this place.
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