MAFIA 'rose girl'

the pain of loss

"We should be able to talk, dear Lara, we can lose her again, I'm tired of bearing all this, I want to escape, apart from this guilt" sobbing sounded even her voice also quivered as she spoke.

Alaran rubbed his wife's back for the umpteenth time, he tried as quietly as possible this time.

They were in the car chasing the car in front of him that Xia and Yura occupied.

When they arrived at the airport, Alaran invited his wife to eat, the wife some days did not eat regularly.

So they went to the cafe near the airport, while looking for a seat, their movement was stunned when they saw the figure of a beautiful woman as photographed the last time they saw.

They looked at each other as if they were not hallucinating, right?, that face, the photographed face that Afra showed, who said that it was lara's face now.

The face that has not changed much from the last five years, is very beautiful as a perfect sculpture.

Not wanting only to be quiet they ventured to make sure that they were not hallucinating, they approached him expectantly, and they continued to pray in their hearts, for this to be all reality.

After hearing Lara's voice, making them gasp, they realized this was reality, but when they saw the glint of hatred from the girl's eyes made their bodies relax.

And when Lara leaves to make them sad, they chase and they keep going, they won't waste it five years ago, now the person they're looking for is right in front of their eyes, they have to talk!, this problem must be solved!, everything must be as it used to be again, even better than the massalu!.

"Xia who are they?"yura asked carefully when she saw the flash of hatred still emanating from Xia's face, indicating he was still in a state of anger.

Xia mute, she recalled the incident five years ago, it was very painful.

At that time the MMA final match was underway, Lara ya Lara is another name Xia, she was supporting the father who was a fighter at the end of the final, she waited with a man named Alaran beside her.

Alaran was Xia's father's best friend, they had been friends for a very long time.

The match watched Lara full of interest and admiration, they were boxing each other, locking and evasive, until at the end of the match was finished.

And the winner was announced, the winner of the mma world that year named Anka Abana, Lara was very happy for the victory of the father, as well as Alaran he was happy for the victory of the friend.

They did not miss the victory event, of course.

The smile did not fade from Lara's face, making Anka very happy, the color after the incident that befell her son made her rarely smile.

His son lost his joy because of a tragedy that traumatized him, and his reason for winning the mma of this world for the sake of his daughter.

Lara once promised that if her father won in the mma world she would continue to smile, and it became a strength for Anka.

Until the tragedy happened again, at that time anka and lara returned home delivered by car.

When in the middle of the intersection, suddenly there is a large truck crashing towards the car they are riding, whether intentionally or not, the truck was pounding the car very fast until it toppled several times until the car shapeless.

Xia remembered the incident, he was squeezed by two people, Anka and Alaran from the right and left sides to maintain his safety, and the driver had been unconscious since the first overturned car.

Lara was awake the whole time she remembered all the accidents, until the ambulance took them to the hospital.

Lara's condition is declared good but in terms of mental doctors suggest to call a psychiatrist, children who are only 14 years old have a creepy accident will certainly experience deep shock.

During the hospital lara did not want to be away from the father even though his eyes were empty, everyone who wanted to keep him away from the father, he beat him blindly.

Lara is an accomplished child, especially in the field of martial arts, she is also a junior mma.

I'm lara, keep holding my father's hand, while I won't let go, even I'm afraid to blink, I'm afraid when I blink the darkness will drown me, like I used to!.

Doctor, nurse, even my two brothers kept persuading me to take me away from my father, but I didn't listen to them, in the end they resigned and let me see every doctor's action for my father.

I didn't blink until Dad finally opened his eyes, he gave me a sweet smile when he saw me, he said full of anxiety"are you okay, baby?"

Hearing her voice made me shed tears that had not fallen, I hugged her very tightly, I did not want to let go even if she wanted to let go.

"Is there a pain?, honey, say" he said anxiously and he also tried to take off my embrace, but I didn't let that happen.

I reluctantly let go of the hug, but my gaze was not diverted from his face, where there was still a doctor doing his job.

The voice I heard from the doctor was just"we had to operate on your leg sir, the accident that happened made your leg splash and had to be operated on immediately"

I looked at my father's face which smiled sweetly at me, but his legs were covered in blood, although some had been cleaned, he hid the pain in him.

"Why are you here?, where is your brother?, and what about Uncle Alaran?"asking dad consecutively made me frown at that very moment.

I didn't answer in a voice I just held my head back and looked at my father's face.

"Get your sister, let me tell you the doctor's uncles are here, and you have to be treated, so no one gets sick!"

I just shook my head in response, everyone there didn't dare to take me out of the room, after the incident I subverted some people who forced me to leave.

Brakes

The sound of the door opening violently left everyone aghast.

"You murderer!damn bearer!you killed my husband son of a bitch, gave me back my husband!, you're supposed to die!"

"I should have believed that you unlucky bearers, all wouldn't be like this, give me back my husband!"

The woman went in with anger, she kept shouting, berate him while crying hysterically, some people had held him until he finally sat down weakly, one day hysterically.

"You murderer give me back my husband, you should just throw him Anka!, he's a fucking carrier, he's destroyed your household, and now you're gonna kill my husband, you're supposed to be the one who died!, damn child! hichikiks"

The doctor approached the hysterical woman and injected a sedative after she was unconscious.

Lara was already hugged by her two brothers, William and Rain hugged her even liam covered her ears with his hands so that her little sister would not hear anything she shouldn't.

I did not cry, I looked at my brother's chest that tightly hugged me, so tight as to hear all that, even if my brother had closed my ears still I heard it.

My tears suddenly disappeared somewhere, even I was just staring at what I saw.

But all of a sudden my vision blurred all turned round in my head and collapsed in my two brothers' arms, after which I did not know what happened.

I only heard people gossiping about the accident we had.

My father died after a heart donor.

I went to my father's funeral, but I didn't dare approach, my tears are now free-falling like a rushing river.

I looked from afar without people knowing, I was afraid to get close, when I wanted to step closer the words were ringing in my head.

"You murderer give me back my husband, you should just throw him anka!, he's a fucking carrier, he's destroyed your household, and now you're gonna kill my husband, you're supposed to die!, you fucking son!"

"Fuck-bearer" my booze continued.

Suddenly a loud voice rang out in my ear, I was terrified, I was so scared, I screamed while covering my ear, the voice, it was even clearer.

I run in no direction, keep running, I hope the sound can disappear from my ears, but it's not!.

In the end I went somewhere, I didn't know what it was, it was dark, I thought I had to take refuge from that scary sound, but dark was scary to me.

A bell-like sound rang out very loud, almost damaging my ears.

The thing I was afraid of was getting worse, I was scared, the voice, the darkness was almost drowning me, my head.

My head was spinning in pain, I was in pain, so much pain that I couldn't stand the pain so much.