Lying Above Love

Not Having Courage

Chelsea was originally about to go to the kitchen because she was thirsty and wanted to grab a glass of water and when she arrived downstairs she saw Hanggara coming out from inside the guest room and walking towards the room on the spot where my mother slept. Of course Chelsea seemed surprised because Hanggara went into his mother's room and it provoked further curiosity about what the reason for the om entered into his mother's room. Chelsea walked slowly to the door of the mother's room and she eavesdropped on what was being discussed

by his mother and Hanggara, Chelsea was surprised to hear an unusual voice coming out of his mother's room. Chelsea had been about to open the door to her mother's room but she hesitated to do so.

“Do I have to do this?”

Chelsea still hesitated until finally he decided to return to his room, he could not afford to go to the kitchen and drink. Arriving in the room Chelsea could not close his eyes because he was still thinking about what he had seen with his own two eyes.

“What exactly do om do in mama's room and what sound is it?”

Chelsea's thoughts are now raging and fears that something is going on between his mother and Hanggara have arisen but Chelsea are trying to deny that thought.

“No, there is no way it happened, no way.”

Until the morning Chelsea still could not close his eyes even though he had tried it, this morning Chelsea out of the room a little afternoon and when he went down there was no Hanggara there.

“Where is Hanggara?” chelsea asked her brother.

“Om Hanggara was home when you were not awake,” replied Austin.

Chelsea just nodded her head and sat down at the dining table for breakfast with her mom and brother, Belinda noticed something different from her daughter asking what she really was

happened to Chelsea.

“Why are you, son? Did something happen to you?”

“No Ma, I'm fine.”

****

Apparently Austin also noticed since waking up until now there was something unusual in his eyes, Chelsea like hiding something from him and it certainly makes Austin worried because maybe this is about the young man named Angkasa.

“Chelsea, are you hiding something from me?”

Hearing Austin's question just so suddenly Chelsea was surprised but he tried not to show that he panicked in front of his brother, Austin of course already memorized his sister's idea that there must be something

what happened to Chelsea but his brother did not want to talk to him.

“Did Angkasa do a bad thing to you without my knowledge?”

“No Brother, absolutely not.”

“Then what do you think?”

Chelsea have said nothing to Austin and are trying to divert the conversation but Austin is confident that Chelsea are hiding something from him and Austin is honestly worried that this is actually about Angkasa.

“Silent brother I'm fine.”

After saying that Chelsea immediately left Austin even though Austin himself was still not satisfied with the answer Chelsea gave.

“What are you really thinking?” ogre

he looked at Chelsea's departure.

While Chelsea went into his room and tried to calm him down, he tried not to look panicked when Austin was close to finding him with questions that made him uncomfortable.

****

“But what if this problem is about Space? I'm worried that the brash young man is threatening Chelsea again,” Austin said.

“You are calm, later Mama will try to talk well with him and who knows Chelsea want to talk,” said Belinda.

Austin nodded and thought that maybe by talking to Belinda, Chelsea could be more open than talking to him. Belinda then headed to Chelsea's room and knocked on the door before opening it, when Belinda came to see Chelsea surprised by the arrival of the mother.

“Can Mama go inside?”

“Iya Ma.”

Belinda then went into Chelsea's room and walked to the place where Chelsea was on the edge of her bed, Belinda sat next to Chelsea and rubbed Chelsea's hands gently.

“You may be able to deceive everyone by saying nothing happens to you but you cannot fool your own Mama, Son.”

“I ...”

“Mama will not force if indeed you do not want to tell stories but Mama is worried if you are like this, Nak.”

****

Sundari asks Hanggara to return home right now but Hanggara refuses, saying that he prefers to stay in the apartment. Sundari of course can not accept it because if Hanggara too long to stay in the apartment then Hanggara could be in effect keblasan and he could not accept that every day Hanggara sleeps with Belinda.

“Why did Mama come here? Didn't I say that I didn't want to go home?”

“What's the reason you stay here so you can sleep with Belinda every day?”

“What does Mama mean?”

“Here is Hanggara, don't make Mama angry with you, you've disappointed Mama honestly in your special relationship with Belinda that you shouldn't do and you're now asleep

with him?!”

“Ma, I know that Mama was disappointed with my decision to love Belinda but I can't lie to my feelings that I love her, she's the only woman I love and I hope Mama can accept that.”

“What did you say? Do you wish you could accept you when you love that woman? Mom will never want to accept that!”

“Sorry Ma, but I will not falter, I will stick to my stance.”

****

It had been three days since the incident that night and Chelsea still imagined the scene where Hanggara entered into his mother's room and then he heard a strange sound from inside his mother's room. Chelsea tried

to take his mind off and not want to think about it but that thought always bothers him even today. Chelsea was so curious about what happened that night between Hanggara and his mother that he did not dare to ask her directly to his mother or Hanggara.

“What should I do?”

Chelsea was already standing at the stop waiting for his brother's invitation and he was holding his phone and staring at Hanggara's contact, he doubted whether he should call his om and invite Hanggara to talk or not.

“What should I do at this time? I was really curious what they were doing that night.”