
After Tian's departure from Hana's house, there was a strange awkwardness between Hana, Riga and Hale.
Usually these three people are actively joking together, it is easy to get exciting topics of conversation. This time the tight atmosphere felt in the living room of Hana's house is not too broad.
^^^"Sister, I'd like to make some coffee. Riga's sister wants to too?"^^^
Hale asked, as well as wanting to escape from this awkward atmosphere. And she did not ask Hana, knowing that she did not like coffee.
^^^"No need, Le. Thanks. I'll be home soon. I want to talk to Hana. Can I just Hana?" answer Riga.^^^
Riga did talk like that, but in fact she herself was confused about what to say. It's important to talk to both first. I can't say anything if there's still Hale, that's Riga's main goal.
Hana is asked, but Hale is panicking a fire beard. Aaaa, should I stay between the two of them huh. Hale spoke in his heart.
Hana nodded in agreement. Hana also felt the need to talk to Riga. As a close friend he felt bad, if Riga misunderstood. Hana was very sure Riga was upset that Hana was keeping her relationship with Tian a secret. But because there was still Hale, Hana undoes her intentions.
^^^"Hm. Yes already. Then I'm in, huh?" the tone of asking that he was aiming for Hana.^^^
Brother Hana! If you need help, you must arrest me now, Brother Na! Dih, he even kicked me out with his hands! This Oath of Kak Hana understands no, what Kak Riga wants to talk to him. Really insensitive!
Hale walked into the kitchen, then went straight up to his room. Ah, whatever, it's not my love problem. In the end, Hale decided to give up on meddling.
Hana and Riga could finally talk to each other now.
Riga threw out her breath strongly and violently.
Riga regretted all the opportunities she had missed. In the past, there were many opportunities like today, but the nuance was different. Ordinary cheerful, suitable nuance to express his feelings. Not an awkward nuance like this.
If only I hadn't thought too much about my fear that Hana had refused. If only I took advantage of all my opportunities while there was still a moment alone with him. Now without saying it, I feel rejected. Huh! You Riga, why are you such a coward from the past.
Riga's still down. Scolded himself without a sound.
Hana looked at Riga's face which showed sadness.
Is Riga disappointed in me because I didn't tell her in advance about my relationship with Kak Tian? Alright. Because it's time. I will definitely explain so that Riga does not misunderstand again.
Hana with zero sensitivity, even casually guessing the meaning of sadness on Riga's face according to her mind.
^^^"Riga...Gomenne. Gomenasai's Hartouni."^^^
(🌻: Riga...Sorry yeah. I'm really sorry for you.)
Riga raised her head. Hearing Hana's apology, it made her heart even more hurt.
^^^"Nani ga?"^^^
(🌻:Sorry for what?)
^^^"Eetoo, Dou Kana. Mae kara iitakatta. Taiminggu ga warukute, ienakatta. Moshi chansu ga areba."^^^
(🌻: Hmm, how is it. I've wanted to talk about this before. But the timing was always not right so I couldn't say in the end. If only we had a chance.)
^^^"Dakara, chansu no koto wa nan dayo? Hana. hontouni wakaranai? Sukoshi Dake, wakatte kurenai no?"^^^
(🌻: What kind of opportunity, do you mean? Hannah. You really don't understand? Not even a little know how I feel?)
Hana was quite surprised by Riga's reply which sounded loud and full of emotion.
^^^"Eh? Ima, donna hanashi? Ri-riga. Nande anta wa okotteru?"^^^
(🌻: Eh? What are we talking about now? Ri-riga. Why are you so angry? )
Riga rubbed her face. Started to regulate the overflow of emotions in his heart.
^^^"Comen. Okottenai yo. bikkuri sasete gomen."^^^
(🌻: Sorry. I'm not mad. Sorry to startle you.)
Eventually, Hana started speaking with language. Because with her mother tongue, Hana can say what she wants to say is much more flexible than Japanese.
^^^"Riga, I'm confused to say. But about today's incident. About my relationship with Brother Tian. I mean, I never meant to hide this. You're my closest friend. I must be the story. Just because this just happened. I don't even know where to tell." Hana wanted to explain at length. Hoping for Riga, catch the outline.^^^
Nearest friend. Huh! It hurts me. Riga looked down.
^^^"Riga? Say something dong. I don't want you to misunderstand me. I really didn't mean to hide this." Hana felt bad because Riga had not said anything yet.^^^
^^^"Wakatta. I really misunderstood. But it's okay. I understand now."^^^
(🌻: I understand.)
^^^"Eh? Really? You still angry?" ask Hana carefully.^^^
^^^"Hehe. Just indisposed. Then I go home."^^^
Riga's hand was already stretched out towards Hana's head. But it stopped just before it reached Hana's head.
Before today, Riga was still able to stroke Hana's head while separated. It was because they were so close. Hana never voiced her objections. So that the activity of stroking the head of a close friend is often done by the two of them.
Except for today. And maybe tomorrow, and so on.
Suddenly Riga felt her heart turn rogue again. It seems like today, is the day of her heartbreak. The biggest heartbreak he had felt in his entire life.
Riga breathed again. I don't know how many times Hana heard Riga sigh today. But Hana won't know the cause, will she. To be exact, it would never know because Riga had no intention of telling him. Riga decided so, for the sake of their friendship.
^^^"Eyes ashita." Riga tried to smile.^^^
(🌻: See you tomorrow.)
^^^"Un, ashita's eyes. Ki o tsukete - ne."^^^
(Yes, I'll see you tomorrow. Be carefull.)
Riga nodded, then went away home. Hana's taking us to the front porch. Stay there until Riga's car disappears from her eyes.
Hana knew, from today Riga and herself would be a little distance away.
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Itsumo arigatou.
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Seriate