LUNATIC! BUT I LOVE!

Accustoming Yourself

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, adjusting the rhythm of his breathing that was equally irregular.

"Sister, what-what's brother doing? I'm not ready yet brother." Lisya asked as her breathing had regained order.

"Haahhhh, I'm sorry Ra." Gathan replied when he heard Lisya's voice. He immediately spread his body beside Lisya's body which was still shocked by the incident just now. He put his hands on his closed eyes because he regretted his actions.

"Somehow hearing your moaning has tempted me so much." Gathan said softly while still closing his eyes.

"Sorry brother, next time I won't tease you. And, for the physical touch that big brother meant earlier, I don't mind. If you think about it, what you said earlier is true. We have to learn to get used to touching each other. Although this marriage occurred because of coercion and threats, but after all we are officially married in the eyes of law and religion. Automatically, I was already my sister's wife, and my sister was already my husband. It would be very sinful if we did not do the slightest physical touch. I also actually want to be able to get used to my brother without any coercion." Clearly Lisya when she saw the disappointed look on Gathan's face. She knew if her request, it was very burdensome for her husband. He realized that Gathan is a normal man who can certainly be tempted if he is constantly in contact with him.

"But I asked, you can wait for him a little more until I can confirm my feelings for you, and your feelings for me. If I'm honest, I'm actually starting to feel comfortable with my sister since my sister accompanied me in Surabaya. The attitude of the brother who was so warm, so attentive, made me feel the role of a handsome brother once again. But I don't know exactly what that feeling is? Feelings of comfort towards a man or just as comfortable as a brother." Obviously Lisya while sitting facing Gathan who was still in a sleeping position.

"That reason is what makes me unable to answer my sister's proposal quickly at that time. I just don't want us to be too rash, brother, because marriage is something we have to account for for a lifetime. You know, why did I suddenly reject you so quickly when we were talking alone outside of my dad's ward?" Ask Lisya.

"Why Ra?" Ask Gathan who is no less curious.

"Because I was so angry back then, I felt that big brother was too possessive of me, too forcing my will to me without thinking about how I felt, without giving me time to think about it well. So, it makes me doubt whether your feelings are love feelings or just an obsession." Obviously Lisya is passionate. For only now did he have the opportunity to reveal his strands to Gathan.

"Especially when you use your father to threaten me, it makes me angry and distrustful with all of your words. It just makes me more sure if the passionate feelings are all just a form of obsession brother to me. And the feeling it'll just disappear when you get me." Obviously Lisya came back with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Ra. I didn't mean to make you angry at that time. I just want to marry you because my heart tells me to have you as soon as possible. I don't want to lose you like me and daddy lost mommy just yet." Gathan said regretfully, because in reality what he did before to Lisya was so cruel. Gathan got up from his sleep, then hugged Lisya tightly who was about to shed his tears.

"I'm sorry Ra. I promise, I'll make you happy after this. I will always hear your words, because right now you are my priority, my responsibility. I never messed with my decision. Honestly, ever since I found out that you were my little elf, plus seeing you dressed sexy in the photo studio back then and being a poison snail spectacle around you, it made me want to have you right away. I don't want your beauty, and your body to be a spectacle let alone easily touched by careless people." Obviously Gathan while wiping away Lisya's tears that started to drip on her smooth cheeks.

"I will confirm and prove to you that my feelings are not an obsession. But I also can't say if this feeling is a feeling of love, when I've never felt it before. So, I hope trust me, wait until I can immediately confirm my feelings for you with evidence that can convince you later. As for that right of mine, you don't need to feel guilty, I understand, I'll wait patiently for him. I'll ask for it when we can both confirm our true feelings. " Obviously Gathan while looking fixedly at Lisya's eyes.

"Thank you brother. Big brother understanding. Sorry, if I'm being too honest with my feelings. huhuhu." Lisya's cry broke out from being moved by Gathan's understanding attitude towards her.

"Sama-sama Ra. Doesn't your theory say we should express our feelings? So in this way we know what we're going to do in the future." Gathan answered with a faint smile.

"Thank you that you want to marry me, yes even if this marriage is forced. But I'm sure we'll get used to it. We'll be able to adjust to each other's roles." Gathan hugged Lisya.

"Yes brother. I'll also try to be a good wife to brother." Lisya then replied to Gathan's embrace without hesitation. For some reason, he became calm and confident when he heard Gathan's words.

"Sa-honey??" Lisya said softly, but still heard Gathan who was still holding her.

"Yes, we start from the call yes Ra. I'd like to get used to calling you dear. To make our feelings clearer." It was clearly Gathan who started to decipher his embrace.

"I-iya brother. I-I will also try to call my sister affectionately. But it might take time, brother. Can't go straight." Lisya said shyly.

"Yes. I-i understand. Now, let's get some rest. Tomorrow at noon we'll be getting ready for a vacation to the Maldives right." Gathan then pulled Lisya back to sleep.

"Yes, brother." Said Lisya who then followed her sleep facing Gathan. Actually in the bottom of her heart she wanted to ask about her husband's past, but she paused because it was already night. He would wait for the right time to ask again.

"Good sleep, sweet dreams. Thank you for today, thank you for being my wife." Said Gathan while stroking Lisya's cheek.

"Sama-sama brother. Uh,, honey." Lisya's cheeks are getting blushing.

Cup.

"I'll make sure soon that I really love you." Gathan said with a faint smile after lightly tasting Lisya's forehead.

"I'll look forward to it, brother." Lisya's words were increasingly blushed in embarrassment.

Eventually, the two of them slowly fell asleep in their sleep. They slept facing each other, but without cuddling.

To Be Continued 🖤

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Eventually, the two open up to each other with their feelings for each other. Othor can't wait to make the two of them bucin. hihi.

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