
Hours change day, days change month, months change year. Arga's age does not seem to have borrowed three years. Happiness always accompanied the small family of Aris and the big family of Soepomo and Wijaya. Add again with the little Arga who always makes all members laugh if there is him there.
But there are some things that make Gina's heart as a mother that make her think hard. Sometimes Arga's attitude, nature and intelligence are incompatible with Arga's age. Adding on to Arga's unstable emotions, it made Gina even more worried about Arga's state.
All of these things were brought to Gina's attention. Gina really did not let go of his attention from Arga. Gina asked Anggel what was wrong with Arga. But fear always haunts Gina. Gina was afraid of a deaconosis that would make all her family members disappointed.
Gina always noticed Arga's behavior and behavior. A small example is every Arga wants something Arga always draws the hand of anyone who is nearby. For example, when Arga wants drinking water when he is thirsty, Arga will pull someone nearby and have the person take him drinking water. Every Arga wants something Arga will never take it himself. Though children the age of Arga should already be able to say num or mic when he is thirsty. Arga still can't.
Until now there are still no words issued by Arga. Arga's age should now be Arga can already mention Ma, Mik, Pa. But Arga still can't.
Arga is only engrossed in his own world. Arga doesn't care about his surroundings. Arga also has no sympathy or pity for others. For example, when Arga stepped on or pinched others, Arga would never apologize. Arga will be indifferent. Arga really isn't like a kid his age. Arga is really far from the development of children his age.
Other side Arga still likes to hit himself. Sometimes Arga hit his head when his request was not fulfilled. Arga felt no pain at all, as he did just that. As if Arga's head would be banged into a mattress or padded pillow. Arga banged him against the wall, sometimes against the glass in his room.
"Arga already dear, do not knock again his head dear." said Giba when he saw Arga who rampaged because his will was not fulfilled.
Arga continued to cry, sometimes Arga to hit his own chest strongly. Gina hugged Arga firmly. One way to stop Arga from hitting himself is to hug him. At that time Arga can be controlled his emotions by Gina. But when something else makes Arga dissatisfied, then he will hit his head again and hit his body.
But that still makes Gina comfortable. Arga will always sleep on time, eat on time and his memory is high. Like memory when heading to an area. Arga will remember every path he has walked.
This afternoon Arga was asleep. Gina looked at the priesthood and meticulously looked at the face of her youngest child sleeping in peace. Behind the peace of the little boy's face, stored an emotion and instability. But Gina is still afraid to take Arga.
Gina who has not fulfilled her obligations, immediately took ablution. Gina will fulfill her obligation and will ask those who have the will to give the solution to Gina.
Finished ablution Gina carried out her duties. After that he raised both of his hands while looking at his handsome son.
"Oh my God, what has been my fault all along. What's wrong with my son? Why is she not the same as a child her age, O God." said Gina who was still trying to hold back her tears.
"O Allah, I know, you will not give trials that your servant cannot bear, but is Arga's condition like this a trial for the servant?" continued Gina while staring at the nanar towards her son.
" O God, I ask you to give me guidance to know what is really going on with my son. The son I kept from the womb with so many problems. The son I always take with me everywhere. The son I always took care of with my life. O Allah, give your servant guidance on what to do to the son of the servant." continued Gina in her prayer.
"O Allah, I do not ask much, I ask only, please guide you, how the servant should take a stand against this son of the servant O Allah. Pray the prayer of the servant of Allah and give the servant strength in dealing with it. Aamiin ya robbal alamin." said Gina ended her prayer.
Gina complains with Aris. But every time Gina talks to Aris, Aris's answer remains the same. The development of each child is different. Aria could say that because Aris had not seen Arga's behavior all this time.
Aris had only seen for a few hours when she came home. Sometimes when Aris has to be overtime, then all day he will not see Arga activity. Aris will only see Arga sleeping.
Finally after all these times Gina talked about this with Aris. As well as Aris' answer remained the same, Gina finally made up her mind. Gina will not discuss Arga anymore. Gina will find out for herself the condition of her son.
At first glance when people see Arga. People wouldn't be sure what Gina saw. People will say the same thing with Aris's answer. Every child is different during development. There are children who are fast in walking and there are children who are quick in speaking. But Arga.
The road time is also slow. Arga walked when he was one and a half years old, and that was because someone had lured him to walk.
The incident began when Arga was brought by Aris and Gina to the center of children's games. There Arga with sengaha driven by a child whose age is greater than Arga. Aris who saw immediately wanted to be angry with the parents of the child. But Gina restrains Aris when she sees Arga starting to stand up.
Arga who originally stood must hold the wall, when the incident did not. Arga immediately stood up and ran after the boy who deliberately pushed him. Arga pushed back the boy.
Gina and Aris who saw Arga running instantly shed their happy tears. The things that awaited finally came. Arga can run without having to walk first.
Since that incident, Aris argues that Arga development is indeed slow from other children.
But if you remember, don't doubt Arga. Arga will always remember. Starting from going somewhere to the promise of anyone to Arga then Arga will charge him continuously.
All of this made Gina upset. It's hard to know what's up with Arga. Gina is really dizzy and doesn't know what to do.