Loving You Without Because

Calms Mind

A few minutes after Tasya left Andika's office, Andika lost her concentration and made her unable to refocus. In his heart Andika really felt guilty with Tasya for her treatment, but she also felt all that she had to do.

Actually Andika did not want to do that to Tasya, but because of the many thoughts that bother him make him act cold towards Tasya for the past few days and it makes Andika's mind becomes more unbecoming.

"I dengga can keep this up, if this mind is not immediately eliminated I will not be able to focus and work professionally" Andika monologues herself while looking at the file she holds.

"It's better now that I go out for a while to get some fresh air and calm my mind, who knows after my mind is calm I can start working again and get things done well"

After adding his words Andika immediately cleaned up the pile of maps that were on his desk and also turned off his laptop, because in his laptop contains important company data.

When all was done Andika came out of her room and met with Laras to tell her that she was going to go out, for fear that someone important would come looking for her.

Just now Andika wanted to get into the elevator because the door was open suddenly Mario called and approached her, making Andika immediately undo her intentions and let the elevator door close again.

"Luckily I still had time to meet you sir" Andika stood in front of Andika with a loud breath.

"What's wrong? Why do you look like you're tired of running long distances?" Andika immediately asked because she saw Mario who set his breath when he had said the words just now to Andika.

"There are documents that you have to sign, sir, and I was able to go to your room. But said Laras you just left, so I immediately tried to chase you here"

"That's it, just put the documents on my desk, because I want to go out for a minute"

"Okay, sir, do you want me to take you?"

"No need, I go alone and you please handle my meeting with a client at the gem restaurant ten in the morning" Andika again pressed the elevator button.

"Okay, sir, I'll carry out your orders"

"Then I go first"

"Yes sir, be careful on tuan“ road

Andika just nodded her head and patted Mario on the shoulder before he finally got into the elevator, while Mario lowered his head to greet Andika as a sign he respected Andika.

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At first Andika drove her car without a clear purpose, until finally she decided to stop at a park that she had never visited before. Andika went around for a while in the park and sat on one of the chairs there, while looking at the passerby in front of her.

Long enough Andika was there until she saw a married couple who were playing ball with her son, seeing that made Andika's heart have the feeling of wanting to do the same thing as they did with Tasya.

Unknowingly Andika's smile rose on her lips, because she kept thinking that beautiful things could happen in her life as well and did not make herself make as she is today even to the point of hurting Tasya.

"Father" the boy constantly said that to Andika with his adorable voice and made Andika who heard him instantly round her eyes.

"I didn't hear wrong, did I? This kid keeps calling me papah? Did I dream?" Andika pinched her arm tightly and instantly she felt pain.

"What are you doing anyway? To pinch yourself like that"

Hearing voices and calls that were familiar to her Andika immediately turned her head towards the source of the sound it came from, and sure enough the owner of the voice was Tasya who was already standing behind the child immortally folding both hands in front of the chest.

Tasya who saw Andika just daydreaming and looking at her immediately flicked her hands in front of Andika's face while continuing to call her many times until Andika realized and returned to see the child.

"You don't know why, why? Why did you pinch yourself earlier? Even you also had time to daydream and not answer the call of our son mas, is there anything you think mas?" Tasya asked again when Andika was fully aware.

"Kids? So this kid is really my kid?" Instead of answering Tasya, Andika answered by throwing questions at Tasya.

"Yes mas in Farel your son, when you forget the same heck his own son. Do you also forget, if you take us both to this park for a picnic mas?"

"Eh! Don't worry, I may have forgotten all that. I was just testing you, afraid you weren't my wife"

"What the hell are you talking about? Yuk already! Better now we play the ball again the same Farel mas" Tasya took Farel's hand and took him to walk first leaving Andika who was still sitting.

"How could I suddenly have a child? Wasn't Tasya difficult to get pregnant, and I wasn't in the park alone?" Andika asked in her day while looking at the back of Tasya and the little boy.

When the new Andika will stand up to catch up with Tasya and Farel who are getting away, immediately someone holds Andika's shoulder to hold her departure while continuing to call her name.

"Master, wake up sir. Why are you smiling like that here?" Mario kept shaking Andika's shoulders.

After Mario tried to call him and shake Andika's shoulder many times, finally Andika realized and immediately turned to look at Mario for a while after that he looked around him with a confused look.

"What was that, so really just my imagination? But it felt so real" Andika said in her heart.

"Mario? Why are you here?" Andika scratched the nape of her neck that was not itchy.

"I should have asked you that, sir, why are you here and smiling all by yourself?"

"I'm here just looking for fresh air, yuk! We go back to the office now" Andika got up from her seat and immediately left Mario who was still standing in his place, because Andika did not want Mario to know the problem.

After a few seconds Mario daydreamed, he finally caught up with Andika who was getting away and almost lost from Mario's sight. They immediately returned to the office in their respective cars, because Mario to the park after meeting the client so he brought his own car.