Loving you is my choice

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Bella laughed again, when she heard what Rendi said.

Ha, ha, ha, Bella laughs.

"Why are you laughing at me?, is there anything funny about me?" asked Rendi looking at Bella.

Bella stopped laughing when she heard what Rendi said.

"No, I'm not laughing at you, I'm just laughing at your stupidity."

"What stupidity, what stupidity?." Rendi frowned hearing what Bella said.

"Your stupidity, for refusing to marry your best friend.and surely, right now, you regret it right?, it is clearly visible on your face."

Rendi looked towards Bella. "Really, can you tell my stupidity?" asked Rendi slowly.

"Of course, I can see it all, clearly visible on your face.

Until finally Randy admitted it. "Yes, I'm so stupid, because I've let go of a friend as good as him."

Bella approached Rendi's face and said. "Do you love her." Bella was curious about the feelings of Rendi to her best friend.

"I didn't love him before. But I'm sorry. When I felt love for her, I came back to tell her. However?.." Rendi's speech stopped and it made Bella even more curious.

"However?." asked Bella by raising her two eyebrows.

Listen to Bella's question. Rendi took a breath, then threw it away slowly.

"But now she has a husband who loves her so much that they will soon have a baby."

Bella fell silent after listening to what Rendi said. Bella feels guilty with her curiosity, wanting to know all about Rendi and her best friend.

See Bella's residence. Rendi melted the atmosphere by asking about the first time they met. "Then, about you, at the club that night how was it? what made you come there? drink until drunk, until finally I take you to the hotel, drunk by calling the name of someone named Doni if not wrong." Rendi reminded Bella that night.

Bella was silent at Rendi's question. Bella lowered her face in embarrassment at what happened that night at the hotel. Drunk and then said someone's name. Bella doesn't really remember anything about what happened that night.

"Bella, may I know who Doni is? if you don't want to say it's okay, I won't force you." Rendi looked at Bella who was now looking down on her face.

Bella then looked at Rendi, who was waiting for an answer to her question.

"What, you want to know about Doni?." Bella asked Randy.

Bella started talking. "Doni was my ex-lover, we used to love each other, But because of the stupidity I did, the day before the wedding, I left him and went with my other lover. Yes, I admit that it was my fault, but I have my own reasons, why I did it." Bella took a breath and then interrupted her words. "On the other hand, Doni's parents don't like me, because they know my true nature. But Doni still maintain our relationship, Doni to be willing to leave his parents even willingly removed from the list of inheritance of his parents. Just to want to live with me. However, I do not want if Doni must be erased from the list of inheritance of his parents, because if that happens, Doni will not be able to meet all the needs of my life is all luxurious. But honestly, at this time I am very sorry to leave the young man who loves me so much, even willing to do anything just for the sake of living with me. But this time he was happy with his wife. Doni loves his wife very much, even soon Doni will soon have a baby" Bella tells Rendi everything by covering her face, with both hands.

Seeing that Rendi said. "Hem, it turns out that your life story and my life story are almost similar." Rendi smiled looking at Bella.

Bella opened her hands from her face and looked at Rendi, who was smiling, looking at her.

Bella smiled back at Rendi and said. "What, you still want to know a woman like me? I don't deserve to be anyone's friend."

Rendi smiled hearing everything Bella said. "Everyone has a past, as well as I do, you should never humble yourself, deserve or deserve that only God can judge that."

After her meeting that day with Rendi, Bella felt very relieved, the burden of Bella's heart felt light, like something that was holding a heavy burden, which was on her shoulders disappeared. That day also made Bella feel like her life was back again. Tampa had to think of something he could no longer have.

Sometimes Bella thinks, life in the world does not have to have, what is not possible, because the wheel of life will always spin over time.

This afternoon Bella sits alone in a park in the city she lives in. Bella thought of all, what would happen to her in the future. Remembering about the lover who left this time, then back to pursue the love of Doni that he left first.

Bella does not know what she will do if her lover, looking for her again in the city that he currently lives in. But considering the friendship that intertwined between him Rendi, made him forget his lover who he left in Sydney at this time.

The day went by very quickly and tonight. Bella gets a call from her love who's from Sydney.

"Yes, Hello" said Bella Judes.

"Honey, where are you?" tanyakanya.

"Do you need to know where I am?, do as you please and never call me again." Bella says ketus then turns off her phone. But the Hape was ringing again and it was a call from Rendi.

"What's more, I warn you, don't ever call me again, I don't want to hear your voice, not even everything about you, understand." Bella was angry at the person who was calling her. Bella doesn't know who called her. Because from earlier that person was silent to hear all the harsh words he said to the person who called him.

"Hello, you're Bella, right" the young man asked from behind the phone.

Bella stared at the screen and found Rendi's name written there.

Bella immediately said. "Yes, my God, Ren, I'm sorry I know that you're calling me. I'm sorry, don't be confused with what I said." Bella begged a little from behind the phone.

"No, trouble, anyways those words are open to me, then what am I shaken for. Aye right?"

"Yes, too" said Bella in a voice weakened from behind the phone.