
Bela was done with his campus assignments, completing KKN in the village, bringing his own impression for him. Moreover, there his family is still very thick, only there is one person who makes Bela not want to return to the village.
Today Bela asked Agam to pick her up on campus. Bela needs relaxation.it has been almost two months he did not make his morning routine. It feels like all bodies are stiff.
Agam got out of the car, looked straight at Bela. The steps were very heavy, Agam hoped there had never been a meeting like this. saw Bela who waved her hand and called out her name, he said, also very happy when he saw his arrival, pure happiness.His innocent face that did not know at all what had happened during his departure.
"I miss you so much Gam." Bela Hugged Agam tightly. Agam just silently did not respond to the longing words Bela said. Agam is too focused on finding a way to tell Bela, because he thinks the sooner the better.
"Didn't you miss me Gam?" Back to asking. Because Agam was silent.
"I miss you too, dear."
Bela pulled herself out of Agam's embrace.
"What's wrong? why do you look sad Gam?" Bela felt there was sadness at every touch of Agam.
"I'm fine. I'm happy today." Agam is very good at hiding his sadness.
They also got into the car. Agam laid the car seat so Bela felt comfortable and rested. On the way they were silent only silence. He saw Agam from the edge of Bela's eyes. Agam was driving with no expression, bela could not guess what she was currently feeling. Bela felt that something was different from Agam.
"Are you sure you're okay?" Bela touched Agam's arm, re-questioning the same question.
Agam stroked Bela's hair.hiding all her pain behind her smile.
"You don't have to worry, I'm fine."
Bela again destroyed his rough lust.His feelings are still doubtful with Agam's answer.
After reaching his front house Bela went straight to the room and laid herself on the bed, she missed her room so much. tried to close her eyes, looking for tranquility, but she reflected back on Agam's face. his face was sad even though he covered it with his smile, but his eyes never lied.
Bela immediately took a bath, refreshing himself from the fatigue of the journey.although at this time his body needed rest, but Bela could not if his heart did not come to rest.
Bela drove his car to Agam's office, bela believes Agam must be in his office.
"Sir Agam can't be disturbed." Said his secretary
"I beg you, allow me to enter."
"Sorry this is Mr. Agam's order, he doesn't want anyone to bother him."
Bela continued to force to open the door to Agam's room, but his secretary remained persistent in blocking Bela's path. Because he will be angry with his boss.
Bela pushed the secretary down.
"Awv...." The sickly felt
"Uppsm... Sorry" Bela smiled triumphantly.
Cklek....
Bela opened the door, went inside and closed it again.
Bela saw Agam sitting in his chair, staring out the window, not knowing what he saw. He did not even turn his back, when he heard that someone had entered his room.
"I told you, I don't want to be disturbed!" Struggling it hard.
Bela was aghast, hearing Agam's voice piercing the ears of anyone who heard it. However, he still wanted to be near Agam. With a slow step, Bela approached Agam, in the turn of the Agam chair until facing him. Then Bela dropped both knees, sat down and hugged Agam's knees.
"I feel something Gam, I know you're not okay." It did not feel like she was dripping her tears in Agam's knees
Agam held both of his shoulders, helped him to stand up, and took Bela into his arms.
"There's something you should know." His whisper in Bela's ear.
Bela was pussing over the remains of her tears. And follow where Agam will take him, and it turns out that Agam brought him to a restaurant by ordering a private room to make it more comfortable for them. Bela was ready to listen to everything Agam was going to say.
"Defend me, forgive me." Something that starts with an apology will eventually hurt.
"Why are you Gam?" Bela is increasingly made not understand.
Then Agam held Bela's right cheek. Surely Agam will miss this cheek.
"Listen to me. You know, I love you so much." Bela nodded her head with her eyes still staring at Agam's eyeballs.
Ughhh....
Agam again exhaled his coarse breath, strengthening his heart before uttering a sentence that Agam himself never wanted to say to Bela.
"But we can't be together. Let's just end our relationship here."
Bela closed her eyes, biting her lower lip withholding the tears she did not want to shed at this time, hoping that her ears would become deaf for a moment, so as not to hear every word that came out of Agam's mouth. Words that made his chest tight.words that made his heart break.
"Why are you like this, aren't we okay?" Bela shook her head, rejecting all of Agam's pleas.
"Reyna's pregnant with my son."
As soon as his body went limp, all of his bones were unable to punch him anymore. Bela's heart fell to pieces, all the shadows of the future seemed to be shattered and washed away in the waves of honesty.
Bela pulled her hand from Agam's gang, with the rest of her strength, Bela ran away from Agam with an unstoppable cry.
"Defenders..." Shouted Agam who was panicking and chasing after him.
But too late for Agam, Bela had brought his car far away from Agam.
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Agam returned to his office with an empty heart, his heart was empty, like a soap bubble that broke when he got a touch. Just like his current heart that had already broken due to his separation.
Gorgeously lay his body in a tilted position. She was just like Bela. crying in her office, and only herself could hear her crying.
The shameful day was so fast, Agam woke up holding his head that felt dizzy, maybe because he was crying all day. He saw the clock in his hand. Apparently he's been asleep for a long time.
Agam was preparing to go home, He could not be selfish anymore, There was a new soul waiting for him. At least Agam should stay up for the sake of his son.
"Papa's coming...!" Reyna said when she saw Agam coming with his favorite cake.
"Papa brought cake, mama said you really wanted this cake!" Agam immediately rubbed Reyna's stomach and spoke to her future baby.
"I'm sorry, you didn't forget my interest."
"Let's eat." Take Agam, for Reyna immediately opened the cake she bought.
"I'd like a bribe, Aaa...." Reyna opened her face, asking Agam to feed her.
"Alright, your mama turned out to be very spoiled." Agam again rubbed Reyaa's stomach that had been bloated.
The age of Reyna's pregnancy is currently on the fifth month, the stomach that was originally flat now looks enlarged. Even Agam's attention increased after knowing Reyna was pregnant with a daughter.
Agam happiness does not relieve the pain of his separation.the taste is there, but Agam save to recall that he once made the woman he loved hurt.
"What's bothering you?" Reyna asked when she saw Agam not closing her eyes.
"Nothing, I just imagined what I'd be like."
"You don't have to worry, I'm sure our son will be proud to have you."
Finally everything Reyna wanted came true, she was so grateful to the child she was born with. Naya says that this boy is a magnet for attracting Agam to come back with him. Reyna believes Agam has ended it all with Bela. In the end, a wife will remain a wife.
"Why are you so dumb.It's night, let's go to sleep." Agam rubbed Reyna's eyes to keep her closed again.