
"I don't lay blame on anyone else, in fact I saw last time you looked so friendly and so protective of him. It's only natural that I think that way because I see it with my own eyes" Renata said in a somewhat emotional tone.
Arya turned her head and again stared intently. "I never messed with him. And I still respect her as a woman, unlike Doni who treats you as halal! and that I also saw with these eyes with this head looking at you and at the kiss and that was just a handful of things I saw. I don't know before or after her" Arya admitted.
Degh's!
Renata's heart flinched, hearing that. Meaning Arya knew and saw the time in the restaurant, Renata red face held in shame, then her hands clasped Arya's hands. "I love you Ar, still love you and I'll be a good wife to you, later."
Netra Arya's eyes moved staring dislikely towards her hand that Renata was holding. Make Renata pull her hand and keep her away.
"Now you want to marry her, already, forget everything and move on with your life, good luck. Don't make it all goofy and ruin your own life." Arya stood up not wanting to discuss anything anymore.
"Ar, I'm not done talking?"
"I don't think there's anything we should talk about anymore. So I have to go." Arya swung her steps after paying the bill.
Renta looked up to hold back the tears that wanted to fall as much. "Wait?" Renata's voice stops Arya's steps.
"I have to give this to you." Renata's voice trembled, then stood up to pick up an invitation letter on Arya. "This is invitation. Come yes and bless me."
Arya's bead eyes were fixed on the invitation letter, slowly picking it up. "Thank you?"
Arya turned her back to continue her steps towards the apartment unit with all the sense that is difficult to express with words. After all the woman Renata who had been filling her heart long enough. Accompanying in his life Arya, now Arya harbors a sense of disappointment that he is unable to overflow with anything. "Huuh .." exhaled through his mouth, that was all he could do in this moment.
Arya's steps stopped at the door, picking up the bag of burnt coconut she had stored there. He entered with lethargic steps and he began to open the invitation slowly he read it.
The name of the groom was originally named Arya Saputra. Now he is turning into Doni Rahadian. For the umpteenth time Arya let out a long sigh and painstakingly swallowed her saliva. Directing his gaze to the ceiling, hoping that his tears would not shed a single drop, only to weep over the woman who betrayed him.
At this time Arya lowered her head with both hands resting on the thick glass wall before her. His heart was crying sadly, the person he had always loved turned out to be his wish. Apparently all this time he was looking after people. Once again he took a heavy breath and faltered, the outpouring of his uncertain feelings.
But Arya immediately moved and did not want to dissolve in her sadness. He began his activities, starting from cleaning all the rooms and washing dirty clothes, tidying the bed changing the sheets with a clean one. He really wants to forget everything.
Now his eyes were intensely searching for items related to Renata. From the slightest thing he had to keep away from his life from now on, the photos and items as gifts he had given. There's a watch, some hats. Shoes, glasses, gripsack. T-shirts and shirts. Arya put nothing left into the big bag.
He wanted to throw it all away, throw all the memories with him. But after thinking again, Arya changed her mind and took out again all the items she had entered.
Arya is looking for a cardboard box that just happens to exist. And now he input and arrange it in the cardboard, except for photos that he could not give to others. Unlike the items that are still good, which are still worth using and indeed the gift items from Renata are still good-good Arya rarely used as well.
Arya packed and kept in the corner. Not far from the door, so it will be easy to get it out. Then Arya took a shower after seeing the clock that had shown at 09.45 wib. She remembers having to pick up Rania at her school.
In order not to be too time-consuming, Arya takes a bath directly under the shower by wearing the **********only. "I should be able to move on immediately, and open my heart wide to the figure of Fatma," he murmured inwardly ....
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