Loving my best friend's sister

Unable to Lose Yourself

In the morning, Bella slowly begins to blink her eyes adjusting the light that enters the window of the room she occupies.

She saw her husband still sound asleep in a sitting position, and his hands were grasping each other tightly.

Bella smiled, apparently her husband accompanied her.

Bella felt a dry feeling in her throat, but she could not bear to wake her husband. From the look of a sleeping face, Bella knew, she was exhausted and lack of rest.

But then, there was the sound of the door opening slowly. Lita's head poked from the outside, and when her eyes accidentally looked at Bella, she immediately grinned.

Bella gestured by placing one of her index fingers in front of her lips, Lita who understood also closed the door very slowly so as not to wake Haris.

Lita approaches Bella who is still lying weakly in the hospital gurney. Bella touched her throat and pointed at the water on the table near the sofa.

Lita understood and immediately took the water on the table and gave it to Bella. Bella immediately accepted her and drank her up the toilet, but because she drank in a hurry, she finally choked until Haris who was in the dream was surprised.

"Dear is awake." Haris rubbed his eyes, and rose to kiss Bella's forehead gently.

"Why me? As I remember yesterday I had a stomachache and when I wanted to be in Lita's bopong, I didn't want to anymore." Definitely Bella.

"Because brother fainted, kept brought here turned out to be bleeding brother." Lita said softly, she will not be able to explain everything in detail.

"My stomach is still sick until now, but yesterday her pain mules wrapped around, if now her pain is more like an ache, I why?" Bella asked, she rubbed her stomach that was painful indeed. She had not realized her baby was missing.

"Why are you suddenly silent? It's so compact, I'm why?"

Lita and Haris glanced at each other, but no one wanted to open their mouths just to explain what happened.

"Hey, what am I? My baby is not papa, right? He's healthy, right?" Bella asked again, this time her tone was high enough, to make Lita jump.

Bella stared at her flat stomach, she shook her head.

"You okay in momy's stomach, son?" Said Bella, as if her stomach could answer her question.

"Honey.. "

"Explain, what am I?" Indict Bella with trembling lips.

"Doctor said, your gynecology is weak. Because of the burden of the mind, the fetus cannot survive and is forced to be in a curette." Obviously Haris is shrinking, Bella is silent. Her tears dripped profusely soaking down her cabi cheeks.

"I lost her?"

Lita could not see this painful scene, she chose to leave the room before her cries broke.

"Prophey dear." Haris said, he hugged the weak body of his wife. He also felt the pain of his loss, although not pregnant, but every morning, the child was the one who always encouraged him.

"I'm sorry I was negligent in looking after our son Mas, I'm a bad mother." Bella said, she sobbed in the warm embrace of her husband.

"It's not your fault, it's a fate that can't be changed, baby. Don't blame yourself, this has happened." Haris said, he rubbed the top of Bella's head gently. Funneling affection that can not be explained how great.

"But I'm her mother, I'm pregnant, I'm so guilty here, I can't keep the trust that God gives."

"Dear, don't regret what happened. All events must have wisdom, we must be sincere, so that our baby is also happy there."

"Don't cry, strengthen your heart even though I know it's not as easy as saying it." Haris said, he continued to give his motivational words to Bella so as not to feel hopeless.

"Mas don't hate me? Or angry with me?" Bella asked, in between her sobs.

"Because I can't take good care of our son." Answer Bella.

"No woman wants to feel this way, no one can accept the loss of the most beautiful god, but if fate has said so, what can we do?"

"We are only ordinary humans, dear, can not oppose the fate that has been determined. So strong and more patient again, may the sadness we feel. God will return with a thousand more joys." Haris said, he must be optimistic, he must convince Bella not to blame herself.

"Let's get some rest, I know you're tired, baby."

"I'm afraid I'll leave me, if I sleep." Said Bella in a spoiled tone.

"Mas befriend me dear. I'm not going anywhere, I promise."

"Alright, I want to sleep in the hug. Can you?" Bella asked, happily Haris nodded her head.

Bella was treated in the VIP room, until her bed was large enough and fit for both.

Haris hugged Bella's body, and Bella returned the hug. He leaned his head on the chest of Haris' field.

Haris stroked Bella's head, and repeatedly rewarded her with kisses.

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Half an hour already, Haris accompanied Bella to sleep in her bed. Until the sound of his cell phone makes him wake up.

"The mission is finished Ris, Lu can teach the girls lessons in the warehouse of the former rice mill on xxx street."

Haris smiled smirked as he read the contents of his message. He impatiently wanted to give such a sweet memory to that evil woman.

Until one message from Raka came back in, and made her happier instead of playing.

"Have fun, sorry man. My men have made his legs and hands slashed, because he tried to run away when my men caught him"

"All you guys hajar tuh chick Raka, I'll be seneng if I go there tuh chick and tepar." Reply Haris with passionate emotions.

Stand off..

"My men are most only brave to slap doang, they are not specialists in killing men." a message from Raka.

"Okay, best practice." Reply to Haris again.

Haris smiled mysteriously, either a satisfaction or just a grudge that made him want to finish off the damn woman.

She looked back at Bella's calm face in her arms, so innocent that she was often hurt.

Either innocent or too good, he could defend Lita if anyone interfered with her, but it was her turn to disturb people, she just kept quiet.

"I'm sorry baby, you've been hurt too much because of me. I love you so much, Bella, I can't afford to lose you."

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This chapter is still about Haris and Bella yes, get well quickly yes Mbak Bella ️

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