
The image stared at his reflection inside the large mirror before him. I had to be strong for my baby, mother always said that many trials come in marriage, I believe this is just a trial for our relationship, I believe one day Daffa will love me with all his heart.
Yes I can definitely get through this Image reassures itself. After feeling confident enough to compete with Aisyah Citra back to meet Aisyah and Devi.
"how long cit, you are good, Devi noticed Citra's attitude that changed after the arrival of Aisyah.
" I'm fine Mba, I was a little long ago because suddenly my stomach was wrapped around.
"It's very natural at the age of the womb that is approaching birth, you don't need to worry too much, I have also experienced something like that, but everything will be fine. It was just a birth simulation because Beby was moving too much,
Aisyah explained in great detail, Aisyah is indeed a special woman in addition to righteousness she is also a smart woman, making the confidence that has been built with difficulty by Citra just disappear, by changing her anxiety and jealousy if one day she really will be abandoned by her husband Daffa. Citra honestly said it was just for a reason because she was in the toilet too long.
"already let's continue to eat it, really dear even though the menu you pesen it's best seller loh here.
" Yes mba Devi. The image only ate a few mouthfuls of his food his hunger had been gone since earlier. Because it is very appetizing to eat Citra invites Devi and Aisyah to continue their shopping event.
The image of buying several long dresses that are large, because now the clothes he has are starting to narrow because the growth of the baby is getting bigger making his stomach more prominent, because the, as a result clothing image becomes narrow to wear.
Citra is still busy shopping without paying attention to the dark day.
Suddenly her phone rang, Citra saw her husband's name plastered on the phone screen.Its image pulled the green button on her phone screen.
"Where are you why haven't you come home, since Mother called you but you ignored her post, quickly tell you where I'm going to pick you up. Daffa's voice sounded panicked when talking on the phone.
" Well...I was still in the mall mas, Citra mentioned the name of the mall, you wait there and do not go before I pick you up. tut tut tut tut tut,, Daffa decided the phone call.
When Citra received a call from Daffa, she did not realize that Devi and Aisyah were walking, which made Citra separate from them...
"Where Mba Aisyah and Mba Devi, why did they disappear, Citra saw the direction around her, but nil she did not find the two women., because she was tired, because she was tired, Citra sat at one of the cafes inside the mall while waiting for Daffa to pick her up..
about half an hour Citra waited, until her cell phone rang again by an incoming call from her husband.
"You where I've reached the lobby, I'm at Starbucks mas, on the second floor of the mall. okay wait for me to get there... The image plays on his drinking straw, with him biting the end of the straw while waiting for Daffa to come. His eyeballs are trailing at every corner of the mall, to see Daffa coming. Until his gaze catches the familiar figure,
"Mas Daffa, Mba Aisyah, why they could walk together.what they did actually.did Daffa come here because he knew Aisha was also with me earlier. The image can no longer hold back her sadness she felt betrayed by her husband who first chose to meet Aisyah compared to him.
The image of walking towards the elevator, he did not care that Daffa would look for him. Right now all he wanted was to go as far as possible so as not to see the sight that hurt his heart.
The image came out of the mall, he walked without knowing the purpose. With tears that can not be held anymore, Citra menagis as it happened.
" why does it feel so hurtful to me, why do I have to be present among people who love each other, why should I be a hindrance to their happiness, and why should I be hurt,,,
"my God, why is it so painful to love someone. when the image dissolved in grief several times his phone kept ringing, he said, who else if not Daffa who has been very panicked to find Citra is no longer in the cafe.
Why are you still contacting me. Is not the woman you love already with you, why are you still looking for me, why are you so selfish,, do not let me have you alone....
why are you so willing to let me love you, while your heart is only for Aisyah...
I want to have you whole, your love your heart everything you have I want that hyx hyx hyx..
Mother,,, Citra Kangen same mother. Citra wants to go home mom. Citra wants to live with her mother, Citra is not able to live this alone. Citra needs a mother who always gives encouragement to Citra bu, hyks hyks hyks
"Tante why crying,, the voice of the little boy asked Citra, with reflexes Citra turned to the source of her voice. There was a beautiful girl standing nearby.
"Tante is okay, baby.
"but aunty crying must be aunty is missing someone huh.
" why do you know that I miss someone, I was amazed to hear the words of the little boy.
"I love to cry when I miss Mami, too,
"does your mother not live with you?
"Mommy I'm already there, the little boy pointed his finger towards the sky. Papi said my mother is already in Heaven now, one day we will definitely gather and be together again. so aunt do not be sad again yes, one day aunty will gather with the person who aunty misses it...
The powerless image held back his cries, how could such a small child, already be able to think very maturely, even as he grew up without the figure of a mother accompanying him.
"Oh yeah, your name is sweet boy,
"my name is love auntie,
"a beautiful name hopefully you will always be surrounded by people who love you dear...
"thank you aunt.love smiled and showed off her neatly arranged little teeth.