Loving Addiction
First Night
That night after Rifki's parents came home they both then went into the same room, Santi walked first and Rifki caught up with him, after arriving at Rifki's room then closed the door.
The night was so quiet, Santi's parents may have gone to bed or they may have pretended to sleep for fear of interrupting their first night.
"Your parents are asleep?" Tanya Rifki started the conversation in the middle of the silence that night.
"Maybe" replied Santi briefly.
Santi then laid himself on the bed and covered his body with a blanket.
"I'm going to sleep" Permission Santi.
"Sleep?" Tanya Rifki.
"Yes sleep, it's the night of mulu literacy" replied Santi ketus.
"Yes, please." Said Rifki, then he laid his body beside Santi.
Santi knows this is indeed the first night should be special, but there is nothing special tonight because Rifki has even enjoyed his body before.
Rifki from earlier kept looking at Santi. Santi realized it all, even he pretended sleepy when at all he could not sleep. He just wants to know what Rifki's gonna do tonight. Is he going to force her like that night that made her hitherto hate him.
Santi knows what was in Rifki's brain at that time, in the look of his face it seems he wanted something but did not dare to reveal it.
"Why are you looking all over my body?" Santi's sudden question made Rifki shocked.
"No papa, just amazed" replied Rifki with his face pierced.
Looking at Rifki's face like that, Santi actually did not have the heart to see it. Serving a husband is now a duty. But the hatred inside him made that sense go away.
"Who" Call Rifki.
"What?" Santi asked as if he did not understand.
"No" replied Rifki.
"Oh my god, how should I do? am I not entitled to him?" Rifki seems confused.
Rifki was sleeping so much with Santi, hoping Santi would understand that he wanted to do it. Even when Rifki sleeps pretending to be nyigo while hugging Santi. But Santi is insensitive.
Actually Santi is very understanding of what is done by Rifki as if giving a code that Rifki wants to do it. But Santi's heart that night didn't allow him to do it. The pain in his heart was deep. Although he knew that it was his duty, he had the right to give his full freedom over him, but the hatred always enveloped him, so that when he would try to accept his marriage, he would always try to accept it, she was always haunted by resentment and hatred for her husband.
That night just passed. Until morning came, the two of them woke up and looked at each other.
"I'm sorry, I had to last night serve you, but I can't, my current hatred can't be cured." Inner Santi.
"I'll try to hold it, even if I'm not strong." Inner Rifki.
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His first night of the gini cake oath?
It's so crisp, isn't it?
The author didn't know the first night anyway, so confuse him. The bases are also confused about how to do, sorry author viewers😭🤣
Yu keep following his story 🐾
Jan forgot to follow author @reeyanraa
Mon mff if there are still many typo 🙏
