Lovely Move On

Dua

Two years ago, my love story and Tomi had to end. Only 3 months into our marriage. Tomi and her family have come to my house and are facing my parents to make me his wife. Remembering that day her family brought me some treats. Although simple, but the heart is flowery because the five-year wait will pay off. The contents of the session there are only a few makeup and bathing supplies, dress and hijab, bags and shoes, prayer tools and the Koran, and do not forget fruits. Not to forget Tomi's mom slipped on my ring finger a 3 gram gold ring as a sign of engagement. It cannot be explained by the words blue raving atmosphere over our engagement. I saw my mother and father quickly wipe away my tears because finally their first child was proposed by someone. Likewise with Tomi's family, which was attended by her mother because her father had long died since she sat on the bench of Junior High, her oldest sister and her husband, who had died, and his second brother number two. Tomi is the youngest of five children. In contrast to me who was the first of two children. My sister is also a girl.

A week after the application event, Tomi and I accompanied my mother to go to the Bridal Makeup House. We plan to book and rent wedding clothes, makeup, and decorations. Due to the limited cost we prefer to rent rather than make our own dresses. Besides being more expensive when making dresses and also our wedding ceremony which is only three months from now. So we choose the practical course by renting wedding clothes. The theme of our wedding reception, we chose to wear the traditional Banjar, because we are native to the Banjar tribe who inhabit the province of South Kalimantan. Tomi and I chose green to look fresh. The second shirt for the reception we chose a suit and a modern dress. For the suit, Tomi will wear silver and I wear a pink dress with a combination of silver flowers on the chest to the abdomen. For the marriage contract, we plan to wear a simple Malaysian wedding dress with a hijab and a simple small crown. The decoration is not too luxurious which is important simple rustic style as is widely used by young couples today. When fitting bridal fashion, thank God all the clothes so fit in our body. I saw my mother smiling happily. Once we intersperse with laughter so that the atmosphere is not boring.

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After the fitting of the wedding dress, some days I saw Tomi began to rarely contact me. We are always active via Whatsapp messages. When I asked, Tomi always said it was okay. I began to wonder why he was slowly changing. What is it? Is there something wrong with me? I wanted to meet him at his house, but I am currently recovering from a broken bone in my left hand. Yes I had a broken bone accident two months ago. I was riding a motorcycle, accidentally collided with another rider causing one of the long bones between my palm and elbow to break. Thankfully, only one bone. I was taken to a hospital in my town. Because my family doesn't have a lot of expenses so I'm just in surgery with a guaranteed government card that we used to pay every month because I was only third grade, so I'm waiting for a list of patients who will be in fracture surgery about a week more. O God, it turns out that many also suffered the same fate as me and some even worse than me. The grimacing I endured the pain could only be resigned after we consulted an orthopedic doctor. Thank God the installation of flat pen in my bones went well. I'm on a total dope. Even though I'm afraid I won't be able to wake up again. But God is good, I was woken up after the dope injections ran out after twelve hours post-surgery. It felt like my hand and it was still a bit heavy. The time lapse went by I got used to it and recovered. But my mother and father did not allow me to ride a motorcycle first. The reason is that I am afraid of anything happening to me.

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After I waited for almost two weeks there was no word from Tomi. Until I decided to send a message first.

[Darling, how are you? The plan is in a few days I want to invite you to go to our wedding invitation printing and buy wedding souvenirs] type in my message to Tomi.

[Hmmm, how did you start?] Tomi replied to my message, a bit long indeed. About ten minutes.

[Why indeed?] my reply is impatient.

[You don't want to tell me what time you talked to Nindi, my niece. When you were at my house a month ago?] reply Tomi with angry emot.

Wait, I'm amazed. What did I say to Nindi? Yes, I was at Tomi's house. Tomi picked me up at home because we were walking in the mall. After the mall we stopped at his house.

I was stunned, too, why Tomi changed so quickly. What the hell is it?

[Nay, you realize that you do not like my family, do not need to demonize my family through Nindi.]

[Loh did Nindi say what the hell? I really don't know anything Tom] replied me with teary eyes holding back tears.

[Have, you. Where there is a thief. If I'm all full of prisons. If you don't like my family, you should have said from the beginning. No need to complain to Nindi. So I didn't bother coming to your house with a proposal event!]

[But Tom, I swear to God. I didn't say that to Nindi. Maybe it's just a misunderstanding.]

[Had Nay, I was tired of explaining at length to you. After all, you use the name of God. I will trust my family more than you.]

[OK, if so, the three of us meet. Meet me with Nindi. So that clearly sits what the problem is. If it is my fault. That's okay, I admit. If you only reply to messages like this, it will be difficult and less clear.] My tears are spilling. Oh God so angry and fatal my fault to Tomi. I feel like I never said that.

[There is no such thing as Nay's meeting. From today we break up and our marriage is off!] tomi's reply made my heart melt. I tried to call him but the results were nil. The cup is disabled.

Oh my God, how should I? It hurts my heart to be decided unilaterally like this and without being given a chance to explain the truth.

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