Loved Wife Mr. Lecturer

CHAPTER 7: The Passing Mode

Zely who was enjoying his food until made shocked to hear the reaction of Bik Anik about his suicide. Right, he should have just asked Google, so as not to panic people one house.

“Non, don't wait dong. How bad his intentions are,” Bik Anik's advice will be Zely's intention. “Ntar if what really happened? Descendants of Bagaskara family exhausted no venomous dong.”

Zely who was originally excited about eating, immediately stopped hearing the words of the middle-aged woman standing beside him.

“If Non Zely there is a problem, do not solve it in a short way that makes other problems come. Non-suicide, what about Mrs Bella? Automatically alone. If Non's parents are here, how would they react when they know his only daughter's intentions are that bad?”

Zely stopped the eating scene and distanced the food in front of him. Sipping one drink. Just excited, suddenly now a thought makes his brain as though it was tangled.

“I want to sleep,” he said immediately moved from his sitting position and rushed to the room.

Bik Anik to be confused about what kind of advice to give. So he brought up the name of Zely's parents who were gone so that a little to make the girl's heart open. He knew that girls of Zely's age were in a period of instability about making a decision, but also not to commit suicide.

Arriving at the room, Zely sat on the sofa on the balcony. Staring deep into the sky that tonight seems completely dark without any visible stars. Just like his current state, the dark without any solution can give a glimmer of hope for him to return to his previous situation.

He stretched his hand towards the sky. “Say people among many stars, there are loved ones who are looking from a distance. It seems like Mama is the same Papa does not care about my current condition,” muttered with a smile.

“It should be when you leave this world, taking me along. But I left me alone. I knew there was Aunt Bella, but now I let her down, Pa, Ma. You believe me, right, if I don't do that on purpose? Yes, if Papa and Mama are here with me, definitely do not want if I get married in this way.”

Crying alone at night, with a cold night breeze piercing the skin. Usually there is no silence if he returns home during college holidays or deliberately takes a few days vacation.  Now it is immediately welcomed a bunch of problems that seem there is no way out other than surrender.

At the same time his cell phone rang a sign that someone was calling. He thought that Renata or Jean were his best friends. This time the guess was wrong, because the name listed on the flat screen was precisely the name Nico. Doubtful to answer.

Zely clucked, when puzzled to have to respond to the caller. “This is the Nico if not answered even feel bad, but if answered fear is thought I still ngarep,” murmured.

At first hesitated, but in the end he shifted the screen with an icon sign in the shape of a green phone handle.

“Hallo,”.

“Zely?”

“Yes, it's me. Why, Nic?” ask Zely.

“I got word from Renata that you came home today. It turns out to be real.”

“Yes, I just got home this afternoon. There is family business, so Auntie asked me to come home jerk,” she explained to the guy.

“Means quick turning dong?”

Zely did not answer. No, rather he was confused as to what to give an answer. Honestly, of course he had to go back because he was still in college. Just come home for one week's permission. But somehow later the continuation of college, if it turns out he even had to face a marriage.

“Zel, you heard me, right?” Nico asked because Zely suddenly fell silent without answering his question.

Zely slightly snapped from his daydream. “Ah, yes, Nic. Here I go home permission a few days doang, sih.”

“Tomorrow no time, no. I want to make sure you meet.”

“Sorry, Nico. I can't, because I have family business. So automatically while here yes my focus is the same family. Sorry, yes.”

“That, yes,” said Nico a little disappointed. “Judah is okay. But if there's a little free time, let me know, yeah. I really want to meet you. Yes, even though our relationship has ended, but not the friendship relationship can still continue, right.”

“Iya, I'll call you later, yes. Dahh.”

Zely throws his cell phone at the table, then closes his eyes while sleeping on the sofa. Only a moment later did his eyes shut, the knock on his bedroom door made his sleep intention fall back. Sometimes it's surprising, everyone seems to be intent on upsetting him. Going to sleep, something is disturbing.

“Everyone is so good, I just want to sleep I am not allowed,” umpatnya wake up and get off the sofa. Walking lazily with both feet that he deliberately jerked while walking.

Opening the door with the face of the jutek that he immediately gave to the knocker of the door. Yep, Bella. I don't know what else this aunt will talk to her about. It seemed like the attack was not enough to make himself intend to kill himself.

“Sorry, Aunt bother you.”

Bella just entered Zely's room, without waiting for the owner to give permission to enter. It was common, so Zely was not surprised.

“Why, Tan?” ask Zely.

Bella sat on the edge of Zely's bed, then asked her to sit with him.

“Someone wants Aunt to talk to you.”

“What, Aunt?”

“Tomorrow you marry.”

It was not like hitting a beam anymore, but this time it was like there was already a huge explosion inside his head. “Tante how, anyway. Tomorrow he does not want to meet with his family Rafa first. Why now say he was married? I don't want to! Yakali impromptu marriage is not clear that.”

“You want to be safe or not, anyway, darling?”

“What's safe?” zely asked up from her sitting position, looking at Bella seriously. “Even I feel like I'm going crazy now, Auntie. Shadow alone, all this time we have never discussed the name of a marriage. Now that I got here, I was greeted with a heavy problem. The solution is marriage. Please dong, Tan .. don't make me really think of suicide.”

Zely was already seriously talking, even the girl's face turned red as she tried to hold back the crying. While Bella even smiled faintly in response.

“Suicide?”

“Yes, I would kill myself if Aunt kept urging me on this,” threatened her.

Bella showed a sad face, returning Zely's gaze which instead looked disappointed at the decision he took.

“Zel, Auntie take care of you and take care of it with affection. Wishing that when you grow up you could become a strong woman and be able to take care of yourself. Therefore, when you ask for a lecture outside Aunty allow, at least it is a way that you can be independent.”

Bella was downcast, enduring the sadness she was feeling when she remembered the problems her nephew was facing. A moment later returned to the girl with a face that was trying hard.

“You know what Auntie felt when all this trouble befell you? Sad, disappointed, Auntie feels stupid and useless, Zel. Even Auntie feels Papa and Mama you are cursing Aunt because they can not keep their only daughter,” he continued.

Zely is upset with Bella, but when he remembers everything she said is true, his heart is broken again. His guilt came back to the surface. Indeed there is no clarity of the actual events between himself and Rafa, but as someone who loves him, of course the main thing Bella feels is sad and disappointed.

“Sorry to me, Auntie,” said Zely in tears. “I make Aunt disappointed, before having time to give things that make Aunt proud.”

“No matter how big of a mistake, anger and whatever form of disappointment you give to Auntie, still you are the favorite pound of Auntie, Zel. Therefore, Auntie seeks the safest solution for you. Not intending to plunge you into an unclear relationship with Rafa, but Aunty just wants you not to be viewed badly by others. That's it, Honey.”

Zely did not comment again. She hugged Bella while crying. Many onslaught were attacking his mind at this moment. Sad, if you remember all the sacrifices of Bella in raising herself up to this size. Disappointed in himself who got lost sefatal. Afraid, given the status of the marriage that would welcome her up ahead.

“Follow the solution Aunty proposed this time, yes.”

Zely nodded. “Serah Aunty only. Because I'm sure, whatever the solution Auntie would give the best for me.”