Loved Mr. Lecturer's Wife

CHAPTER 30: Feeling Guilty

Zely spontaneously pulled his hand from Rafa's grip, as he focused on his finger that had a wound there.

“It's still sore.”

Rafa snatched back Zely's hand, then blew the still-open wound on his finger. Not too wide, it's just a lot of blood coming out. Maybe because it is squeezed, to push the liquid out.

Zely was initially stretched out, but now changed his position to tilt to face Rafa who again compressed his finger. Occasionally felt the breath of him who hit his skin. It hurt, especially when the wound was touched, but it seemed to disappear when he slowly blew it.

“Where, Zel ... have you done it?” ask Rafa.

The question did not get an answer from the owner of the name, making Rafa who only focused on the wound and his finger that looked blue and swollen, now bearalih towards the side.

His breathing was short. How can the question get an answer, Zely was already in a sleeping state.

“Finally you can calm down,” muttered Rafa felt relieved.

How Rafa's not relieved. Finding Zely crying and enduring such pain, to be honest, he followed anxiously. Moreover, it was him who made him hurt. As someone who has the status of a husband, although there is no sense, still the anxiety as a fellow human will also appear spontaneously.

Rafa put the towel he used to compress it into the basin. Then slowly moved from her sitting position, but her intention was restrained as Zely spontaneously embraced her.

“Luck your status is my wife,” muttered Rafa.

Rafa finally chose to resign for a while. Think of it as a comfortable roll to hug. How not, the girl who was just embracing, is now even more interesting close.

“His name is nyari chance, Zel. Yes, sleep ... but time can not feel, anyway, where husband and mana bolting.”

Just a bell with an uninspired look. Tender her back on the bed rest with Zely sleeping next to her. No, rather she slept in a position to hug him.

At first it felt ordinary, but why did it feel so strange for so long. Zely always finds things with her, like a starving lioness.  Now act like a sweet Angora cat.

“Yeah, my brain is starting to have problems.” Closing his eyes was like thinking of something no-no. Want to get out of that position, but still not be.

Rafa suddenly smiled as a ignorant idea popped up in his brain. Snatch his phone on the nightstand, then activate the camera mode.

“Weapons to fight you this, Zel,” muttered he smiled ignorantly, then took pictures of Zely's arm that was hugging him positively. “Eat him next time don't make me like a bolster.”

A knock on the door made Rafa flinch in shock.

“Yes, come in,” says Rafa to someone at the doorstep of the room.

The door opened, looking Bik Anik who turned out to come over.

“Sorry, Den. Bibik disturbing,” said Bik Anik felt bad for coming at the wrong time. Yes how he did not feel that way, finding Zely who was sleeping in a position to hug Rafa, of course unusual for him.

“What's up, Bik?” asked Rafa to put the flat object back on the nightstand.

“I-it, Den. Just now Mrs Bella called, she said that Non had come home from the hospital, asked to come to campus today to fill in the data about the value.”

“Let me take care, Bik,” Reply Rafa.

“Good, Den. If so Bibik down first.”

Bik Anik passed away from there and closed the door again.

Not looking for things. Especially about the work that he suddenly left without any message earlier. Snatched up Zely's cell phone next to him. Then call his papa.

At first there was no response, but the second call sounded legitimate from there.

“Pa, it's me Rafa.”

“Loh, Raf. What was? How to use HP Zely.”

“That, Pa.. HP I lost power.”

“Oo, so,” response Malik. “What's up?”

“Papa is busy?”

“Ngak, anyway. This Papa just finished managing the contract with the same party from Surabaya yesterday,” explained Malik. “What's the matter, Raf?”

Actually Rafa is not feeling good if you have to ask his papa for help. Because it feels like a child who doesn't know himself.

“I can ask Papa for help, right? Replace me for a meeting. It's half an hour, Pa. But I can't attend because it's the same Zely.”

“Still in hospital?”

“Now, Pa. It's already at home. Just earlier I accidentally made him hurt, so ..” Rafa stopped his words. Directing his gaze at the sleeping girl while hugging her. Horrified that it was Zely's thing. Because both of his parents were so attentive to this girl.

Rafa placed her palm on the top of Zely's sleeping head and gently rubbed it as if giving comfort. Either a spontaneous attitude or what, that can clearly make anyone who sees will think something is happening to a taste.

“I feel guilty. Now he's sleeping, but it feels really heavy to leave him alone.”

Malik's breath was heard when Rafa said Zely's condition.

“Papa will not be angry or behave like a father who teaches a nine-year-old how to be kind. Your current status is a husband, so please behave as a husband should behave.”

Rafa's speechless. Though he thought if his father would directly attack him with rage. It seems to be the opposite.

“There is no love, but please be nice to him. That's all Papa asked for. It's okay if you don't love her, but don't hurt her or hurt her. Let papa same mom who gave that affection.”

Rafa felt something strange. Though his papa just said so, but successfully made a flick in his chest.

“You take good care of him. If there's anything, tell mom or dad. For office business, let papa take over today.”

“Still, Pa,” said. “Sorry, if I become ngerepotin.”

“A husband, will remain a child of his parents, yes.”

“Still, Pa.”

The conversation stopped when the phone connection was cut off. Rafa puts Zely's cell phone next to him.

Just a few sentences, but managed to make him think long. Staring at Zely who was sleeping, the guilt just got bigger. His attitude these few days felt so bad to him.