Loved Handsome Man

Secret

Rizky walked over with a fluffy smile. In his hand, there was a strawberry milk box he was about to give to Egy. Upon entering Egy's class, his eyes were astonished because the class was empty without occupants. Rizky glanced at left right, after being unable to find anything, Rizky walked up to Egy's bench.

He smiled sweetly, and he put the milk box on Egy's table. He hopes that Egy will love this gift when Egy returns to class. Rizky decided to return to her class later.

Brukh!

Rizky's steps come to a standstill when she accidentally nudges Egy's bag and makes him fall. Rizky hurriedly picked it up. Just as the bag was lifted, a small photo paper fell from the open Egy bag. Rizky frowned and picked it up too.

Degh's!

Rizky's heart beats a lot faster looking at the photo of who it is. Cold sweat then wet his stiffened body. In this instant, Rizky felt the world stop spinning. His knees were limp as if unable to support his body weight.

Rizky sighed furiously as she recalled the incident earlier this afternoon in Egy's class. Looking at her reflection in the mirror, Rizky could see her seemingly disheveled appearance. He really didn't think this would happen. After a long time shadowed by guilt, he now feels a great fear.

The photo he found in Egy's bag reminded him of the events of a few years ago, precisely when he was still Junior High.

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That night the thirsty woke up from sleep and went to the kitchen. Arriving in the kitchen, he saw his Father and Mother were there. Rizky smiled and sneered, she thought her parents were making out and didn't know the place. But the conversation between his parents actually made him fixated and surprised.

"Dad, Mother always feels guilty. Every night, Mother always dreams of meeting them. They're covered in blood, Dad. "

Rizky can see Claudia crying in the arms of her father, Aris. He frowned at the loss of hearing Claudia's words.

"Mother, forget about it. All is over, " said Aris trying to calm Claudia.

"How come, Dad? We killed them! We're killers! Murderer, Dad! "

Degh's!

Degh's!

Rizky's breath was choked at Claudia's words. Rizky did not know what the situation was but she understood what Claudia was saying. How could her gentle loving Mother be a murderer? Who is! Who did they kill?!

The incident leads Rizky to investigate what really happened. He always followed Aris' movements secretly. He wanted to prove his assumption wrong. His parents were not murderers. But what he found in his father's private room broke his belief.

In his father's study, he found evidence that his father had taken someone's life. Rizky found a photo of a man hugging a woman holding the hand of a girl who is estimated to be ten years old, looking like a happy little family.

"Sorry for taking your lives! "

Rizky read a line of words written on the photo with trembling lips.

Nah!

Rizky continued to deny it. His father was a very kind and wise man. His father could not have taken the lives of others. Moreover, her mother, she was a gentle and loving person. Rizky wouldn't believe that her mother could end someone else's life.

But the facts he discovered afterwards made him feel like a child who did not know his parents. Apparently, his father and mother had indeed taken the lives of others. Not only them, but not just their parents. The parents of Davit, Farel, and Galih also contributed to the murder.

Rizky felt very disappointed, parents who he considered the best in the world was not as good as he thought. They're killers, they kill the happy life of a small family. Rizky feels more guilty now .His family is also three other families actually live happily without burden.

This is one of the reasons he chose to live alone. Whenever he saw the faces of his parents, Rizky always felt disappointed and guilty. The nights he went through were always bleak. He is always haunted by guilt. Although he was not the culprit, he still felt guilty as a child. He bore a heavy burden of keeping it from others. Even from his friends. He did not want his friends to be disappointed like he was when he found out their parents were killers.

He kept it a secret because as a child he felt he had to protect his parents. Rizky doesn't want her parents in jail. Yeah, let's just say he's selfish. But he also loved his parents so much that he could not see them in trouble. Rizky was only able to cover up her disappointment with her submissive and gentle demeanor. He tried to pretend he didn't know anything.

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"Why did this happen to me? Egy .. turned out she was one of them. He's alive, how am I supposed to be? Do I, uh, have to be happy that Egy's alive? He's not dead yet, my parents didn't kill him! " sneer Rizky. He closed his eyes, not feeling a drop of tears coming out of the corner of his net.

The photo he found in Egy's bag, just like the one he found in his father's room. He thought they were all dead, but Egy was still alive. The girl in the photo is alive and she is Egy.

When he first learned of Egy's name, he was surprised because it was the same name as the girl in the photo. In the past, he had searched for complete data about the identity of the people in the photo. But when she finds out Egy's parents' name and the men and women's names in the photo are different, Rizky is relieved. It turns out that Egy is not the child in the photo.

But Risky was wrong. The reality is that Egy is the little girl in the photo.

Rizky doesn't know, should he be happy or sad. Happy because if Egy's alive, it means his parents didn't kill three people. But he also felt sad and afraid, afraid if Egy reciprocated the actions of his parents. He was afraid that if Egy knew that he was the son of the one who had killed his parents, maybe Egy would hate him.

Apparently, pretending not to know is also very painful. Every day Rizky continues to be haunted by guilt. Now he feels even more guilty that maybe he should have told Egy about this truth. But he didn't want Egy to hate him.

Rizky was in the wrong position.

"Gue doesn't want Egy to hate me. I love him. " Rizky was frustrated.

"ACH! DADDY, MOMMY! ALL OF YOU, IF YOU WANTED TO HELP THEM, IT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS! DESTINY SHOULDN'T BE SO CRUEL LIKE THIS! " Rizky Shouted.

Prangs!

Rizky hit the glass in the bathroom until it was blown to pieces. He did not care about the blood coming out of his hands. Rizky cried, she felt fate was so cruel to her.

"Why, God?! Why did this have to happen to me? " Rizky cried with a whim.

He realizes his love for Egy has grown stronger. Rizky tries to get Egy to return her feelings. Even Agil's recognition as Egy's girlfriend alone is not able to dampen his determination to get Egy. He does not care even though he has to take Egy from Agil, Rizky even to compete with his friends.

Rizky doesn't want Egy to hate her. He was sure, if Egy knew that he was the son of the one who had taken his parents' lives, Egy would definitely hate him. Risky doesn't want that to happen. She loves Egy very much now.

"Gue loves Lo, Gi. I'll make you fall in love with me. I'll make Lo love die with me until Lo, can't afford to hate I. "